Is having the time to think those horrible little thoughts of where you are going in life, and the people you miss in small ways that would usually seem irrelevant.

 

I'm here at university, and everyone in my building and all my friends have gone home for Easter, luckily I only have to wait until Tuesday to do the same, otherwise I'd go mad.

 

I was sorting through my stuff, and this Tom Petty CD, Full Moon Fever, had a little promo thing with other Petty CD's on it, and it just brought me back to 2 or 3 years ago when I bought it, and how things have changed yet nothings changed within myself.

 

I need that run of thoughts thread back.

I feel sad for you. You seem like a cool guy... but mostly ... just sad.

well, i'm alone at home as well if it helps

 

my parents went to my dad's brother place and my friends maybe have fun somewhere or just do something at home. and me?

i'm just recording Coldplay's concert from internet and w.a.s.t.ing my time in the lounge between some useless threads

 

being alone sucks, i'd prefer to be with a girl atm and just talk with her,kiss her or whatever...

Everyone gets sad, its natural, and you dont know anything about me.

 

I spend a lot of time being happy, so much time in fact, that when it comes to thinking sad thoughts I'm not sure if I can always handle it.

well, i'm alone at home as well if it helps

 

my parents went to my dad's brother place and my friends maybe have fun somewhere or just do something at home. and me?

i'm just recording Coldplay's concert from internet and w.a.s.t.ing my time in the lounge between some useless threads

 

being alone sucks, i'd prefer to be with a girl atm and just talk with her,kiss her or whatever...

 

I dont even have my phone so I can text a girl I'm missing a bit. Its weird because I dont miss her lots, not her personally, but someone nice to talk to, I'd like that.

 

Just dont start cleaning through your room Nik, heavy stuff...

I dont even have my phone so I can text a girl I'm missing a bit. Its weird because I dont miss her lots, not her personally, but someone nice to talk to, I'd like that.

 

Just dont start cleaning through your room Nik, heavy stuff...

 

having no phone sucks...

 

it's strange because i always had somebody to talk to, but know i feel i'm alone. i can't even call somebody to talk to because most of people here i don't trust. make an international call would 'cost me my pants and pocket money for 2 months'

 

hahaha i've cleaned it today morning :minimalist:

it's strange because i always had somebody to talk to, but know i feel i'm alone. i can't even call somebody to talk to because most of people here i don't trust. make an international call would 'cost me my pants and pocket money for 2 months'

 

hahaha i've cleaned it today morning :minimalist:

 

Haha well dont go through old Christmas cards then, heavy stuff...

 

I've realised just now that I need to constantly be surrounded by people in order to be happy. For the past 3 months, I have been constantly around people, so much so that I wanted a break sometimes, oh what a terrible thought it seems now.

 

You should just talk to someone about nothing, if you are feeling like me. It doesnt have to be deep discussion about your life.

Haha well dont go through old Christmas cards then, heavy stuff...

 

I've realised just now that I need to constantly be surrounded by people in order to be happy. For the past 3 months, I have been constantly around people, so much so that I wanted a break sometimes, oh what a terrible thought it seems now.

 

You should just talk to someone about nothing, if you are feeling like me. It doesnt have to be deep discussion about your life.

 

thats why i'm here, i'm talking to people ; )

 

i have to agree about company, being alone sucks. sometimes i need rest and be alone, but i always realize that i can't do it for a long time...so...then i call my friends.

 

lol

It would've made me so happy if my friend came around to say goodbye today, I cant even text her now.

 

I think thats the reason I have this little ill feeling in the back of my head.

I'm alone about 60% a day, so it's normal for me, but when you talk about being alone like that, I feel like I'm missing something huge.I wish I had some real friends or a b/f to go out with, but I don't.Maybe I should change something in my life right now to be with somebody in feature, but I'm lost, I don't actually know what to do.I'm just killing time like waiting for something special, but deep inside I understand that nothing's gonna happen till I'm sitting here and complaining.

I understand how you feel. I had a job with the most amazing people. I was always around them for a while (working, hanging out) but then suddenly I hardly ever see them anymore.

