January 13, 200620 yr hey ... you seem to be just like me ... :) erm, ... i'm not good at meeting new people too ... but if there's a bunch of people i really really wanna get to know /talk to then i pull myself together and just make up a topic they might like. you can sometimes just see in what people are interested ...
January 13, 200620 yr Author I know they are............I wish I would live in a city where I'm more anonymous!
January 13, 200620 yr heh, actually I don't think people really can fake being happy. When I'm at work someone might think I'm always some big happy guy but when I get home sometimes all the good feelings go away or... whatever... anyway, we're different people at different times and just because we're one way for all the 8 hours we are with people and are a totally different person somewhere else doesn't mean we're really hiding who we are at the moment. When I'm around people I like I'm happy and yes, I'm a different person sometimes, but... when everyone is gone if I'm sad it's not because I was sad all day.
January 13, 200620 yr ^^ ... yeah, at school i am just laughing all the time and i am happy and stuff ... but when i get home then i am just sooo ... dunno ... kinda sad and frustrated. i think it's because at school there are so many happy people around ... and that makes me happy too. but at home ... no one actually cares bout me. they're all busy and i hang out in my room and i'm lonely. but i have no problem with it. i like to be alone ... :cool:
January 13, 200620 yr Author Yes.........Eric...I agree there....but I mean..if I consider myself..........I am a person....really no joke...I go to school and I'm always happy...but not faked happy........but then from one minute to the other when I'm at home I can feel so damn sad......when I go to school and am in a bad mood people are surprised.......I can't be sad........but I know I am.........I know it so much........
January 13, 200620 yr simple answer: because they're idiots. now' date=' don't you feel better?[/quote'] oh, and if someone is fake happy then it might make them sad because they're FAKE. so when someone is angry and they act happy they're hiding stuff and that's pathetic and in turn depressing.
January 13, 200620 yr Author I'm not a fake happy person............oh man...I'm lost..I don't know how to express myself..I hope you all understand me a bit
January 13, 200620 yr I'm not a fake happy person............oh man...I'm lost..I don't know how to express myself..I hope you all understand me a bit yea :lol: don't worry, I wasn't talking about you... I was thinking of other people I know :P but if you're acting happy in front of people maybe you need to act like you feel instead. Like chloe on 24, she is cool :rolleyes: (I've been watching too much 24)
January 13, 200620 yr that's a nice question. I've never met or seen anyone who speaks freely about their problems. I always do, but only to myself. I am my greatest friend and the nearest so I always tell myself my problems and in the end I rationalize them and they end up looking so trivial and insignificant. It makes me laugh but after I've gone through desseperation and uncertainty. I haven't got many problems though; I usually let things go by and let them go. Ah! I also write them. I think writing problems is nice but then when I have to read them (because I do but about a week later) I always feel embarrassed or lonely or I think it was not such a big problem in the end. But laughing helps. At leats it helps me, even when it doesn't solve the problem it makes me look at it in a positive way.
January 13, 200620 yr :lol: try it julia... every once in a while... when you feel like it... just ... you know....... tell somebody what's on your mind......... you know... try it :uhoh:
January 13, 200620 yr Author :lol: I don't watch 24.I only know that the new 24 started in germany today! :P I can't say I'm acting..........I only can't understand how a person can be so sad in his soul and then be happy all the time...........
January 13, 200620 yr :lol: I don't watch 24.I only know that the new 24 started in germany today! :P I can't say I'm acting..........I only can't understand how a person can be so sad in his soul and then be happy all the time........... because they're not being truthful to themself. That's what I've been saying. They're being fake and being fake is pathetic and being pathetic is depressing and that person isn't doing what they feel they really need or want to do because they're not being true to their feelings.
January 13, 200620 yr Author Eric............I'm really sorry..I don't know how to explain it..........and......
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