Do you hold inside of you, a secret that consumes you?

 

A secret that appears at your every choice, your every step?

 

 

 

Do you wish you could confess it, to everyone, anyone, the person that counts?

 

 

 

Something so heartbreaking, or something so beautiful.... it could make or break your world?

 

 

 

I do, and god.... it's eating me ALIVE.

 

And it happens to be the type that could break my world.

Oh dear^

 

I have secrets, everyone does. Mine aren't exactly tiny but I won't tell anyone yet- I don't want pity or funny looks.

yeah. i found out someones secret and now i'm a secret keeper. it fucking sucks, but all it has made me realise is how bad secret are, i always wear my heart on my sleeve now because of it.

i have secrets i'll eventually tell in time, others i'll probably keep to myself or until i'm forced to tell by some means.

 

everyone has secrets.

 

i know other people's secrets that i sometimes wish i never knew, but they aren't my secrets to tell.

I have a secret.

 

And damn, it's almost too easy to keep.

I'm a secret keeper...and I gladly will do so for anyone.

 

I think you have to get that stuff out...otherwise baaaaaaaaad things happen.

 

And I myself have secrets, but anonymous blogging helps my venting fix. Not that I make sense. But I say it. That's what I need.

I've always found keeping secrets easy... mostly because 5 seconds after somebody tells me a secret, I forget it. :P

no

I have so many secrets...many of those secrets aren't even so "dangerous"...I just keep them.

 

But there are few "break-world" kinda secrets.

 

But I suppose they wouldn't be so horrible if I were to say them to someone...I dunno.

& Don't wanna know.

 

But yes, that secret's eating me alive.

Well I obviously do, like we all do. I even have a nice shabby diary where I keep something huge.

 

 

Muhahaha :mellow:

 

 

 

PS. Happy New Year :shy:

 

I think my secret would mess with the lives on large and small scales with a minimum of 50 people. And then some.

:freak:

 

I don't really have a big secret... at least I think I don't...

I have many. No life changing ones though. I like to keep it zipped unless completely nessecary.

I'm a secret keeper. But I also have a secret, its not that big a deal, but I still don't want to tell anyone yet.

I only have some little secrets which are not even important I guess......they wouldn't change anything if they were revealed.....

I do have secrets...

some are heavier than the others... some could mess up some my friends' lives....

Some are painful, I forgot some of them

 

Few secrets are really eating me alive too...

 

And with one of my secrets I could break my whole family...

well, erm...yeah, i've got a secret. a big one.

i've only told my closest friends so far and i don't think i'll tell anyone else.

i guess i could go to jail for that. :stunned:

but however... that secret might disappear during 2007...

this has reminded me of this time i got to school and everyone was acting really weird. you could immediately sense something was up. one of my closest friends, lisa, came up to me and was like "omg, we just found out jen is pregnant, like it happened at some club and she got drunk..." i was so shocked and pissed that that could happen to her, anyway one thing led to another and i ended up telling lisa that jen's parents would be unforgiving of this since she was adopted and they have sacrificed so much for her, and for her to get pregnant while still in school and no idea of who the father was, was completely stupid.

 

normal reaction from my part i believe, but the only problem was that jen doesn't know she is adopted. so immediately lisa was like "oh gosh kathy, i wish you didn't tell me" i didn't get this at first but when lunch came, everyone yelled out "kathy.....APRIL FOOL DAY!" i was stunned to say the least. then i looked at lisa and she knew exactly what i was thinking! i was such a fool! i totally let a secret out that could seriously damage jen's life as she knew it, over some stupid joke that everyone was apart of but me.

to this day jen doesn't know and i think it's up to her parents to inform her, it isn't any of my business, but in a way it is. sometimes i wish i didn't know for fear of the day she eventually is told and finds out i knew all along.

 

sorry about this really long post everyone, but i've been thinking about it since the start of this thread.

oh goodnees, kathy...

how come you know she's adopted anyway?

Wow its one thing to keep a secret about yourself, but to have to keep one that is a huge life changing secret of another person like that, thats intense

i know, i hate knowing, and she's now 20!

 

her parents and my mum are good friends. her parents wanted a girl after having 3 boys and decided it was best to adopt instead.

what's ironic about this is that she always comments on how different she is to her brothers but how similar she is to her mum, mentally and physically.

i guess when you really believe something, you don't doubt it at all and see things that aren't even there.

i don't know.

this has reminded me of this time i got to school and everyone was acting really weird. you could immediately sense something was up. one of my closest friends, lisa, came up to me and was like "omg, we just found out jen is pregnant, like it happened at some club and she got drunk..." i was so shocked and pissed that that could happen to her, anyway one thing led to another and i ended up telling lisa that jen's parents would be unforgiving of this since she was adopted and they have sacrificed so much for her, and for her to get pregnant while still in school and no idea of who the father was, was completely stupid.

 

normal reaction from my part i believe, but the only problem was that jen doesn't know she is adopted. so immediately lisa was like "oh gosh kathy, i wish you didn't tell me" i didn't get this at first but when lunch came, everyone yelled out "kathy.....APRIL FOOL DAY!" i was stunned to say the least. then i looked at lisa and she knew exactly what i was thinking! i was such a fool! i totally let a secret out that could seriously damage jen's life as she knew it, over some stupid joke that everyone was apart of but me.

to this day jen doesn't know and i think it's up to her parents to inform her, it isn't any of my business, but in a way it is. sometimes i wish i didn't know for fear of the day she eventually is told and finds out i knew all along.

 

sorry about this really long post everyone, but i've been thinking about it since the start of this thread.

 

Yoiks!:shocked2:

^^wow....that must be really hard to live with....but you can talk to your mother about it right?

 

i have secrets and i think everyone has....if you say you don't have is probably because you don't remember any at the moment! of course some secrets i told to my closest friends and some others i didn't...just like everyone i guess