byebye my sweet lovely Fix you queen! :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: was very glad to talk to u again :) enjoy ur dinner Shaunce ;)

i will hehe and i will be back asap, miss you guys already :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

sorry, i will be gone when you come back cause i have to leave now ... my sis needs the PC, bye !!! :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

ok byebye nic, so its just you i will see later will, long as your here xxxxoooooxxxxxxxoooooooxxxxxoooooooo :kiss: :kiss:

i hope so :) bye hun :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: and bbye Nic ;) :kiss:

Will come online!! :cry:

awww im sorry hun but not now... i need to leave very soon anyway :( but if u REALLY REALLY need me to be there to take about something in particular ill change my plans ;) :kiss:

:blush: :kiss: you're soooo nice!!!

well..if you have to go soon,i will not bother you :dozey:

are u sure sweetie? :)

:kiss: yes i'm sure

:lol: omg this feels like cheating! :dozey:

HI Willl!!!

 

Thank you for being so supportive :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

awwww Gal! hello hun :) great to say again :kiss: :kiss:

no need to thank me :) ill be glad to know that i helped u :kiss:

how are u now?

I'm fine, it's just that i had a fight with 2 friends of mine and I didn't know what to do, because i couldn't get out of it without hurting one of them, it was so frustarting and I didn't know what to do. I hate hurting other ppl, and I was so confused....

It was like the last straw in a chain of worse things that have been happening to me, so it really broke me down

awww im sorry to hear that :( wt was the fight about?

it's complicated, but i had a reallllly good friend for a very long time, but we sort of drifted apart, and I realised that he made me lose abit of myself because of his influence on me. Because we were together alot, and our relationship just came sort of dependant, so it wasn't very healthy. And on friday he wrote me this letter telling me how much he misses me, and that he doesn't understand why we drifted apart etc....

and then a different friend of mine was SOO mad at me, because I forgave him and stuff. She said that I wasn't being loyal to myself, and that I'm like this big lie... and she was very upset and disappointed with me. And then I got really upset cause I don't like disappointing other ppl.... so it was like I had to decide who was more important for me, and it was like this horrible sitution.

It was like I didn't know who I was, because it seemed like different ppl were influencing me mor than I was taking control of my own life, you know?

hmmm i see wt u mean... but as long as ur not doing ANYTHING wrong, and as i read u havnt done anything wrong so ur friend better understand the situation or ur better off without her trust me! friends like that are a bugger...

im'ma sleeping now, dawg....ooops. lol Will I have to go now, it's soo late!!!!!

see you later! :kiss: :kiss:

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ok Gail! night night hun sleep well and sweet dreams :) thx for the nice talk :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

no, she was right to be mad at me. I said such horrible things about my other friend during those months when we weren't talking, and when he wrote me that letter it was like I left all that I'd concluded about myself, and all my principals and all that I thought about him.

So later, I went to that friend that was mad at me and said I was sorry, and I called the other friend and told him that it just won't work, and that i just can't deal with changing things now. Because things were going good with all my friends and i didn't want anything to ruin it. So I just said bye bye to him...

Now everything's back to normal... it's abit akward with him now, but it'll be fine

:lol: :lol: same here...thanks for bearing with my craziness. :lol: :lol:

craziness? u mean awsomeness :lol: :lol: :lol: night sweetheart :) :kiss: :kiss:

aw i see wt u mean Gal... sorry for wt i said then :embarrased: well, its his lost anyway ;) :kiss: :kiss:

:)... yeah, i just felt bad cause i forgave him completely at 19:00, but then two hours later i had to call him and tell him it aint gonna work,

so i felt pretty bad about that

byeee

I'm gal, you're gail :lol: ;)