but I feel like shit and I want to write this moment down, even If I know before hands what the answer will be and that, in the end, no one really cares about it.

 

I guess I want people to feel pitty of me. hahahaha!

 

 

I really want to cut my head off. I'm ussually that exagerate, so don't worry. It's just my precious sister invited her friend, a Swiss friend that only speaks german, to come to our house for... 3 months!!!! and we are making new rooms and my mother got a theory that people become more individualistic when they have a single room so she makes me share it with my sister and her friend and they only speak in german and I have nothing to say because I don't understand what they a re talking about and everyone has a work at home, like I have to clean the swimming pool twice a week, and I have to do my sister's job because she's with the Swiss and they go out everyday and won't stop talking at night (in german again) and I'm like... I have no privacy and no one to talk to and If I complain my parents says I'm not being comprehensive, that 3 montsh it's just 1/4 of a year (that means not much) and that someday it will be my turn... ha ha ha

 

and to make everything worst I try to speak to her in english and she complains she doesn't like english and If I try in german (I'm awful at) she laughs at me!!! ha ha ha

 

and I'm just complainign now because suddenly I was in my roon enjoying the nice silence and everything and they came and destaoyed everything. And we have like 11 weeks left (from 12)

and I do want people telling me that they sympathyse with me because I feel like shit at the moment and I just want to believe someone is noticing me at the moment and that's pretty much why it became public

 

do you have anything else to add Carla?

 

 

yeah. I can't chop off my head because I'll loose my ticket. So I have to wait until Feb 27th.

 

ha ha ha

Carla for some reason I could never imagine you being sad at any moment ever :stunned: I dont know why that is

 

This is the 3rd I feel like shit thread today! Friday the 13th?

 

I hope you feel better soon

you don't imaging me being sad? :lol:

 

well most of the time I'm not. I always thanks life for everything I've got so when I'm sad that comes to my mind and my sadness seems ridiculous compared to all the good things but this time I feel Lonely, not sad really and I can't tell anyone about it because everyone tells me I'm being mean and I don't feel like arguing about that.

 

Why people is so cynical? Well If I'm jealous, so what? I'm jealous of my privacy and from the talks we used to have and the places with used to go with my sister and friends and no they are gone and I think it's very normal to feel jealous and sad and not liking a person but everyone is like "You are so mean" "You are so self-centered"

 

to hell everyone! No one asked me If I wanted her here :lol:

 

by the way, I thought you were going to be the last person (If) to reply

please don't tell me anything about my spelling! I know it's terrible!

If my life was a movie I would probably be the bad one of the scene

how silly most movies are! :lol:

 

everyone is supposed to be happy and nice and comprehensive

thanks life isn't a movie

 

mine definitely wouldn't be on Blockbuster! :lol:

I do feel like talking today but everyone is, simply, doing something else and all threads look strange to me

 

does Ian get mad? Ian, are you human? I don't remember seeying you angry, except once, but you always seem so calmed and ... calmed (I'm running out of vocabulary words - ah, I bet old Reilly has a word, he aways has a word for everything)

Ummm calm and reserved? :idea2:

 

by the way' date=' I thought you were going to be the last person (If) to reply[/quote']

 

People seem to think I'm a monster on here sometimes! Guess my compassionate side doesnt show much on the Net haha.

 

I do feel like talking today but everyone is, simply, doing something else and all threads look strange to me

 

This is how I feel all the time.

wow, I'm looking at your sweet side! :lol:

 

Thanks Reilly :)

Nice pictures Reilly, your continuing with your slagging films off theme! :P

Hehe I just like a good western, man :P

Lol, to Reilly's avatar and signature!

 

Btw, seems girls like to complain a lot today!!! :rolleyes:

Carla, be happy is "temporaly" I don't even have privacy since I don't even have a room for myself, its really sad!

ha ha ha

yeah ust be period time!

what do you want me to say to that comment?

 

luckily I'm on a better mood now :lol:

 

and I consider sadness to be temporary

I like look at life from the bright side

i wonder if this person cuthis head off in the end

i wonder if this person cuthis head off in the end

 

You're becoming a pest.:rolleyes:

if they saw you they probably would have

i'm reliving the past

 

because i feel i have to

 

i made a post about how life is changing

 

and the future looks bleak and unpredictable

 

in the same way this thread is rather bleak

 

and the prospect of leanne's future in coronation street looks bleak as she is pushed into the boot of a car

 

oh god

 

oh and in response to qwerty my love, don't worry if anything they'd be kissing my toes and i'd kick them in the gob for ihate people near my toes

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i'm reliving the past

 

because i feel i have to

 

i made a post about how life is changing

 

and the future looks bleak and unpredictable

 

in the same way this thread is rather bleak

 

and the prospect of leanne's future in coronation street looks bleak as she is pushed into the boot of a car

 

Don't tell me you watch that garbage!! How sad!!:rolleyes:

what is that from?

what is that from?

 

It's a pathetic TV soap which has been on TV for nearly 50 years!! Awful!!:angry:

no it's not

 

and i'm a northerner

 

it's my life

oh, i hate tv soap, it seems like something frozen here would listen too

IT'S NATALYA

 

and i don't think your american style soaps will ever be as great as good ol' corrie

 

i saw sarah lou when i went to the theatre on an english trip

what, that show must suck too