Maybe you need to take another camshot of yourself?

nah..i don't really wanna look at myself right now..

...eww i'm in a bad mood..this sucks

ok ... hmmmm ... let me try to think of something ....

Amanda, you're really pretty!

^aww..thank you, that was a nice thing to say :)

..damn..i wish i wasn't in a bad mood right now :cry:

What's wrong, Mandy?

ohh i just don't even know richard..i'm just so confused about matt and everything..i don't know if i'm just thinking too hard or if everything is finally hitting me, i just don't know what i feel and i just don't feel like myself..I want to be happy but..i just don't..know

it sounds like you're thinking too hard, but i don't know for sure.

is the matt/you thing making you not feel like yourself, or is not feeling like yourself making you quesiton you and him?

i hope that's not a confusing question.

it's not confusing..i'm just..so confused cos..we've been talking a lot lately and..i have no idea if he actually DOES like me like that because we're becoming sorta like friends and such and..i don't know..something doesn't feel like..i feel like i'm losing or something..i don't know why..i just feel terrible

i'm sorry to hear that, mandy.

 

i started typing up something to try and help you, but i remember back when i was young that there really wasn't much anybody could tell me to make me feel better.

 

but if you're confused remember Matt is probably confused, also. both of you are finding excuses not to tell each other how you feel.

yeah that's true..I'm just really not liking this stage right now..

and I also had a dream about him last night that sorta shook me, and it involved him and it was very scary, and it actually turned me a little off of him today, it was strange, but i realize it's just a dream and stuff..but meh

I hope you think your way through this soon, Amanda, but I want to let you know that this is no reason to get down on yourself. Even if you do feel bad or confused now, just know that that's just a part of the process: More a reflection on the circumsatnces than anything about yourself or Matt.

yeah..you do have a point..ohh boy lol..i just feel emotional today..jeez..i have no idea why either..i just wanna not feel bad, I mean..i have no reason to feel bad, yet i do..it's so weird..

If there's anything I can do to help out, please let me know.

 

You're going to be fine, though, Amanda.

This mood will pass. I remember feeling that way, and eventually the next day came, and that next day was always better.

 

Maybe if we find you a super cool avatar it will help a little.

 

I recommend Snow White, but I don't know if you even like Disney, let alone her. I;m not a huge fan of Disney movies, but when your hair was dark you were Snow White-ish.

awwww..snow white..snow white is cool..and she sang and she was cool awww

Hey Mandy ... I took a picture that I think will cheer you up.

www.travishub.com TRAVIS!

 

Just a bit about http://www.travishub.com / travishub.no-ip.org Come get your live Travis. At least a new show a week! Today's show is pretty nice, and tomorrows show will be even better: Today?

Travis

Provinssirock

Seinajoki, Finland

2000-06-18

 

Source: FM

 

Setlist: (64:24)

 

01. Good Feeling

02. Writing To Reach You

03. As You Are

04. Driftwood

05. The Fear

06. Good Day To Die

07. Safe

08. Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

09. Turn

10. Luv

11. Coming Around

12. Slide Show

13. Blue Flashing Lights

14. Twenty

15. Baby One More Time

 

Seeded by arkil for TravisHub

2004-02-26

im writing to reach you but i might never reach you

richard! my computer was screwed up for a while, awww i really want to see the picture now!

:)

aww!! that's such a great picture richard!! :lol:

Bob was sick and needed some soup.

awwww Bob!! hahaha :lol: :lol: :lol: that is one super cool picture :lol: