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It's okay you 2 can do whatever you want^^

 

I've been whipped enough :(

 

Or you could go and you know.. pay for personalized scrubs :P

Today was my last day of classes.. I can almost smell 3rd semester. My last final test is the 20th, and guess which one it is.. BIOCHEM :D huhu, I had a test today about proteins and shit, I'll pass <3

I'm not presenting anatomy and genetics finals, my grades are 98 and 95 respectively.

 

I get the feeling, I had to take 4 hrs of physiology everyday .

I sucked at hearing the sounds once :P doctor even showed me the right way to hold the stethoscope and I still couldn't hear a thing.. I need practice.

Haha I know I should, but I don't see where I could buy them! Where do you find yours?

Great, very well done! And I'm sure biochem will go fine :nice:

 

Haha yeah at the beginning you can't see/hear/feel anything xD One day we'll be good doctors :tongue:

It's okay you 2 can do whatever you want^^

 

We have room for one more...

Oooh then :wink3:

:uhoh:

It's okay you 2 can do whatever you want^^

 

 

Haha I know I should, but I don't see where I could buy them! Where do you find yours?

Great, very well done! And I'm sure biochem will go fine :nice:

 

Haha yeah at the beginning you can't see/hear/feel anything xD One day we'll be good doctors :tongue:

 

Oh Perrine, you know you want to join us :sneaky:

 

I meant like, buying them, and then sending them to some place where they fix clothes or something like that.

I bought them at that medical store, and luckily for me the smallest size fitted perfectly :P

I saw a lumbar puncture yesterday :D I went to see my uncle at the hospital and he told me he just had to do one and then we'd leave, and he let me see, and it was so cool :heart:

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Tammi :heart:

Hi. :wacky:

 

So, 13 days fo realz?

Not really, 11, I need to change the title :P

11 days fo realz?

 

I wonder if you'll look back on your first year and miss it after a while.

Hehe yes yes! 11 days! I can't believe it :( I don't have anymore classes, but finals start this week, and end the 20th.

 

Of course I'll miss it. I miss it right now.

The very first day is a day I'll never forget...

And everytime I look into the future, and think that in a few years school is definitely over, I panic.

Real life starts in 3 years..

What are you gonna do with your time off?

 

I'm not overly excited for real life. :sweatdrop:

 

One day you're gonna somehow be my doctor at least once. :whip:

Maybe. :P

What are you gonna do with your time off?

 

I'm not overly excited for real life. :sweatdrop:

 

One day you're gonna somehow be my doctor at least once. :whip:

Maybe. :P

 

Mmmm.. Watch movies, read books, run and exercise a lot, try to meet someone :P and I'm considering to go work in a hospital at least 2-3 weeks. Nothing exciting.

Maybe help a friend with medschool.

 

Real life scares me :P cos I'll be treating real people, real blood, real everything.

I'll be 23.. wow lolz.

Why are you not excited?

 

I'll be your doctor anytime you want, as long as you want :nice:

Sounds like you've got it all planned out, my plans for summer are to do what I did this summer which is go to the library and go on the computer, not the best plans. :P

 

Whoa, good luck when you do. :surprised:

Because it's so hard to live in real life, I have to get a house and things for in it and food and clean it and pay things and get a job and maybe get married and such. And I have to do everything myself, like I have to call everyone myself, go to the doctor myself and all that. :freak:

 

Oooh yay. :wacky:

Sounds like you've got it all planned out, my plans for summer are to do what I did this summer which is go to the library and go on the computer, not the best plans. :P

 

Whoa, good luck when you do. :surprised:

Because it's so hard to live in real life, I have to get a house and things for in it and food and clean it and pay things and get a job and maybe get married and such. And I have to do everything myself, like I have to call everyone myself, go to the doctor myself and all that. :freak:

 

Oooh yay. :wacky:

 

Well yeah, I didn't have time for myself, at all. So yep, I planned it 2 months ago :P

To be honest, sounds like a great plan to me, I'm a very quiet person so library might work for me as well :P

Thanks ;D.

 

Yeaaah I know.

I still hesitate when people ask me if I plan to get married and have children.

I never know what to answer. That stresses me.

The plan is fine with me, but not so much with everyone else who wants me to go out and live life even though I don't want to. :P

Yes, the library is amazing.

No problemo. ;D ;D ;D ;D

 

That's a hard question to answer.

And being married takes so much work really, that you'd rather not do but instead go and do whatever you want. But it's still a nice thing.

I don't know if I'll ever have children, I hate kids. Their lack of intelligence and extreme presence of annoyingness and their faces annoy me, :disappointed:

And then there's being pregnant and childbirth. :wreck:

The plan is fine with me, but not so much with everyone else who wants me to go out and live life even though I don't want to. :P

Yes, the library is amazing.

No problemo. ;D ;D ;D ;D

 

That's a hard question to answer.

And being married takes so much work really, that you'd rather not do but instead go and do whatever you want. But it's still a nice thing.

I don't know if I'll ever have children, I hate kids. Their lack of intelligence and extreme presence of annoyingness and their faces annoy me, :disappointed:

 

Just do whatever you feel like doing, don't be forced to do stuff you're not comfortable with.

 

Exactly, that's why I still consider to live as a single person, but then I think about being lonely and that scares me. But I'm still young.. I've got plenty of time.

