ahahaha, I'm so sorry Tea. But it's love. We're happy together.

 

:laugh4: I'm just kidding ;) Obviously! hahaha shit I really hope the guy I actually am in love with hears this. CRAP. LMFAO.

 

Once you enter this thread there is no looking back. Seriously.

Yeahh

 

So hotel california isnt ??

 

:laugh4:

 

"You can checkout any time you like,

But you can never leave "

 

:evil: hahaha

 

Yeah Dani hope he wont found out ... and if he does you can tell him that you made it up at you can both laugh at ur friend :rolleyes:

 

hahah

So I can never leave, eh? I don't mind at all lol. It'll take me quite some time to keep up with you guys, you're too quick for me! :lol:

Well there's were the postwhores thing came out hhaha

 

Im a slow one as well , i think the faster one's would be ...

 

 

uhhh :thinking:

 

Danielle and Tea :laugh4:

 

EDIt : and Red as well ..uhh Andy Steph

 

Well ... hahah

Ok i just HAD to post this one

 

andrewkendall

 

Sick ...

How pretty:nice:

 

Well girls I gotta go now. I want to thank you all for the music and for sharing your love for the bands. I look forward to listening to more suff and to hanging around in this thread!. :kiss: And I also look forward to the postwhore that I'm going to become. :lol:

 

Dani, don't forget to PM me the link to ur fic.:nice:

I post too fast sometimse :laugh4: even for myself! sorry 'bout that ;) haha

 

Yeah, he won't hear about it. Hopefully. If he does I may use it against him like "oh yeah, my boyfriend...." and see what his reaction is. then be like "you know I'm kidding?" just you know... to test 'im... :sneaky: I'm a bitch! :bigcry:

 

I'll PM you the fic and my little thing I wrote to Iris about it right now ;) Night! :)

Yep you should totaly do that *makes lovely evil face

 

 

God ... i felt to emo writing that :lol:

 

And you're not a bitch . well maybe haha but ur just inlurveeeee

 

:heart: :laugh4:

Nah, I am a bit of a bitch, but not in the mean way :laugh4: I just like to test people a bit too much.

 

 

:\ I'm so not used to this. At all. :laugh4:

You'll get use to it :wink:

 

So anynews from the boy ?

I mean i hope Drew is not jelous .. cuz he's older he could totaly kick his ars you know

 

EDIT : i just saw ur bulletin ... dude i totaly get what ur saying hahaha i mean bout not until i got out of here thing ... i understand it like totaly ... ok im strarting to get creepy i should stop now .

I think I double posted that bulletin, it pisses me off cuz I can't seem to see the bulletins on my myspace main page. Fucking gay. Oh well! :laugh4: It was so emo though I'd have prefered it not to be posted twice! ;)

 

 

 

No news... well...... just constant CONSTANT major flirtations. I mean, I told myself I wouldn't have a relationship until I got into college, then I could give myself in to something meaningful that would actually last. Not a cliche high school thing. And here I am, halfway through senior year. Accepted to college. Moving to NYC in the fall. Happiest I've been in my whole life.

 

And the kid I've known since elementry school, the one who I just brainlessly flirted back to as a joke to myself... he just seems different to me. I convince myself I don't like him over break, totally convinced I was over it, just a crush cuz I was bored or something. And I see him in the corridor and wham! it's like a wave of relief or something. I have no idea what that was. But now it's all I think about.

 

 

I'm just fucked up with this, in general :laugh4: I've had no luck in the love department ever, my whole life. Absolutely disasterous. But what the hell, why not.

 

I'm rejoining the jazz band at my school that he's in just so I can spend a couple extra hours a week with him. I really hate jazz, lmfao lmfao, so this is a big sacrifice. I go the first time tomorrow morning, so it should be interesting...

 

 

I don't know. I'm so sorry I'm rambling, seriously, I'm really sorry. It's just.... it's what I'm dealing with, it's all I'm thinking about, pretty much why my mind's so not here and scattered all this week. ah well.... We'll see what happens tomorrow. It's like each day it gets worse/better. :laugh4:

 

Thanks so much for listening to me..... :) Got to go to bed now so I'm not totally out of it in the AM for school (if we have it, that is, I'm scared, my state has an epidemic of meningitis in schools, they may shut them all down.... eh.... I really hope they don't, I can't go three days without seeing him... LMFAO I'm reaaaally gone. OK DONE.)

 

 

anyways uh THE LIBERTINES ROCK. night. LMFAO

Lmfao lmfao

 

Nahh its ok and the libertines do rock hahaha

 

Well Being on a Jazz band is quate a huge sacrifice :laugh4:i respect you for that haha

 

Well you shouldnt be scared i mean if you know that its not gonna be those chessy highschool realeasionships then you should do something ..

