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debating whether this mixtape should be the same as one I'm planning to give my irl friend... probably not because people on this forum tend to be a lot indier than my friend, and I don't want to skip over stuff for him just for whoever's on this board. but two mixtapes is a lot of work!! hmm. life is so complicated (and great)

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^:blush: nope nope it's way more complicated than just that, I think. it's really a long story and if you don't personally know him it won't make very much sense I think but yeah I think it's just totally perfect, probably, especially because he and his current (past??) gf are not really getting anywhere and just making each other feel aklsjfsty... (as in, blah) whereas he and I are totally like, well we're not really getting anywhere either right now, but we make each other feel ALKADJFDOSIUSOITU, (as in, SKLDFJDSOIGTSIOTY!!!!!!!!) which is just way better :wacky: and I dunno, I don't think it really will. we're going to write letters. and play chess in the mail. :wacky: love will find a way. isn't it! it's nice just to know they care bro. that is just nice. except with me and him, it's like, the latest we will see each other is by tuesday, so it's not REALLY the same thing, bbbbut I dunno I totes know what you mean. sorta. I'm SO GLAD you are gonna be there in denmark btw! your life is gonna be great, eddie.

thank you I'm so happy for me too. but we really need to see each other. :sad: it's okay, love will prevail.

eddie let's be young love buddies. isn't life great??

I'm just so exciteeeeeeeeeeedddd I woke up this morning and I was like 'LAST NIGHT BETTER HAVE NOT BEEN A DREAM :blank:" and then I was like "IT WASN'T IT WASN'T IT WASN'T IT WASN'T AHHH." :wacky:

exactly. everything was wrong. but now guess what, it's perfect life is perfect it's a fairy tale. unnecessary tildes~~~ I'm just so happy. I don't think I've ever been so contented before. Ever. My entire fucking life.

@mike: yeah life is basically a fairy tale /cheese I don't know why I even made this thread cuz I don't have time to go into it (right now). just. I'm really really realllly excited really badly. :D

like... they've been "dating" for a really long time but it's an awkward high school thing where they sort of just feel like they should like each other but don't really and get stuck in this rut of holding hands and not much else whereAS this guy and I have actually liked liked each other for like a long time and life is just fanfuckingtastic

KEY THING THOUGH They both haven't been in a serious relationship and feel like they aren't really going anywhere. so I mean. it's just a win win thing. it's a long and complicated story. but really. life is fucking great.

we just started talking today and things got really complicated and eventually he just said he'd rather break up with Girlfriend Current and date me. you all have no idea how much i fucking love life right now just saying

If you don't try out after literally everyone in this thread has said you should you're a terrible person, btw. :P

Steppenwolf may be my favorite book ever.

Oh, that's good, I'm really glad. :hug: it's gonna be fine, Violet. gonna be fine.

awwwwwwwww :D

I know right? We have some of their CD's. They're just so quality. My dad has great taste in jazzy fusiony stuff. Because that's also where I got Remember Shakti from, is my dad's CD library. Also, he has steel drum music from Burma. SO GOOD. GOD.

You have three more years to also be in it. Why are you waiting now?? You could be dead then. Not to be overly pessimistic but you really could be. If you want to do it you should always do what you love (bar preventing circumstances, which you don't appear to have besides your nerves). Also, performers need to deal with nerves anyway. :hug: Sad, but it's true.

I guess so. I like the tag.

Worst that can happen is you humiliate yourself a bit in front of the judges and get a polite rejection. Eh, that isn't very bad. Do it.

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YES YES YES BELA FLECK AND THE FLECKTONES, ME AND MY DAD BOTH LOVE YOU CHRIS YES!!

Haha thanks! To be fair, I'm probably going to get the leak anyway even if I'm not anticipating a good album from the singles released beforehand.

gotta keep the actual fans from getting too excited sometimes, y'know. fact o' life

You mean if you get them early, send them out early? I would love that. :blush: Although it would sort of decrease the tension associated with the release date, I suppose. But I'd still like it.