LOLZ, those are my exact thoughts about children, but then again, I think that if I ever have a kid, he/she's going to be the only kid I'll like and love.

Yeah, but I should probably make a plan or two at least. :tongue:

 

Yeah, we've got plenty of time to decide these things.

In a way I find marriage very insincere, because a lot of it is just doing what you have to do and what you think you have to do.

Like I saw a psychiatrist the other day who I hate because she was the most insincere person ever. I saw right through her complimenting me and trying to be my friend and all that, and she made me feel stupid because she treated me like I would be easily fooled into liking her and believing everything she said. I love my occupational therapist though, she's awzum. :awesome:

Oh yeah, I saw a psychiatrist the other say. :P She rediagnosed me with an autism spectrum disorder because they had no record of it, changed my adhd meds, they're putting me on antidepressents for my anxiety and now I have to be monitered because I have traits of obsessive compulsive disorder. Woooooo. :blank:

 

Yeah, you can't really help but love your kid......but gosh, I feel ashamed to have been a child and still pretty much be a child. :P

Yeah, but I should probably make a plan or two at least. :tongue:

 

Yeah, we've got plenty of time to decide these things.

In a way I find marriage very insincere, because a lot of it is just doing what you have to do and what you think you have to do.

Like I saw a psychiatrist the other day who I hate because she was the most insincere person ever. I saw right through her complimenting me and trying to be my friend and all that, and she made me feel stupid because she treated me like I would be easily fooled into liking her and believing everything she said. I love my occupational therapist though, she's awzum. :awesome:

Oh yeah, I saw a psychiatrist the other say. :P She rediagnosed me with an autism spectrum disorder because they had no record of it, changed my adhd meds, they're putting me on antidepressents for my anxiety and now I have to be monitered because I have traits of obsessive compulsive disorder. Woooooo. :blank:

 

Yeah, you can't really help but love your kid......but gosh, I feel ashamed to have been a child and still pretty much be a child. :P

 

Yes, marriage seems like a big fat lie to me, specially cos I grew up seeing that in my family.. but who knows? Maybe I could marry a nice person?

Psychiatrists are big fat liars.. but in a way that's their job Tammi.. I just hope you get along with her in order to have some help :wacko:

 

You hate it, don't you? The meds and all that..

Maybe so. :wacko:

I want to marry someone that I don't have to change for, like not going too out of my way to make them know I love them because I obviously would if I'm marrying them.

I think it's silly that when people get married they say they can just be themselves with that person, but really they can't. I guess you can't actually avoid that though.

 

Yeah, but I can't help that it makes me more uncomfortable than comfortable. :P

 

Yeah, but it's an important part of me and I'm sure my life could suck more without it all and without the medication or even if I was normal. It's pretty discouraging sometimes though, and it makes me more worried about real life. :P

But at least with all that I'm still pretty much functioning in society and such. :blush:

Though a lot of that is because 1. I'm smart and 2. all those groups I was forced into and developmental intervention and crap. :P

Maybe so. :wacko:

I want to marry someone that I don't have to change for, like not going too out of my way to make them know I love them because I obviously would if I'm marrying them.

I think it's silly that when people get married they say they can just be themselves with that person, but really they can't. I guess you can't actually avoid that though.

 

Yeah, but I can't help that it makes me more uncomfortable than comfortable. :P

 

Yeah, but it's an important part of me and I'm sure my life could suck more without it all and without the medication or even if I was normal. It's pretty discouraging sometimes though, and it makes me more worried about real life. :P

But at least with all that I'm still pretty much functioning in society and such. :blush:

Though a lot of that is because 1. I'm smart and 2. all those groups I was forced into and developmental intervention and crap. :P

 

Now that you say that people are not themselves, that crossed my mind plenty of times, and I'm sure as hell that I'll never be myself if I want to have a normal functioning marriage, which makes me sad and miserable cos I'll never be happy that way..

 

Just try to get used to her :P If she does something wrong, then tell me and I'll kill her.

 

Be strong Tammi, I seriously hope that one day you won't need those anymore :heart:

Ugh same here. :(

But it could be worse.

 

That sounds good, I think I'll only ever have to see her like one or two more times. :P

 

Awww thanks. :heart:

I hope you find a way to be happy with your life. :wacko:

 

So how do you think you'll do on your finals or whatever soon?

Ugh same here. :(

But it could be worse.

 

That sounds good, I think I'll only ever have to see her like one or two more times. :P

 

Awww thanks. :heart:

I hope you find a way to be happy with your life. :wacko:

 

So how do you think you'll do on your finals or whatever soon?

 

Ahh it's all gonna be ok :heart: I'll be here for you <3 Even if I never have time :mean:

 

My finals... UM.. I DUNNO.

I mean. I'll be fine in prev medicine and physiology, but biochemistry is killing me..

It's gonna be so hard.. so so so hard :(

I'll start studying tonight.. for every exam :P

I'll use this post as a reminder cos I always forget and I'm too lazy to find a pen and a sheet of paper.

 

Biochem: 26 chaps. Including enzimes.

Physiology: Cardiology, urinary system + accute renal failure, endocrinology + diabetes and carbs cycles and krebs, intubation + respiratory system, immunology + autoimmune diseases.

 

+ EKG and arrithmias.

i want to be a doctor :awesome:. i hope i can. i'm scared i will fail and it makes me wanna cry :cry: