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hey lea try to stay smiley - things will turn around ;) *hug* :/

im having to study accounting and financial management as one of the first modeules to my masters - it's killing me! i already knew i did not like accounting and this is just confirming it all over again - i guess i'm just not built for it :(

new single next week - new track too :cool:

today yeep! *does a dance* :D

man that sucks :( r u sure it was not some sort of overblown news report and he had not decided to hang up his drum sticks and be a family man? :rolleyes:

:lol: :cool:

still 7/10 :P

ok they have one i have to admit it i love them :lol:

9.11am for me :o

*pogogs across the room* :lol:

TOUCHING YOUTOUCHING ME I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOVE *bounces around* :cool:

was i being sarcastic? or were you? or both of us? god morning by the way it's too early for sarcasm :lol: :stunned: ;)

good thinking :cool:

exactly! it's not like i actually like talking to you lot anyway :P

give it a go why not? :cool:

:P :D

virgin radio - really rather good :D

whoot! :cool:

:stunned:

whoot! *is glad things are working out for Doogs* :D

thats really cool :D

kinda squiggly today :D *bounces*

:lol: :D

those people that criticised my perspective have perhaps taken too much hold on it's negative outlook. you see, it's not negative at all, it's positive. at no point did i ever suggest that there were not people who give me a great deal of lov and support and at no point did i suggest that i do not provide people in my life with that type of affection - believe me i provide more than i recieve in most cases and that something im proud of - however what was meant is that i will never have a DEPENDANCY on anyone now that I am well out of childhood either physically or emotionally and that not to say that I wont have anything up to a great degree of affection and love for people - just that ultimately if something was to happen i'm confident enough that i will be able to survive. the eposide in my life that gives me this outlook is that that experience resulted in me nearly NOT surviving - it left me in such a mess that it took me years to recov er from, and im still recoving and perhaps always will be. maybe one day i'll meet someone who shatters my mindset - but i'm still waiting... hope that makes sense and for those who find these thoughts extremely negative then maybe it is you who should consider what could happen to you if things fell apart?

it's been quite cold in the SE for the last few nights - around freezing - i wonder how he is coping? :stunned: