fuck this downhill shit. fuck it hard. im so sick of it. fml.

but yet again, i enjoy every bit of it. just, maybe it's time things took a change. :blank:

time go fasteeer

make it 3:30PM already.

It ain't easy to admit, but I really need you.

Why's all so confusing? why can't I just get an answer? I feel so dumb and my heart breaks, I don't know how long I'll be able to keep up with this.... I know nothing makes sense and yet I'm stuck, probably I just like it this way, maybe I just got used to it, but I do need to do better, the rational part of my brain tells me I MUST, I don't even know how to start it all over again, I don't know if I'm strong enough, and I don't think I'll be that good at pretending I'm ok anymore.

 

Can't you see I just need an answer? I just need to know the truth.

as long as you're ok it doesn't matter what happens to me.

they're nothing, compared to you.

We never change, do we?

cute iban. ;)

leave me alone for fuck's sake...

stop trying to tell me what to do. you want me to be independent and grow up? then at least let me think for myself. I know I'm not old enough to do whatever the fuck I want but I'm old enough to know what I'm doing and have a say in how I do it. You can start backing the fuck up because you won't be able to tell me what to do for long.

just let it alone, it`s not to be bothered with.

I don't wanna do this.

I hate to be broken.

 

 

 

And you're a total bitch for giving me a 70 and making us go at 7 am :( Thanks Dr.

would it kill you to come home sooner?

Fucking talk to me already! You know you want to.... (hopefully)

Seeing you, knowing you has taught me so much, you're incredibly amazing.

Drunks shouldn't talk when they're ...well, drunk.

Are you trying to tell me something Ivit? :P

Hahahaha...no, not at all Carla :lol: :kiss:

:thinking:

lulz

Oh Carla, I <3 you :hug:

Ivit I <3 you :hug: :kiss:

:kiss: :kiss: :gorgeous:

i wish.