will16 Posted October 10, 2010 Share Posted October 10, 2010 I run on my high school cross country team and I'm a junior. My freshman and sophmore years were both outstanding seasons i thought for my team. Sophmore year I medaled in three races and broke 19 min. for a 5k. But this year just has been god awful I never thought it would be this bad. Maybe its my lack of motivation by I love running! First race went alright and I thought i did really well. Then the second race was terrible I ran 24 minutes because i stopped several times to walk. WHICH I HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE IN MY 4 YEARS OF RUNNING CROSS COUNTRY! Coach was so dissapointed and so were my parents even though they keep encouraging me. Then I stopped again in the next race and once again in ran 24 minutes. After the race I just totally broke down and cried my eyes out! This sport means so much to me but recently I don't seem to want to push myself anymore. I don't know whats wrong with me I don't know who I am anymore :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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