It's okay.....in the eyes of thee nonobsessor

oh yes fuck all. School's fucking me up, my teachers are assholes nowadays, and I cant fucking walk anymore. There some other girls which keep me bugging all my life. It's like a fucking nightmare, they are all so damm childs I could kill those bizatches and laugh at them fuck yeah I wont help them if theyve got problems with the stuff we learn, im gonna say "No I wont help ya bizatches, now piss off to ya other fucking richguy friends". Boy they think theyre the coolest persons on the school keeps me fucking off and my only love is up and away in foreign country this fucks me so up. Coldplay keeps me straighten out these frigging days. It my medicine against a bloodbath :confused:

 

:snore: paul

dammit! i hate msn!!!! its totally restricting me!!!

 

no, today isn't a bad day...well maybe, if it is a bad day then i have been having a series of bad days... i dont think thats healthy.

I CANT EVEN GET THE COLDPLAY DVD! how crappy is that? SO CRAPPY! i want it now! i want it right now!

stupid msn. SIGN ME IN DAMMIT! crud crappers.

 

i was just in T.O. today and the have it no where at the yorkdale mall....i was upset too, but thats only because they release date for it is november fourth in the states only.....canadians have to wait till later :angry:

Everything got worse today!!

found out that the other dude i like has a girlfriend! damn, and he was so nice! The good ones are alwayss taken! and my comm tech teacher is giving me shit because I'm "taking up" most of the memory on the computer because MY film is 30 minutes long..well, OTHER PEOPLE USE THE COMPUTER TOO AND THEY HAVE LARGE FILES! ITS NOT ONLY ME! AND EVERYONE ELSE WAS GIVNG MY SHIT BECAUSE I DIDN"T LET THEM EDIT ANYTHING AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT I TRY TO TELL THEM AND THEY"RE SO RETARDED! I hate this.....

this OFFICIALLY SUCKS! turning point in my life...stupid. stupid stupid year, plus, it is also the most pointless year in school. grade 10, whats it good for? NOTHING! yes......

why do they have to blame me??? HUH??? because im younger, because i need space too? because im stupid?! fuckit!!

stupid boys...they cause too much trouble..WHY THE GOOD ONES?!?!?!!!!! WHY THE ONES I LIKE?!?!?!?!!!!!!

 

ship me off to the island now! i want out of this crap place!

i cant hang out with rehab chud anymore... life does suck

 

can you go back to discussing that nice island?

can i live there too? .. you could eat me whenever you get bored or something'

 

fact: cannibalism and self-inflicted pain are totally boss

 

hey GIOVANNI THE GREAT.. is that you? did you click psycho clock's link in her siggy and sign the chud guestbook?

chud..no more rehab chud? why not? tell you.. you were such an asshole on the phone dandy andy...you suck! and that made me more upset you jerk!!!!!

i need to talk more though you need to help me with the documentary..because i forgot what the whole purpose of it was......HELP

 

Everyday is getting more and more fucked up. i hate it. i hate everything! I need to be shipped off to the island immediately..RIGHT NOW! SEND A JET FOR ME!! RIGHT NOW!

I hate teachers! i hate this stupid teacher because he's being a jerk! and everyone is being a jerk! and i hate everyone! i just wanna run away...run away and never come back...or hide in my bed forever and never come out..even if i have to shit......or have explosive diarreah which probably wont happen because i wont be eating anything...because im not leaving my bed...yes..do you get it? i will probably die in like a week from starvation....yesss....foood....fuckkkit! fuck everything!

GOD!! CAN THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE!!! STUPID COMPUTERS...EVERYTHING HAD TO REVOLVE AROUND STUPID MACS EH??!!!!!! ALL THOSE STUPID SOFTWARES! WHAT THE HELL!! STUPID MICROSOFT!!! AAAHHH!!!!!

 

I need to work on my crap and THEY WONT LET ME! FUCK THEM!

yeah i cant play with rehab because my mom thinks she hurts me

but we're just having fun

 

hey... my sister is really stupid

she just asked my dad for money if her grades were good

WHEN DOES SHE DO THAT FUCKER.. and because before she got 60s and never told parents or they woulda done something bad

but NOW she tells em

and ive never showed them MY FUCKIN FANTASTIC GRADES for money because theyd check on hers and see her 60.. and she was so desperate for me not to rat her out SO I DIDNT

 

and fucker... when i couldve collected money ALL THOSE YEARS

you're a moron!!!!!!

and yo..... how does rehad chud hurt you? hahaha tell me TELL ME!

 

im not that upset anymore..but im still pretty not happy.