how come you only see her so rarely?

and did that chelsea girl message you back?

Because I moved so we live farther away boo.

 

No, she hasn't been on her computer yet. :blank:

Wow, I am playing with a bunch of n00bs.

FFFFFFFFFFFF I'm like losing my best friend to people off the internet she doesn't even know. OH THE IRONY.

 

I keep like commenting on her stuff or saying hi to her on Facebook hoping she'll answer me or we'll have a conversation but I'm always afraid I'm annoying her and she never really answers me and we like never ever talk. ;__;

We hung out last month and it was good times though, hmmm I'm so confused by this.

 

Maybe It's because I only see her like a few times a year now, I don't even think she considers me my friend anymore. </3

 

She's not a very social person or anything so it could just be that and we're fine, but then she's always like talking to these internet peoples and stuff. That's probably how people who want to be my friend feel about me lololol.

 

;__;

Sometimes I wonder if I should just give up. But I love her. :bigcry:

You should meet up with her in real life more often.

You both have to make the effort and that's kind of more awkward to do over the internet. You can't tell how a person is really feeling.

 

*edit*

Moved away :sad: well that just makes it's harder.

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Sometimes I wonder if I actually have any friends.

 

I think I would have more friends if I actually wanted friends.

 

Having friends is too much work. -.-

Having and keeping friends is so hard..?

surely real friends aren't just going to leave you like that if you make one mistake. :lol:

You should meet up with her in real life more often.

You both have to make the effort and that's kind of more awkward to do over the internet. You can't tell how a person is really feeling.

 

I know, but the problem is I don't even know if she likes me anymore because she acts like she doesn't but that could easily just be who she is but I dunno because I barely see her now. I know she has depression and stuff, and she's not a big fan of people. D:

 

Yeah. :\

I wish I saw her more often really, it would save our like friendship y'all because she's like the only person I want as my friend, and she was like my first friend ever, that I made in grade 7.

 

It's obvious she cares more about these people she's never met, she has them call her on the phone and everything. -.- We've never talked on the phone.

 

I think I care about you guys more too, well except for her.

 

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Having and keeping friends is so hard..?

surely real friends aren't just going to leave you like that if you make one mistake.

 

I have acquaintances at most.

I dunno, I guess I have friends but I never actually really do anything with them or see them outside of school except sometimes Chelsea.

 

YES IT'S HARD, IT'S VERY HARD.

I suck at social stuff y'all.

Amberrrrrrrrrrrr ;___________;

:(

i'm shattered or i'd offer my magnificent wisdom.

i'm going to sleep

goodnight all

x

Night gregory, thanks for your wisdom and all that jazz.

 

 

 

Now to help crests... *new post!*

Night Greg. :hug:

 

*watched Doctor Who yay something to make me happy*

 

GEEZ I'M SAD RIGHT NOW.

I can't help but laugh at the irony of this all though, if irony's the right word.

Wait, I've been asked for advice on friends from another person on this site

and I couldn't cause I've had my last friends for 5 years and we have never fought.

 

 

YOU NEED CONFIDENCE,

which is easier said than done :bigcry:

I'm of no fucking help.

 

 

 

BUT

you do need to stop thinking she doesn't like you anymore.

don't presume.

Wait, I've been asked for advice on friends from another person on this site

and I couldn't cause I've had my last friends for 5 years and we have never fought.

 

 

YOU NEED CONFIDENCE,

which is easier said than done

I'm of no fucking help.

 

 

 

BUT

you do need to stop thinking she doesn't like you anymore.

don't presume.

 

FINE.

 

I wonder if she's on Facebook right now, I'll ask her if she wants to hang out some time. :blank:

you should, what harm can it do?

that reminds me to go sort out something for this week :wacko:

OKAY I ASKED HER IF SHE WANTS TO HANG OUT.

 

Maybe I just worry too much. -.-

HAVING A SOCIAL LIFE IS MY HOBBY LOLOLO

 

That was a big fat lie. :blank:

you do,

and i thought i worried about things.

You over analyse ....

NO COMPUTER I DON'T WANT TO SPELL ANALYSE WITH A Z.

Hey, sexy.

LOBZEH

Geez I wish Amber was still online on Facebook to answer my message. -.-

what a bitch.

LAUARA!

you do,

and i thought i worried about things.

You over analyse ....

NO COMPUTER I DON'T WANT TO SPELL ANALYSE WITH A Z.

 

Well I did get put on antidepressants for anxiety and obsessive compulsive disorder traits and stuff. :P