and you, bring me to my knees again

all this time that i came begging please

all the times that i felt insecure for you

and i leave my burdens at the door

 

i'm on the outside

i'm looking in

i can see through you

see your true colors

cause inside you're ugly

your ugly like me

i can see through you

see to the real you

 

all this time that i felt like this won't end, was for you

and i taste what i could never have, it's from you

all those times that i tried, my intentions full of pride

and i waste more time than anyone

 

i'm on the outside

i'm looking in

i can see through you

see your true colors

cause inside you're ugly

your ugly like me

i can see through you

see to the real you

 

all the times that i cried

all this wasting

it's all inside

and i feel all this pain

stuffed it down

it's back again

and i lie here in bed

all alone

i can't mend what i feel

tomorrow will be okay

 

i'm on the outside

i'm looking in

i can see through you

see your true colors

inside you're ugly

your ugly like me

i can see through you

see the real you

 

:sad:

 

i love you all guys

 

Si x

Aaaaawwww.... :cry: Sentementle are we?? Let me join; I LOVE EVERYBODY!! *hugs Si and joining him in sobbing and loving each person around* Come on luf, let's chear up! :? You can't sit around all day listening to the depressing staind songs - that's just not like us *gives Si pad on the back*

Aw Si. :(

 

You OK hun? :cry: *huggles*

I love everyone too!!! :D

:sad: :sad: :sad:

 

I love you all too. And I am not allwed to moan. But awww dont be sad. Si are you ok? DONT BE SAD!!! I dont like it when people are sad. It scares me. And I dont like it when people are sick. That scares me too. And I dont like it when when people go. Cos its all wrong.

 

Sorry. Yeah that was my LAST MOAN! HONEST! NO IT WAS!!!

 

:shock:

im ok... just exorcising some demons :D

:sad: :sad: :sad:

 

I love you all too. And I am not allwed to moan. But awww dont be sad. Si are you ok? DONT BE SAD!!! I dont like it when people are sad. It scares me. And I dont like it when people are sick. That scares me too. And I dont like it when when people go. Cos its all wrong.

 

Sorry. Yeah that was my LAST MOAN! HONEST! NO IT WAS!!!

 

:shock:

aaaw, you get scared a lot i can imagine *pads Maria on the head*

im ok... just exorcising some demons :D

 

rightioi! good good! alls well!

 

i really think i should go back to sleep!

 

bye!

 

:shock:

im ok... just exorcising some demons :D

 

that's always good to do Si!! :)

:sad: :sad: :sad:

 

I love you all too. And I am not allwed to moan. But awww dont be sad. Si are you ok? DONT BE SAD!!! I dont like it when people are sad. It scares me. And I dont like it when people are sick. That scares me too. And I dont like it when when people go. Cos its all wrong.

 

Sorry. Yeah that was my LAST MOAN! HONEST! NO IT WAS!!!

 

:shock:

aaaw, you get scared a lot i can imagine *pads Maria on the head*

 

*smiles and nods whilst being patted on the head*

i like that song :D

i might be stupid..but what song is that? :-o

its staind :lol:

its called outside and it's superb :D

 

sorry i upset u Maria - I just get dark at times :twisted:

 

*huggles Maria* :D

well its class actualy i realy like it :)

 

:D :-D

i luff that song by staind!!!!!!!!!!! i guess it`s my fave

hmmmm, american rock.... well, i will expand my horizon!

:o I was watching/half sleeping to MTV2 (or was it p-rock) but anyway that came on last night and I was like "oh, that song's about me" and got myself really depressed! Nevermind! :shrug:

they don't play that on our mtv anymore :sad:

its called outside and it's superb :D

 

sorry i upset u Maria - I just get dark at times :twisted:

 

*huggles Maria* :D

 

:D

 

I am just a frrrreeeaaaakkkkk. I have just read my random, rambling post and seriously, somebody should hit me on the head, to shut me up.

 

YOU'RE A COLDPLAY VETERAN!!! *passes party hat*

 

:D

 

Oh my lordy tracys here!! my tracy!! tracy!!!!!!!!

its called outside and it's superb :D

 

sorry i upset u Maria - I just get dark at times :twisted:

 

*huggles Maria* :D

 

:D

 

I am just a frrrreeeaaaakkkkk. I have just read my random, rambling post and seriously, somebody should hit me on the head, to shut me up.

 

YOU'RE A COLDPLAY VETERAN!!! *passes party hat*

 

:D

 

Oh my lordy tracys here!! my tracy!! tracy!!!!!!!!

Yeah my posts are that good i insist on posting them twice.

 

:roll:

double post..hahaha :D

:D I've decided that I don't care if they sack me I is going anyway!!!!! :shrug: so hello Maria babe - how ya doing!!!

:D I've decided that I don't care if they sack me I is going anyway!!!!! :shrug: so hello Maria babe - how ya doing!!!

 

Go Tracy!! You clever cat! :shock: :P

 

I am good now. Have had muchos trauma with a fucked up knee, but all is cool now!!!

 

awww tracy! I have missed ya!

 

:D

 

*note to self. Maria post this once!