^lol adam.

 

 

 

 

anyways. what am i thinking?

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! seeyalaterz loungita. i hate you. ♥ :D

I've got to get this stuff under control, or it will eat me alive..

same as earlier damn it, damn it, damn it!!!

what the hell happened.. he was like a different person.. I wonder if they told him about what I said and he freaked out.. I guess I lost a great friend.. shit shit shit shit

 

well he acted like a complete jerk that night, though.

but still

 

I'm sad.

I really like the band Company of Thieves.

i am thinking how much i liked playing the piano for the first time today and how i played a little bit of the scientist and how much i want to pursue this instrument...

why is this so complicated :\

Stupid noise.

I dont want to move :(

I wish I could stop thinking for a bit :\

fuck why I am like a fucking teenager with my stupid fucking problems hahha always complaining or sulking in my room. get a grip, Ella.

lol

RELYT RELYT RELYT RELYT RELYT DID YOU KNOW YOUR NAME BACKWARDS IS "RELYT?!"

 

Good luck, Relyt, I'm sure you'll be awesome. You're the best trumpet player I've ever heard, short of that Johnny kid from the Pride. He kicked ass.

 

Aaaaanyhow, I wish I could've said it to your face, but I know I would've said something stupid.

yeah I know

:bigcry: i dont want to go to school

CMJBGBWC, neither do I. ;)

 

 

Argh, that was my favourite pair of jeans... :( :(

did you pee them?

 

 

ahehe sorry boredddd

STupid noise.

Ha ha, yellowy eyes, no I didn't. :P

I just accidently ripped a part of them and now I can't wear them anymore... :(

why is my husband watching TV while i have to learn for school....grrr

Icecream or chocolate or red wine...???

I just saw this picture and i am thinking about how insanely scary that is.

Fuck it.

 

I knew I could...

why it have to be so cold outside

i can't believe lisbon's the hottest european capital this winter, i'm dying of cold!