I hate the taste of blood and toothpaste mixed together

Ugh. My plan to get to sleep before midnight never works. ARG!

"Why i don't found anywhere to buy a xyloband?" :cry:

i should get changed

i'm thinking about what i was thinking before i starting to think about what i was thinking..

i'm such a fucked up person

I've dreamt about you nearly every night this week

for a second i thought you were talking about me

 

then i realised that it's north pole orangutans

hahahahah

I think my depression has lifted. At least for the time being. I sure as hell hope so because it was starting to get crippling.

Happy Birthday to one of the greatest authors to ever live! You were truely a genius and created such an beautiful world full of amazing languages and history, and have been such an inspiration to many, many people, including me.

I won't survive without my mom.

I really don't want to go tonight

School! :D

 

:)

 

 

 

:|

 

:(

 

 

 

 

:cry:

I'm so fucking crazy! I don't know what I want, I don't know what will be from me this year, I'm losing my mind :( I need help!

SUCK IT AUBURN, ROLL TIDE!!!

Here we go again :( the same insecurity of all nights :/ I hate when I feel so stupid and useless

Here we go again :( the same insecurity of all nights :/ I hate when I feel so stupid and useless

 

You're not stupid and useless. What's wrong? I'm here to talk if you need someone to listen.

You are so sweet! Thank you so much! :heart:

 

Another think.

Entire second floor was stirred reciently. It's nice that adrenaline, but whenever I feel a tremor I think will become an earthquake and I remember the 27 February. Then I get scared

You are so sweet! Thank you so much! :heart:

 

Another think.

Entire second floor was stirred reciently. It's nice that adrenaline, but whenever I feel a tremor I think will become an earthquake and I remember the 27 February. Then I get scared

 

Just trying to help. :nice:

 

Have you tried replacing that scary feeling with something warm and bittersweet? Maybe that could help.

I hope I made the right desision. How am I supposed to get to to know people if I'm at home all the time? But I guess it's not like I would have made friends any easier if I had decided to keep going. Ugh. I miss the community we had before we moved.

Just trying to help. :nice:

 

Have you tried replacing that scary feeling with something warm and bittersweet? Maybe that could help.

 

Again, you are so sweet and thank you very much :P

hahah with a movie and something fresh I feel calm (The night it's so warm) hahah Just lately it has trembled very often. It's been 4 years with many tremors.

 

I hope I made to right desision. How am I supposed to get to to know people if I'm at home all the time? But I guess it's not like I would have made friends any easier if I had decided to keep going. Ugh. I miss the community we had before we moved.

 

Do not be distressed if it is correct or not decision. Everything will be fine :)

Looking forward to tomorrow but wish I hadn't slept so much today. I guess I will just nap between episodes of Breaking Bad until it's time to get up in the morning.

I wish I could forget him