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I played it at my friends house a few days agoo.. its awesome! Its actually fun and like good for health if you do it regularly and keep track of it and stuff! I want one ! :(

^ Yeah, i always plan on being more straight up and putting myself out there.. but I either do and look stupd or just dont.. Like, at one of the weddings he was sitting alone so i went and i wa slik yo you know why are you sitting alone, etc etc.. and he was like come sit.. and the idiot i am, i go, 'Oh.. no.. im sitting up there in the front.. but the guys are all over there..' :/ Thanks for your advice guys! (P.S: Sorry im kind of on and off, moms quite ill, so trying to take care of her as well)

AHHAA!! Who would'veee known!! That liar told me his name was JD :o... im going to call him Chris from now on ! :laugh3: Hi Chris :)

OMG! :dance: I want one soo bad !

Whats Chris's screenname.. ahaha... Interesting.. JD.. do u see it yet (the current activity thing)?

AND AND.. see wait i forgot to mention.. its not all his fault though.. because whenever he does talk to me im always kinda like freaked out.. or im thinking that i cant ditch my cousin to hang with him so.. so sometimes i do kind of leave him hanging, so you cant blame him for like leaving, but at the same time, like i dont do it on purpose But, maybe im giving him the benefit of the doubt? I DONT KNOW. :veryangry:

Well.. okay now im really gonna cut it down! Basically over the summer i saw him a few times through one of my cousins wedding functions! And we were pretty close and we would joke around and talk and stuff! He played guitar and ahah he mentioned the centerpiece incident and stuff.. it seemed like he was into me.. Then at the actual reception when it was like party time.. there was like NOTHING. we barely danced togther.. he was with the other older crew.. and obv they had a good time and what not.. but i was like :confused: And, as bad as it sounds.. like nothing happened with him and other girls, but obviously like he talked and danced with other girls.. and in all honestly, i didnt really like it :rolleyes: So after that day.. i was like really confused because i dont know what the hell is happening, and i realised that i actually do kinda care, and its not all really fun and games anymore? Then i saw him at a house party yesturday.. and it was similiar situation.. we were really tight and hanging at the beginning, but then later on in the night he hung with the other crew.. I dont know.. i feel so stupid too, because like im all shy and nervous.. and we're having a conversation, and im like staring at everything but him because i was all freaked out. And then we were talking about Coldplay i think and i was telling him about the concert and hes lik how was it.. and im like 'it was good.. it was really really really really good. yeah thats all i can basically say, it was just SOO good' and hes lik 'that sounds good.. i've heard it was great'.. 'yeah it good. -----' (LIKE WTF?! I know theres other words besides 'good' in this world!) Ugh.. and answering your questions Chavi.. i dont really know what i want.. like i dont even know if i want something to happen, but if i dont than what the hell is going on?! AND hypothetically if something DID happen, it would have to be serious because we're family friend, and i'd see him at like every family party i went too.. !! UGHH I'll be seeing him in two weeks at the actual wedding and reception. Sorry for the long sega! THANKS SO MUCH for listening!! Sorry :embarassed:

Thats kind of freaky.... Who do you stalk Live4Coldplay ;) :P ? Ahaha

Oh my god! I never noticed that until now... :thinking:

Ahaha thanks.. Alright, so that was a pretty good night. At this point i didnt really like him, it was just you know having a good time you know, like nothing serious.. but obv, after like you have a night like that, you tell all your friends and it kinda does become something you know what i mean? We did get closer, talked a bit more on msn.. not like best friends or anything like that.. just once in a while. So the next time i saw him was at my sisters wedding & reception. Obviously you know like i was busy that day, and as conceited as it sounds.. it was MY sisters reception you know like.. everybodys eyes were on me and her and my family. He was being extremely nice.. but he kept on like dancing me and pulling me out of the crowd, etc, etc.. and i didnt mean to rub him off.. but i was because i didnt want people to like see and start assuming things. I felt REALLY bad.. like, he was lik 'whats wrong?' and i said, 'oh no, its just hard you know. She (my sister) is leaving.' and hes like 'Its her wedding, cheer up!' While im like being all mellow.... So after that day, i felt kinda bad.. we were still the same like alright on msn, talked a little less.. but honestly i never really payed attention to like the way we were with each other at that point in time! Almost half way there :o!