 

i kind of get the impression ur obssesed with him !! :wink3::laugh4:with is totaly cool btw haha i had that about i month ago ... i was just out of it half of the things i did didnt make any sence and i was ware didnt stop me thought haha , been inlove is a good thing

 

Anyways i compleatly understan what ur point is .. i mean i think the same way , i just found the whole idea of having a boyfriend like at 16 17 .. and stuff kind of chessy its like , on some sick kind of way i think the realeasionship is not deep and its just superficial and stupid , maybe right but im prolly wrong well i dunno , im just rambling now .

 

Well good look tomorrow , and hope the meningitis thingy wont get any bigger

Im off as well Nite !

 

And you dont have to apoligize for rambling .. i mean rambling is way this thread is soo good !!! :lol: haha ok now im just being stupid hoho

1. Aww... good luck to you hun! And aww at the joining the jazz band, that is just to cute for words. But you know, it doesn't become a cliche unless you make it one ;) And The Libertines do rock!

 

2. http://community.livejournal.com/knees_up/17211.html#cutid1 :dance:

 

3. http://www.thelibertines.org.uk/index.php?/forums/viewthread/2556/P255/ I just died again.

 

4. Okay, I will stop dying and go read the book now. Or try, unless I start crying again... which I know I will but yeah./done talking to myself

I'm gonna add them all on myspace! *wish me good luck* :nice:

 

hahaha, I read that Stan has as his sexual preference not sure. Probably this is the way he feels :laugh1: I mean he might like both genders!!!

 

 

 

Finding sadness in people makes them more human. That's what I love about all of these men...... sometimes there's such sadness it's almost unbearable, but it makes them more real to me.

 

Iris, I get ya ;) That's how I do it, a lot of times if I come across a fic that's already been completed and I want to read it all I'll drag it out over a week. Unless it's SO good that I can't. And most of the fics I love are really long, so haha. I hope you're liking it, I think it gets better when Stan gets to John's flat?

 

Totally no sadder pairing LMFAO but at times.... dunno.... they're tragic, definately, but.... more in a violent, fucked up way to me? Not totally sad? I guess I'm thinking of a different definition for the word "sad".... You know what I mean? Like there's just something about Stan and John that makes me crinkle my brow a little, but with Peter and Carl it's just right out sobbing. ;)

 

Exactly, I couldn’t agree more with you, that’s what makes them closer to us. There're some facts of their lives which are moving (even tragic). For example, when i think about Pete, I can’t help to feel a huge sadness in my inner, I think he is one of the saddest but lovely persons I’ve ever had the chance to “know” somehow, more than any other member from DPT, Bs or The Libs. :cry:

 

Yes, I’ve already read the fourth chapter and I like the way that John acts, just like a woman. Poor man! :lol: . Also, I’m glad to see they get on well so fast. I’ll keep on reading it and letting you know my impressions.

I think I get what you mean regarding Stan and John, though I suppose I’ll see it clearer after reading more chapters. :wink:

 

I convince myself I don't like him over break' date=' totally convinced I was over it, just a crush cuz I was bored or something. And I see him in the corridor and wham! it's like a wave of relief or something. I have no idea what that was. But now it's all I think about.[/quote']

 

'cos you were bored?? sorry, but I couldn't avoid to laugh at loud when I read that! :laugh4: I don't think it's that easy to have a crush on somenone, neither that easy lying to yourself denying your feelings towards him.

Cheers, guys. It's a pretty shit feeling, cuz it's just taking over my life :laugh4: If there was ever a big development I suppose I'd let you know. Well, I'd let the world know, cuz I'd be very happy ;) hahaha

 

 

So glad you like it so far, Iris! :) haha, John is quite the girl. Opposite of Stan in specters... :laugh4: Yeah, sorry, that was me rambling to myself ahaha

 

 

oh my god, new Coltish. this is just what I need. :dead:

Wow! That was so NOT the kind of chapter I wanted to read! That did not help me! At ALL!

 

 

 

:bigcry: :heart: OH MY GOD.

la la la

 

 

 

lovely man.

No you didnt !! ^^

 

2. http://community.livejournal.com/knees_up/17211.html#cutid1 :dance:

 

 

 

:dance: * starts reading :wideeyed:

Ohmygod... that second one totally made me change daily Carlos :bigcry: :heart:

:nice: Quite nice, isn't it?

Awww i love them ...srly best couple ever ...

 

I wanna hug Stan hahaha he's just to lovely

 

*goes back into Aww-ing

 

:nice::heart:º

Indeed it is :nice: *snogs*

Tea! Love the avi! :D

Love the new avi Tea :heart:

Me too :kiss: *stops swooning over new snogable avi and prepares for daily carlos*