I'm gonna spend this night with posting, listening to snow patrol -somewhere a clock is ticking cuz the sound fits my situation somehow, and every sad song I know and crying....I've lost my darlin...well he made me wanna losing him...I've told him everything a few mins ago and he just doesn't understand!

He was never there when I needed him.

He couldn't understand when I was deprived and all I heard instead of caring words were stupid sayings.

He was only interested in reggae and his computer.

So many mistakes he suddenly started to tell me, what I had done wrong. But whenever I asked if something's not alright, he said nothing.

So my Mum drove me home and he said he's gonna call me tomorrow. But I tried to say, when I mean it doesn't make sense anymore, it means I break up. I've tried to call him now - but that idiot ignored it and as I tried again, he had turned his mobile off.

man he's an asshole...but I can't stop crying :cry: :cry: I loved him so much...all the good times...I need to get over it...

 

 

so thanx if anyone read it, if not it's also okay...I just need to write it down!!!

guys just need their space

 

girls are such baggage sometimes

awwww..Theresa! That's awful!! No boy is worth that much tears, trust me. :D You'll be just fine, my friend. Hold you head up.

 

xoxo hope you feel better soon.

hey I know what you are going through...partially...the ignoring and space

 

 

What do you mean guys need there space? What does that mean?

save those words for you eric. I've heard enough stupid guys' sayings yet. :angry: :cry:

well then maybe you should take the hint if all those guys are saying it....

 

girls act like they are friggin married to their boyfriend, it's just a high school relationship! chiiiillll

yah, I don't know why all the sad songs make me cry...dang songs...

I never even listen to words in songs usually...until I am upset/sad

I think you've never loved someone before, have you?

you don't love him, trust me....

no more. But I did.

It's just being disappointed...and feeling left outside alone...hey that's gonna be my song, too...

you're stupid for investing so much time into him

could you help it if she cared...i mean we all have feelings

I know I'm so stupid to cry for him :/ arrrgh I wanna hurt him...*goes insane*

:lol: :lol: it's not stupid...maybe I will think it is stupid later, but I understand the insanity!!! :)

aaaarrrrghhh forget love and peace (I could wreck my reggae stuff anyway...but leave the Misfits stuff he also likes...cuz it's good when you're aggressive...)

:lol: I haven't gotten to the anger stage yet...I know I will soon...but I just haven't gotten there yet

speaking from relationships or in general? ;)

no this relationship....well after all that has happened

 

in general...i get angry sometimes

somehow i'm not impressed

wha?

just shut up eric. or could it be you're not that happy either?

 

^yeah I've read about...he suddenly just distances :/ oh no such a shit...

yah, I read about it too...in this men are from mars and women are from venus...

what is it about? tell me someone

I know it as "why men never listen and women park in badly" :D

hahah, i'm too shy with this one girl i like to have problems, so i don't know.

:lol: I haven't gotten to the anger stage yet...I know I will soon...but I just haven't gotten there yet

 

let you inner rage out... i know it's out there.. hahaha..

i'm JUST kidding! :P

 

you just bypassed that stage.

 

 

 

but to go with the topic of this thread. everyday is a sleepless night for me.

:lol:

i'm more of a night person