Okay.. the guy story is more interesting.. and less depressing! So i'll go for that one.. And i'll try and shorten it as much as i can without sparing the 'fun' details ! :D First of all, I come from a big family, with a lot of uncles, aunts and cousins. We are all very close, and i am the youngest of all 26 of my cousins, so im treated like a baby. The guy in the story is a family friend, both our families know each other. My parents know his parents, through my uncle (Dad's brother). This year was a very exciting year for my family because there were 4 marriages (including my sisters, and 3 of my cousins). Now, the guy is 2-3 years older than me, and hes really tight with my guy cousins that are also his age. He was on my msn.. and we like would have random conversations because we had like similiar taste's in music.. but thats about it.. Then i saw him at my cousins engagement in January.. and uh it was quite the experience! We both actually hit it off! We had a really good time, and it was just pure fun. As wrong as it is, I was just having a good time you know, like.. he was kind of like my 'party boy' you kno what i mean? That you just have a good time with.. and we def had fun. By the end of the night, he was a little wasted.. and... he took one of the centerpieces and during a very cheesy Indian song.. went down on one knee, and grabbed my hand, as if he was proposing with the centerpiece :embarassed: I'll let you read that much for now.. ahah.. thats probably like not even 1/4 of the story.. i TOLD you it was long :embarassed: PLZ be frank, if its too much to read or boring !

Hey.. i changed my mind :rolleyes: Im back! Sorry.. im all over the road today.. my emotions are at a high! I feel bad venting though.. I've always been that person that lets it bottle up inside.. i hate ruining a happy mood with a depressing story.. but i think i'll give it a shot! Its gonna be a long one! :embarassed:

Oh i really feel like it.. but its a really long story! Maybe in a little bit.. im gonna go take care of my mom! I'll be back.. sorry! Thanks though :) Take Care

Partying?

His eyes are heavenly !

Chavi.. Canada's good.. boring.. weather's mellow.. sun's covered by the clouds.. sittin at home Carlaatje.. im good good, tired! The weekends been busy.. pretty hectic.. so much going on.. parties.. drama! mom's ill.. boys are stupid :rolleyes: P.S: I just described this like depressing day to you Chavi.. and i just looked out the window and all of a sudden the sun came out!! Scary ! :stunned:

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Hey guys.. how you doing :)?

No, her husband's from there.... so after she got married in May she moved. They live downtown which is awesome.. i go by and visit, and we shop on st. catherines, check out the old port, etc etc! I was there for the Canada Day fireworks, which were really nice. Thanks :) Im quite fond of Toronto... you should come back soon :D! P.S: I totally lost you guys with the French.. all though its mandatory to learn it in school.. you barely learn anything! I took it in grade 9 and i did excellent, got like a 96 avg.. but yeah no ahah no clue what your saying :embarassed: I can only understand it, if its like simple and toned down... :)

Why do SOME of you guys (Notice i am not labelling ALL OF YOU) send so many MIXED VIBES!! Whyyy cant you just be straight forward! Im not asking him to TELL me straight up how he feels, but dont be all over me one minute, and all away the next! God.... its driving me crazy! And i think its partially my fault because im taking it more seriously than I used to because im actually starting to care, but still.... UGH i dunno... (Sorry.. that was totally me just purely venting!) Why make everything SO complicated....... :(

Viva La Vida or Death and All His Friends :)

:O!! Just clicked play.. and as soon as I heard the song i jumped out of my seat ahah! LOVE THE FRAY :) *Continues watching scene* I like it... it def adds a lot to the scene, maybe i sohuld start watching the show! The lyrics go so well too.. anyways guys.... i gotta head out... partay tonight. Need to get ready! Tc

Found it :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2a26vS_F-NE Youtube's sound/video quality does not give the scene justice though! (I feel like the phrasing of that sentance is off) Oh oh oh! Anddd in the first episode of Gossip Girl.. the climax when Serena and Dan save Jenny from the wrath of Chuck.. ahha they play The Gift by Angels and Airwaves.. i found that to add a lot to the scene.. maybe its just because i really liked the song though! :embarassed: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pr4CQa8HFDI (starts at 1:34)

Flashpoint... Canadian show.. actually really wicked ! :D

Pretty intense eh! The OC went downhill after that moment though... or more so after second season ! Im tryin to find a Batman Begins link.... you know the scene when the 'bad guys' come back when Bruce is having the party.... and he gets stuck under the log or w/e.. ? Then the butler comes back and saves him and they like escape down into the cave while the fire is getting worse.. ahah... i find the music in that scene to be so enthrilling! It makes you go 'DAAYYAMMM' ahah!