I Hate Love

[_frenchkriss]

that's really sad. :(

[Oenona]

No, as hard as it was breaking up with her, it was way harder being with her. I had devoted my whole life to her, and thats just too much. She put me in such an odd state of mind where I loved her so strongly that I hated the hurt it put me through. We never showed our appreciation towards eachother, maybe we were both afraid, but we never said anything like "I miss you" or even "You look really nice today", we were more robotic then that.

 

It hurt so much not being able to show her how much I loved her, it made me feel worthless. At least when I slowly began to discover that she also liked me a lot.

 

 

oh, I thought you were happy being with her. I thought the problem came when you had to break up, not before... that's so weird, I think I can't even understand it... a robotic relationship?! the couple relationships are theoretically for being better and express what you feel and not just for being anxious about them. Do you know if she felt like you? I mean if she loved as much as you did.

[Petit Prince]

I hate love, I really do right now. :(

[mc_squared]

I hate love' date=' I really do right now. :([/quote']

 

Why?

[Petit Prince]

Why?

 

It wasn't going well with my boyfriend for a long time now, so I said that we absolutely have to talk, which we did last weekend. It all just ended in an argument and we weren't even really able to talk. Basically he hurt me a lot with some things he said, which I told him, but I never felt like he was taking it seriously. I actually think he did when I was talking to him on Sunday, but he especially sees the mistakes I made and I honsestly can't even say he is wrong. But when he said that I dont take our realtionship seriously, which I really do, I went really angry. It wasn't the first time he said that and I dont see any reason why he could think so.

 

We haven't talked since then. :(

[tilolas]

sorry to know that Sally... hope you going well through this... :kiss:

[Reilly]

oh' date=' I thought you were happy being with her. I thought the problem came when you had to break up, not before... that's so weird, I think I can't even understand it... a robotic relationship?! the couple relationships are theoretically for being better and express what you feel and not just for being anxious about them. Do you know if she felt like you? I mean if she loved as much as you did.[/quote']

 

Yeah, eventually it came out.

 

She doesnt like being weak or vulnerable, believe it or not, her natural doing is to ignore love and not let it happen. I guess her motivation was that we wouldnt see eachother much when I left.

[Mimixxx]

I could be serious but I'm just kiddin' around

I could be anything, anything but sticking around

Love is hell

Love is hell

Love is . . . hell

 

It's true, better not to let it happen. Cos when it goes you're fucked.