March 23, 200917 yr Hey everyone! Well im going to get going now, but ill maybe come on later. Talk to you later, bye:kiss: bye joe :hug: talk to you later.
March 23, 200917 yr ZOE!!!!!!!!!!!!! :hug: are you having a good time so far? how was your trip to philly? :D hopefully you can stop in here for a couple minutes every day. :hug: miss you already zoo :) Argh, I miss you already too! :hug: It was good, but we hit lots of traffic AND we got lost, so we didn't actually do much :rolleyes: I had a great ride up in the car, though, cause I watched the World Stage and Storytellers shows on my iPod- it was a very Coldplay drive :D :dance: I have two things to share before I forget- 1. Marisa, whenever you come on- We drove by a girl drinking a shake from Wawa, and I was like "OMG Marisa!" even though I knew it wasn't you :P 2. I forgot to tell you guys the anxiety dream I had the night before the presale! I dreamed that my entire family including me was held hostage, and I was allowed to make one phone call. So with this one, potentially life-saving opportunity, I called the friend who's going to the concert with me, and asked her to make sure she still bought the Coldplay tickets the next day, no matter what :lol: :stunned:
March 23, 200917 yr Hellooooo from Philly! :D You guys have posted 17 pages since I left at 1:30... This is going to be a LONG four days! :stunned: ZOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D how's philly girl?! i miss you! AND I LOVE THE WAWA STORY!!:D did you go to a wawa like i said?!:) and hahahahahah!! that dream is hilarious!
March 23, 200917 yr MARISA! It's good! No, I didn't get to go. Maybe tomorrow? That'd be funny, though, if out of everything in Philly, I ask my parents to go to Wawa :lol: I miss you too, and being in Philly makes me miss you more :disappointed: Right now I'm trying to decide which two Coldplay posters to buy. :wreck: I can't decide!!!!!
March 23, 200917 yr if there's anyone still here... honestly. i don't care if anyone reads this. its just been in me since i was old enough to recognize what loving and caring is and i want to clear my system a little. so if this is the wrong place, then please just ignore me. i just got a birthday card from brian, my father. i haven't talked to him for a year, and i'm not sure when the last time i saw him was. my parents got divorced when i was 5 months old because my father is an immature ass hole who can't even take care of himself. he was a small part of my childhood, but we really stopped being in touch when i was in third grade. he called my sister on her birthday, and i think they talked. when i was younger, i used to pretend that my father was dead so i didn't have to deal with the fact that he didn't care about me. and it hurts a little when i get something like this card from him because it just reminds me that he, in fact, is still alive having a jolly ol' time. here's my dilemma: do i open the card and thank him to be the bigger person, or do i mark the letter for a return to sender? all the cards i've gotten from him are usually just stupid things with standardized messages and he writes "love dad" on it. so it may not be as big of a deal as it is the way i'm seeing it right now, i'm just surprised he remembered my birthday. and almost a week early. sometimes i miss having him as that sorta-there father that he was when i was a child. on the outside everyone thinks i have this aggressive anger towards him and im furious about all the stress that he had caused my mom. but really i'm just upset. so. do i open the letter? or return to sender?
March 23, 200917 yr MARISA! It's good! No, I didn't get to go. Maybe tomorrow? That'd be funny, though, if out of everything in Philly, I ask my parents to go to Wawa :lol: I miss you too, and being in Philly makes me miss you more :disappointed: Right now I'm trying to decide which two Coldplay posters to buy. :wreck: I can't decide!!!!! hahah, GO TO WAWA!! It will make you feel connected to come!:lol: I can't believe your ten minutes away from me!!! :bomb: What did you do today? at like 6:30 my dad was like "do you still wanna go to center city?" i was like no... :rolleyes: i said AFTERNOON! dumb parents. so i haven't been out of my pajamas all day:lol::)
March 23, 200917 yr Argh, I miss you already too! :hug: It was good, but we hit lots of traffic AND we got lost, so we didn't actually do much :rolleyes: I had a great ride up in the car, though, cause I watched the World Stage and Storytellers shows on my iPod- it was a very Coldplay drive :D :dance: I have two things to share before I forget- 1. Marisa, whenever you come on- We drove by a girl drinking a shake from Wawa, and I was like "OMG Marisa!" even though I knew it wasn't you :P 2. I forgot to tell you guys the anxiety dream I had the night before the presale! I dreamed that my entire family including me was held hostage, and I was allowed to make one phone call. So with this one, potentially life-saving opportunity, I called the friend who's going to the concert with me, and asked her to make sure she still bought the Coldplay tickets the next day, no matter what :lol: :stunned: did you get wawa zoe???! your dream.. haha :lol:
March 23, 200917 yr Aww twinplet!!:hug: that's a really tough situation. I honestly don't really know what to tell you. But he is your father, so I guess you should probably open it. But I don't really know what to say to make you feel better. :( :hug::hug::hug:
March 23, 200917 yr if there's anyone still here... honestly. i don't care if anyone reads this. its just been in me since i was old enough to recognize what loving and caring is and i want to clear my system a little. so if this is the wrong place, then please just ignore me. i just got a birthday card from brian, my father. i haven't talked to him for a year, and i'm not sure when the last time i saw him was. my parents got divorced when i was 5 months old because my father is an immature ass whole who can't even take care of himself. he was a small part of my childhood, but we really stopped being in touch when i was in third grade. he called my sister on her birthday, and i think they talked. when i was younger, i used to pretend that my father was dead so i didn't have to deal with the fact that he didn't care about me. and it hurts a little when i get something like this card from him because it just reminds me that he, in fact, is still alive having a jolly ol' time. here's my dilemma: do i open the card and thank him to be the bigger person, or do i mark the letter for a return to sender? all the cards i've gotten from him are usually just stupid things with standardized messages and he writes "love dad" on it. so it may not be as big of a deal as it is the way i'm seeing it right now, i'm just surprised he remembered my birthday. and almost a week early. sometimes i miss having him as that sorta-there father that he was when i was a child. on the outside everyone thinks i have this aggressive anger towards him and im furious about all the stress that he had caused my mom. but really i'm just upset. so. do i open the letter? or return to sender? Well, I obviously can't imagine what that must be like, seeing as I'm sitting in a hotel room with both of my parents as we speak, but... If you think you're ready/old enough/etc. to deal with it, open the letter. If you don't think you can handle it right now, maybe send the letter back with a note or something saying "I can't deal with this right now"? I really don't know :\
March 23, 200917 yr hahah, GO TO WAWA!! It will make you feel connected to come!:lol: I can't believe your ten minutes away from me!!! :bomb: What did you do today? at like 6:30 my dad was like "do you still wanna go to center city?" i was like no... :rolleyes: i said AFTERNOON! dumb parents. so i haven't been out of my pajamas all day:lol::) I can't believe it either! :bomb: *is tempted to escape from hotel and find the nearest Wawa, knowing I'll find you there* :P Um, well I got lost, then really lost, then we basically did a driving tour, and ended up at the Philadelphia Museum of Art, which was super cool! :surprised: I love museums, especially art museums :wacky: And then we looked around the campuses that I'm visiting tomorrow. So yeah, not too much, but at least I'm here!
March 23, 200917 yr Aww twinplet!!:hug: that's a really tough situation. I honestly don't really know what to tell you. But he is your father, so I guess you should probably open it. But I don't really know what to say to make you feel better. :( :hug::hug::hug: thanks :nice: it feels better just to get it out a little. he's just never been there and its only tough when i see my friends who are so close with their dads. :\. and i don't know why i've had an urge to talk to him lately. he's an ass who doesn't recognize what he doesn't have. i think he's just so immature that in his mind he's saying something like "oh, well they haven't called me so why should i ever call them?" about my sister and i. but the thing is, we couldn't have done anything about keeping in touch when we were 8, 9, 10 etc. because we didn't know better. my sister just came in the room and told me to open the card because it probably has money in it :rolleyes:
March 23, 200917 yr I can't believe it either! :bomb: *is tempted to escape from hotel and find the nearest Wawa, knowing I'll find you there* :P Um, well I got lost, then really lost, then we basically did a driving tour, and ended up at the Philadelphia Museum of Art, which was super cool! :surprised: I love museums, especially art museums :wacky: And then we looked around the campuses that I'm visiting tomorrow. So yeah, not too much, but at least I'm here! nearest wawa? there's probably like 4 before you come to MY nearest wawa. i have 2 in walking distance!:P one's a super wawa!:dance: but i'm like seriously wanna hop on the train and come into philly and find you!! :bomb: hah hah. how'd you get lost? in philly? :rolleyes: tourists.... museum of art is cool! if only you were here a couple weeks ago you guys could have gone to the flower show! you should drive by andy warhol's clothespin! its cool, especially if you like art. sounds like you're having fun! :)
March 23, 200917 yr not to interrupt, but- did you guys see that Coldplay's UAE concert is going to be carbon neutral? That's awesome! okay, back to the conversation. :nice:
March 23, 200917 yr thanks :nice: it feels better just to get it out a little. he's just never been there and its only tough when i see my friends who are so close with their dads. :\. and i don't know why i've had an urge to talk to him lately. he's an ass who doesn't recognize what he doesn't have. i think he's just so immature that in his mind he's saying something like "oh, well they haven't called me so why should i ever call them?" about my sister and i. but the thing is, we couldn't have done anything about keeping in touch when we were 8, 9, 10 etc. because we didn't know better. my sister just came in the room and told me to open the card because it probably has money in it :rolleyes: aw, i'm sorry alex! i'm ALWAYS here for you!!:hug::hug: anytime, anything! :hug: hah hah, your sister's funny :rolleyes:
March 23, 200917 yr not to interrupt, but- did you guys see that Coldplay's UAE concert is going to be carbon neutral? That's awesome! okay, back to the conversation. :nice: UAE?? but YESSSSS for environmentally friendly shows!!:D:D:D:D reminds me of jack johnson:)... anyway, back to conversation
March 23, 200917 yr nearest wawa? there's probably like 4 before you come to MY nearest wawa. i have 2 in walking distance!:P one's a super wawa!:dance: but i'm like seriously wanna hop on the train and come into philly and find you!! :bomb: hah hah. how'd you get lost? in philly? :rolleyes: tourists.... museum of art is cool! if only you were here a couple weeks ago you guys could have gone to the flower show! you should drive by andy warhol's clothespin! its cool, especially if you like art. sounds like you're having fun! :) :stunned: It sounds like Starbucks is to DC what Wawa is to Philly :P And I know! Next time you come down to DC or I come up to Philly, we WILL meet up. *is determined* Well we didn't get lost IN Philly, we got lost on the highway around Philly. I don't know, my parents disagreed on which exit we were supposed to take, so we missed both of them, etc. :rolleyes: I wasn't paying attention, I was in the backseat watching Coldplay concerts! :D edit: UAE = United Arab Emirates ;)
March 23, 200917 yr Well, I obviously can't imagine what that must be like, seeing as I'm sitting in a hotel room with both of my parents as we speak, but... If you think you're ready/old enough/etc. to deal with it, open the letter. If you don't think you can handle it right now, maybe send the letter back with a note or something saying "I can't deal with this right now"? I really don't know :\ thanks zoo. i think maybe ill just hold on to it for a couple days. you're right about being ready/old enough and stuff. i don't want to be immature about it. maybe i'll open it on my birthday or something. if i feel like it.
March 23, 200917 yr aw, i'm sorry alex! i'm ALWAYS here for you!!:hug::hug: anytime, anything! :hug: hah hah, your sister's funny :rolleyes: :wacky: thank you so much twinplet :heart: :hug: i love you!
March 23, 200917 yr :stunned: It sounds like Starbucks is to DC what Wawa is to Philly :P And I know! Next time you come down to DC or I come up to Philly, we WILL meet up. *is determined* Well we didn't get lost IN Philly, we got lost on the highway around Philly. I don't know, my parents disagreed on which exit we were supposed to take, so we missed both of them, etc. :rolleyes: I wasn't paying attention, I was in the backseat watching Coldplay concerts! :D edit: UAE = United Arab Emirates ;) Well, South Jersey does have the most amount of Wawas!!:D:D They're everywhere!:dance: starbucks are everywhere too!! especially in dc! and london! london they're on EVERY street! :stunned: i remember this summer in DC there were 2 starbucks visible from my hotel window! and yes, we WILL! did you get my VM? tell your parents you love it here so much you HAVE to come back VERY very soon!:D hahahah. classic. gotcha, thanks!
March 23, 200917 yr :wacky: thank you so much twinplet :heart: :hug: i love you! i love you too!!:hug: :heart: chris loves you too!! he says to tell you everything will be ok and he'll see you soon :wacky:
March 23, 200917 yr thanks zoo. i think maybe ill just hold on to it for a couple days. you're right about being ready/old enough and stuff. i don't want to be immature about it. maybe i'll open it on my birthday or something. if i feel like it. Yeah, hold onto it, you shouldn't rush into whatever you decide! :nice:
March 23, 200917 yr there are a ton of starbucks here too! :uhoh: there are like 5 of them within walking distance of my house
March 23, 200917 yr i love you too!!:hug: :heart: chris loves you too!! he says to tell you everything will be ok and he'll see you soon :wacky: :D:D:D:D:wacky: Yeah, hold onto it, you shouldn't rush into whatever you decide! :nice: thanks guys :) you're the best.
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