well, don't shoot me for opening this thread ...

 

but i am so goddamn down right now. i don't even know why.

maybe because everyone's lucky and happy but me ...

 

i feel so shitty ...

 

school starts on monday and i still have loadsa stuff to do. i don't wanna go there.

 

and why the fuck is there no way for me to be happy?!?!?

 

i hate to be unmotivated and stuff ... but i don't know what to do.

 

gosh, i think i gotta watch the coldplay DVD to build me up again ... :/

i´m sorry about that.. :cry:

but i´m sure you´ll cope it all ;)

oh wow i tottaly get how you feel. ive been like that all through 2005.

 

try drawing. or coloring. or something artistic. put all of your focus into a masterpiece and you'll forget ALLL about being bumed. and of course, listen to coldplay. especially x&y. haha

 

i hope you feel better and get outta the blue :)

Uhm..

 

This might sound completely obvious and people have probably said it to you many times before... but...

 

Start playing a sport. You're young so you could take up pretty much anything. Make sure it's a sport that makes you think.

 

Whenever I feel completely down I go and play basketball or football and thinking about the game just takes it all away from my mind.

well, listening to coldplay makes everything a little worse ... :confused:

brothers and sisters for example or see you soon ... those two songs make me cry (even if i don't want to) ... :rolleyes:

I think everyone feels this way at some point, I do, regularly. But just because everyone goes through it, that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt like hell when its actually happening to YOU

 

I've felt like this a lot. Like I'm stuck in my cycles, I'll never move forward in anyway, that the happiness I feel at times is pointless because eventually I'll just end up in the same situation (in ways I cant even explain to any of you).

 

All I can say is that I sympathise with you for a feeling I have experienced a lot of, and I hope some natural breeze picks you up out of nowhere as it sometimes does for me.

I agree with him..............I feel like that so often.......especially now.............when I know school starts etc........

Hey, sometimes when school starts its just nice to see people again y'know.

 

I used to feel like that at summer and school but then I actually woke up on the school day and was fine.

 

Other times I still felt sad but once you are back for a week you get used to it again.

no, i really don't miss my classmates.

they're so ignorant and ... cold.

i hate being in that class ... but almost all the kids at school are like that.

and there's this one guy ... i was gload not to see him for three weeks ...

what's so special about this "one guy"?? ;)

 

School isn't that bad... it's all very bitter sweet.

Cause on the one hand it sucks waking up early, and meeting ppl u don't really wanna meet, and HW and tests and what not, but on the other hand you get to see all your friends on a daily basis, and there are some fun socially envolved things... and sometimes I fund learning very satisfying.

Especially since high school when I got to pick my majors, and not learn all the subjects I hate (that aren't required)

what's so special about this "one guy"??

 

That shes glad she hasnt seen him in 3 weeks? :idea2:

 

but on the other hand you get to see all your friends on a daily basis, and there are some fun socially envolved things...

 

From what I gathered I'm sure she found this information.. not helpful at all.

I feel like that sometimes, especially the last two weeks. :/

I've had nothing to do.....so in a way im looking forward to going back to school, to see my friends again. In my expierience, boredom is one of the most depressing things :/

Being sad or depresed is not that bad.

 

I like feel depresed,maybe cause even if I depresed I am still happy.Somehow I enjoy being sad or depresed.

 

Yeah I am crazy,I know.

^ :inquisitive: Your happy to be depressed?? :laugh3:

Yeah cause when I am sad or depresed,that feelings make think.

 

I like to think

Ryujiki, you sounded a bit like me there. i like to think too :)

what's so special about this "one guy"??

 

That shes glad she hasnt seen him in 3 weeks? :idea2:

 

but on the other hand you get to see all your friends on a daily basis, and there are some fun socially envolved things...

 

From what I gathered I'm sure she found this information.. not helpful at all.

 

 

I meant that there are always the people you don't want to meet, but there are people who aren't your really good friends, so you don't see them on holidays, but you do hang around with them abit at school... and there are always fun social activities that are simply fun because you're with friends and they have nothing to do with the rest of the people in your class...

 

and about the guy, I asked because once I had this gigantic crush on this boy from my class but he had a girlfriend. So we went on our summer vacation and it passed of course, but I was afraid that if I would see him again I would have this crush all over again (since it was strictly physical...)

I totally agree with alfredo. Feeling sad isn't so bad, like really sad. Feeling a lot of feeling in any way isn't so bad except anger I think. It just makes you feel rotten, but when you feel sad, especially when you cry you're letting out tears (your body lets out chemicals) and, it's true, you're really thinking about important things.

 

Oh, and about these stupid "one guys" friends are 100x more important than that one special person no matter how special they are. You can't be happy with just one person, unless of course, it's me, but that's not an option. :lol:

mhh ... another thing that sucks, it that nobody in my environment understands me.

i'm talking and taking but no one is listening. no one's having a conversation with me about things that i'd like to talk about.

 

well, i still have this forum ... but i won't have that much time when school starts again.