:D yep felt so good letting it out as well

yep, thats good:D

That i am worried that my real friends...somehow are not real friends...that they don't really listen to me..that i don't fit in here....

That i am worried that my real friends...somehow are not real friends...that they don't really listen to me..that i don't fit in here....

 

I'm sure that's not true!!!

That i am worried that my real friends...somehow are not real friends...that they don't really listen to me..that i don't fit in here....

that is false info!!! not true!!!

I'm sure that's not true!!!

 

 

well...I don't know....but for example today:

 

I went to school....yesterday i wasn't at school because of the commuion of my sister....I mentioned last week vey often that I won't be there yesterday....so what.....one of my closest friends came today and asked:"Oh were you ill yesterday"

 

They talk so often about random things....and everybody listens....when I tell random things then they don't seem to lsiten...:dozey:

Therefore sometimes I'm standing there and say nothing...

 

or maybe I just think it is like that but it isn't..don't know....but it sucks...

^Maria??:rolleyes:

^Maria??:rolleyes:

 

Hahha....of course...she is one of my closest friends...:dozey:

Hahha....of course...she is one of my closest friends...:dozey:

 

She isn't??:stunned: :P

well...I don't know....but for example today:

 

I went to school....yesterday i wasn't at school because of the commuion of my sister....I mentioned last week vey often that I won't be there yesterday....so what.....one of my closest friends came today and asked:"Oh were you ill yesterday"

 

They talk so often about random things....and everybody listens....when I tell random things then they don't seem to lsiten...:dozey:

Therefore sometimes I'm standing there and say nothing...

 

or maybe I just think it is like that but it isn't..don't know....but it sucks...

 

I don't see a big deal with this...

I don't see a big deal with this...

 

actually it is not a big deal....but sometimes i just have this feeling and that's it...like today...I know tomorrow it won't be like that anymore....I just thought about it and it made me feel weird about it...

 

:lol:

but when i think about other situations today....then it is totally different...

people around us don't always behave the way we want... that doesn't mean they don't care... sometimes they just don't react the way you expected...

people around us don't always behave the way we want... that doesn't mean they don't care... sometimes they just don't react the way you expected...

 

That's true......but it happened more often now.....nah I miss to talk to them about.....how shall i say.....maybe important stuff?Serious stuff?That doesn't mean I'm not funny or something like that.....but sometimes I want to talk to them about something serious....but we can't...because they are interested in many other things than I am...and sometimes they are not that informed about things...

That's true......but it happened more often now.....nah I miss to talk to them about.....how shall i say.....maybe important stuff?Serious stuff?That doesn't mean I'm not funny or something like that.....but sometimes I want to talk to them about something serious....but we can't...because they are interested in many other things than I am...and sometimes they are not that informed about things...

 

btw... same thing with me... people around me just talk bullshit that I'm really not interested in...

 

I guess these friends you know them for a while now... and you're all growing up towards different interests... I mean, good friends might like something in common at 14, 15 but once they're 18 they like different stuff...

btw... same thing with me... people around me just talk bullshit that I'm really not interested in...

 

I guess these friends you know them for a while now... and you're all growing up towards different interests... I mean, good friends might like something in common at 14, 15 but once they're 18 they like different stuff...

 

Well.....actually not...because they are my closest friends since 2 or 3 years maybe....before that I only had superficial friends who exploited me:dozey:

I think i was too nice....

Well.....actually not...because they are my closest friends since 2 or 3 years maybe....before that I only had superficial friends who exploited me:dozey:

I think i was too nice....

 

Maybe you've outgrown them!;)

Well.....actually not...because they are my closest friends since 2 or 3 years maybe....before that I only had superficial friends who exploited me:dozey:

I think i was too nice....

 

probably you still are...

Maybe you've outgrown them!;)

 

good point!!! ;)

probably my brother

i hate it when ppl talk behind ur back!!!

probably you still are...

 

 

Hmmmm.....no I think with my current friends it is not like that....I "Learned" to say my opinion towards them.....with my former friends I was always afraid to say my real opinion...:dozey:

 

what is outgrown?

i dont talk bout my brother

Hmmmm.....no I think with my current friends it is not like that....I "Learned" to say my opinion towards them.....with my former friends I was always afraid to say my real opinion...:dozey:

 

what is outgrown?

 

that you're "older"...

im sayin that in general 'when ppl talk behind ur back' i hate it when they talk about me!!!

^ah ok.....then actually i understood it...maybe this sounds conceited now...but sometimes i think I'm more "intelligent" than them....or let's say....I have a better genral knowledge....they often don't know thing syou have to know imo...

but finally for it is really a little problem that they don't have the same interests....I've never met somebody here.....I talked to about music for example...and this is what interests me most...