but i will never be able to beat XXL over here. i can only wish to have such privileges :disappointed:

If Mark doesn't go to your wedding, it shouldn't count

I don't have a penis, so I guess I won't fit into this relationship

I don't have a penis, so I guess I won't fit into this relationship

 

Or this forum...unless you're gay!

You made me feel inferior :( and you stole my fucking pills.

lulz. maybe he likes you. maybe i'm no one but that shallow bitch.

 

yeah, i suck. welcome to the story of my downhill gradient life.

Yeah, ok... cos i'd much rather you hit me with your book than talk to me...

i need to pick myself up.

 

 

i just know that we are not meant to be. and it hurts.

 

when would i be able to say goodbye.

GIVE ME MY FUCKING PICTURE BACK ALREADY.

I know I should, but I just can't let you go. I miss you, very much.

now it's my turn to make you do the talking.

You should be proud of me.

whatever fuck la. yeah i'm so fucking likeabitch now so just fuck off before i peter chao you.

I don't want to.

distance makes the heart fonder. and juicier so that i can rip it off you and put it on a pitchfork, burn it over the campfire and feed the rats with it.

It's my decision, not yours.

and in my head it's always my fault. why can't i fucking blame it on others.

Erica, what in the world are you up to!? The anxiety is killing me. I can't help but feel you're up to something. Not that this is necessarily bad, of course, considering you're doing this for me, but still. For you to get HIM involved. NOW I'm deathly curious.

FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT

 

eech. gah. i'm pissed okay. and yea, it's always assumed that i'm shallow. fuck you. fuck all of you.

it's like saying "i know how it feels to break a bone"

when in reality if you haven't, you have no idea.

I hate you.

I'm not 5 anymore. Your threats don't scare me. Just cos you can tell them to do something doesn't mean it's ever gonna work on me so you can just go to hell.

Hanging out with you is like poking at a bruise.

I don't think I can ever do anything right in your eyes.

And you can stop trying to hide the fact that you don't like me and that you're disappointed in me. I don't think I will understand why you feel that way, but I heard you talking to mom so it's not a secret anymore. You don't know anything about me and you won't even take the time to learn - you'd rather continue to put me down every chance you get. As if I wasn't depressed enough already, now you're occasional condescending remarks have become constant and I can't escape your words no matter what I do.

 

I don't think that fathers are supposed to be like that.

there you are. here i am. but i'm a coward and i should have given up.

 

fuck my downhill gradient life.