 

One reason for this is that I'm the worst at keeping up relationships. I suck at it. Period. I'll tell friends 'hey want to hang out on friday' then never get around to hanging out. :sick: That's one thing I really need to change. It's getting really bad. I have friends from High School that I don't even talk to, and I really do want to talk to them. There was one friend that I've known since I was about 10 that I saw in the street one day and exchanged numbers. Over the next couple of weeks we played telephone tag trying to get ahold of each other but I could never get her so I just gave up. I gave up on a friend of 11 years.. Again, I will state that I suck.. :(

I know how you feel Reilly.

I'm feeling better today but it's only 12:36pm, I have a lot of day to go through and not very much to do or people to do it with...

I know this feeling too good.....

 

Actually at home I'm not often alone...but I'm only surrounded by my family then.....

so I talk to my mum about some problems at school etc....but then I go to my room...and I become most of the time sad...because I think about the things I could do in my life...I could have done...that I'm getting older...and don't change the things...just living day by day....and it's always the same...this makes me sad....

when I'm with my friends I get really happy....

I see then that I have done something good with my time.....

Sometimes I really feel like I've wasted a lot of time in my little short life.....

And as you've said.....it doesn't matter what I talk about with my friends....I'm just happy when we talk......dosesn't matter about what....

 

I need that run of thoughts thread back.

 

Well......................................................................................................yes...............

Hahaha ok we've talked about it enough, I'm going to create a new one. I dont think the first few posts will be as good as last time, but I'll go for it, for your sake :nice:

 

I like doing it, its therapeutic. I'll create one maybe tonight.

Hahaha ok we've talked about it enough, I'm going to create a new one. I dont think the first few posts will be as good as last time, but I'll go for it, for your sake :nice:

 

I like doing it, its therapeutic. I'll create one maybe tonight.

 

 

be careful because of some possible Albie offence:wink3: :shocked3:

well, i'm alone at home as well if it helps

 

my parents went to my dad's brother place and my friends maybe have fun somewhere or just do something at home. and me?

i'm just recording Coldplay's concert from internet and w.a.s.t.ing my time in the lounge between some useless threads

 

being alone sucks, i'd prefer to be with a girl atm and just talk with her,kiss her or whatever...

 

 

well, I won't kiss you Nik... but get on a train and come to Wil, I offer you a pizza to cheer you up!!! :wink:

well' date=' I won't kiss you Nik... but get on a train and come to Wil, I offer you a pizza to cheer you up!!! :wink:[/quote']

 

thanks for offer,man...sure i will do it once :biker: we can watch recording of Barca - Benfica by the way during the pizza :smartass:

thanks for offer' date='man...sure i will do it once :biker: we can watch recording of Barca - Benfica by the way during the pizza :smartass:[/quote']

 

 

eheheh!!!! I rather watch with you Deco scoring a winning goal.... at the world cup final!!!! :clown:

being alone sucks, i'd prefer to be with a girl atm and just talk with her,kiss her or whatever...

man i wish you lived in Sydney :(

 

went out with friends today but ditched the plans of getting stoned cuz i didnt really feel like it (its really not that great :rolleyes: - things get repetitive and im getting tired of that, i guess im getting sick of my normal friends :( ) , but i didnt really want to go home. i wanted to just be with someone and talk or watch tv or whatever with them at their house. actually i had one definite person in mind. we went out for a couple of weeks last year, then he broke up with me, and last night he asked me out again and i said no. but ive had this real urge to be with him now but not as a boyfriend, i just need his company. i dont like being fully alone...

Hahaha ok we've talked about it enough, I'm going to create a new one. I dont think the first few posts will be as good as last time, but I'll go for it, for your sake :nice:

 

I like doing it, its therapeutic. I'll create one maybe tonight.

 

 

Oh good.........but I hope it will have the same effect on me as the first one!:uhoh::wink:

man i wish you lived in Sydney :(

 

went out with friends today but ditched the plans of getting stoned cuz i didnt really feel like it (its really not that great :rolleyes: - things get repetitive and im getting tired of that, i guess im getting sick of my normal friends :( ) , but i didnt really want to go home. i wanted to just be with someone and talk or watch tv or whatever with them at their house. actually i had one definite person in mind. we went out for a couple of weeks last year, then he broke up with me, and last night he asked me out again and i said no. but ive had this real urge to be with him now but not as a boyfriend, i just need his company. i dont like being fully alone...

 

:wink3:

 

at least i won't be alone there :mellow:

u certainly wont my pretty :gorgeous: