i don't think we should move on,the move on will happen the minute all our problems get solved? and from this point of view and with one of the problems and it's solution-it may come just in june.

wasn't so much harsh.. just a topic that should've been left alone.. and I don't know why it even came up... the topic of 'ex's... :(

 

d'oh! *slaps forehead*

 

 

that subject is just :aww-it-hurts: but i think he'll contact you in the next two days. maybe he's just playing hard to get.

it seems everybody is depressed these days. either there's something in the water, or most people just do it to feel 'cool'. starting a 'I'm depressed' club and putting it in your signature just feeds the idea that people do it for attention or to feel cool.

and frankly it pisses me off. actual clinical depression sucks complete ass, and i'm allowed to say that because i've been battling it for what seems like most of my life.

when you get to where i am (years of therapy, half a dozen different drugs for a quarter of my life), then I'll respect you for saying you're depressed. until then, stop being so angsty because your girlfriend broke up with you and your mom won't let you stay out at night. try to see some good in the world.

I hate boys lol

 

 

well, I suppose you are right.. he did wait a week to call me from the last time we spoke... I just hope I didn't scare him away. I will lay low for a while.. and perhaps give him a call on the weekend..

 

there's just something about this guy, that really scares me.. but in a good way.. almost as if I was meant to encounter him in my life... its really weird..

To Egghead:

 

it seems to me that you haven't read this thread, cus i'm sure you wouldn't say this if you did. i sure hope so. and i'm sorry you're depressed i'm sorry, but who are to come and say, lets say to Grace that she's not depressed cus she hasn't been on pills or to doctors. for fuck sake..i think you just insulted...

I hate boys lol

 

 

well, I suppose you are right.. he did wait a week to call me from the last time we spoke... I just hope I didn't scare him away. I will lay low for a while.. and perhaps give him a call on the weekend..

 

there's just something about this guy, that really scares me.. but in a good way.. almost as if I was meant to encounter him in my life... its really weird..

 

cute. just lay low and wait. something will happen.

To Egghead:

 

it seems to me that you haven't read this thread, cus i'm sure you wouldn't say this if you did. i sure hope so. and i'm sorry you're depressed i'm sorry, but who are to come and say, lets say to Grace that she's not depressed cus she hasn't been on pills or to doctors. for fuck sake..i think you just insulted...

 

 

I skimmed through the thread. But putting 'part of the depressed club' in your signature sickens me. its not a freaking clique to be depressed.

it seems everybody is depressed these days. either there's something in the water, or most people just do it to feel 'cool'. starting a 'I'm depressed' club and putting it in your signature just feeds the idea that people do it for attention or to feel cool.

and frankly it pisses me off. actual clinical depression sucks complete ass, and i'm allowed to say that because i've been battling it for what seems like most of my life.

when you get to where i am (years of therapy, half a dozen different drugs for a quarter of my life), then I'll respect you for saying you're depressed. until then, stop being so angsty because your girlfriend broke up with you and your mom won't let you stay out at night. try to see some good in the world.

 

 

this is all so sad and true...

 

I was just talking about this with my co-worker... about how kids nowadays are clinically diagnosed with depression and how many of them are on medication currently. It definitely says something about today's society and how we are raising our kids... I've been clinically diagnosed.. and still suffer from my bouts of 'depre'... its a tough one.. I haven't been on meds... yet... but I am very close to it.. I don't know how else to deal. i think the adding of it to a sig is just trying to make 'light heart' of it all.... but Kyle is right, its nothing to be 'joking about'...

 

I am however.. feeling extremely down and this damn PMS isn't helping... :disappointed:

Well all just have way too much time to think.

who the hell is joking with the sig? i put it so i can take it off, and i'll take it of when i start feeling better, cus i'm not feeling good. and i don't know how to solve this all. i'm no there to compete with other ppl's problems and all. this sig kinda gives you a thought you're not alone.

thats why I said what I said... I wasn't accusing.. I was simply stating it.. I felt Kyle interpeted it that way... but its just a sig.. and we'll leave it at that....

 

if it offends... please pm. We'll 'mod' it..

i know you were stating Camille, and i like your statment and get it..but Egghead's is just..

woah woah..

 

Eggy takes this subject very personal.. and I can understand where he's coming from.. he and I go waaaaaaaaaaaaay back... so, lets just respect everyone's postion on the matter.. including yours and his..

 

;)

it seems everybody is depressed these days. either there's something in the water, or most people just do it to feel 'cool'. starting a 'I'm depressed' club and putting it in your signature just feeds the idea that people do it for attention or to feel cool.

and frankly it pisses me off. actual clinical depression sucks complete ass, and i'm allowed to say that because i've been battling it for what seems like most of my life.

when you get to where i am (years of therapy, half a dozen different drugs for a quarter of my life), then I'll respect you for saying you're depressed. until then, stop being so angsty because your girlfriend broke up with you and your mom won't let you stay out at night. try to see some good in the world.

If the breaking up comment was pointed to me i feel i have to reply now.. I do suffer of clinical depression but not cos of the breaking up though, it's been 10 years now and it started since my father passed away , dont really wanna go into details but it affected me even though i wasnt really close to him so yeah it sucks ass, tried so many meds but sometimes they dont help and even injections wont help at all.. even got into this..well dont know if it's the same term in english but doctors here call it ' sleeping cure' which is when they isolate you in a hospital room and give u drugs all day long to keep you calm so u wont hurt yourself , lost 6 months of my life that way when i was 17 and never wanted to feel the same ever again.. but you never really get over depression, its always there, you just try to live with it when u have it... i'm probably a fool cos i put all my hopes on someone and lost her, so ever since i lost my gf ( i was gonna marry her actually so it wasnt just a random girl ) i've been having this feeling back, been taking flouxetina for the past 3 month but i dont know... pills wont help anymore. Self-harm and suicide thoughts crossed my mind as well but i'm not a kid anymore, if there's something i learned is to be strong so i try my best to be that way even if i'm falling apart. Its the net here so we dont really know what people go through when they say they're depressed.. But i also hate when some people just say they're depre over shallow things just cos its cool...pisses me off as well. If one has suffered depression, probably know what i mean, its the worst feeling ever.

Just had to state my position here, cheers

no ren, it wasn't directed at you.

it seems everybody is depressed these days. either there's something in the water, or most people just do it to feel 'cool'. starting a 'I'm depressed' club and putting it in your signature just feeds the idea that people do it for attention or to feel cool.

and frankly it pisses me off. actual clinical depression sucks complete ass, and i'm allowed to say that because i've been battling it for what seems like most of my life.

when you get to where i am (years of therapy, half a dozen different drugs for a quarter of my life), then I'll respect you for saying you're depressed. until then, stop being so angsty because your girlfriend broke up with you and your mom won't let you stay out at night. try to see some good in the world.

 

 

I agree with you completely...

 

I've spoken on this subject many times, in many other threads. I don't know if I'm going to sound like a broken record, and I really hope I don't. Because I mean everything I say whole heartedly.

 

I have been diagnosed with clinical depression/anxiety. I don't wear this as a badge. In fact... I have to admit I'm kind of embaressed about it, lately. I was actually just thinking about this a few minutes ago, and a lot today. This thread's quite a coincidence to happen upon.

 

I don't know why I have this. It's controlled me my whole life. I remember in 9th grade I would go to band class early and arrange the chairs into specific places so that in case I were called out of class, I would have an easy escape route. I'd make up excuses about having eye problems so I could sit up front, right by the door. Just incase I had to leave. That way I could do it quick without people looking at me. I only recently started paying for my own things at stores. I really don't know how to explain how unbelievably AWEFUL that is. And this anxiety started to tie into me feeling down on myself.

 

I've had a horrible year. 2 weeks ago, today, I got a letter from the state truancy court. Telling me that I've missed a lot of school and could possibly face being either held back, or whatever. I don't know, I didn't bother reading the rest of it. That was painful for me... considering I've recently started making the very small steps towards getting a bit better. I'm seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist, who prescribes me something to help. I've tried a lot of the old fashioned techniques (excercize, diet change, more protein, relaxation techniques). But I just needed a bit more.

 

 

I sympathize with everyone in here, I can understand the pain you must go through. But please.... don't confuse being sad about something that's out of your control with actual depression. Thinking you don't fit in and aren't "cool" enough isn't the same as thinking everyone is staring at you, juding you, every single second of the day. Believe me.

 

I'm sorry. I don't mean to start, or add upon, anything. I just wanted to express my... perhaps... distaste for the inclusion of the "Part of the Depression Club" (or whatever it says, sorry if I got it wrong) in the signatures........ You don't know how much I wish EVERY SINGLE DAY that I didn't have depression. I'm embaressed to tell my friends because I'm scared they might look at me different, knowing I take pills to help me deal with things that seem so easy to them. I've actually being given a 504 plan at my school, where my teachers will be informed of the things going on and I'll have extra time to do assignments if something's going on. Which, sure, I do appreciate it. Sometimes some tasks are IMPOSSIBLE for me to do when I get in a low mood. But...... I am SOOO embaressed. And scared of it. I don't like this.

 

 

I'm sorry I wrote so much. I really talk too much... But it feels good to talk about this. I don't really have anyone other than my therapist/psychiatrist who listens to me. Well, if you really want to know what depression does to you, what it feels like, here's a conversation I had a month or so ago:

 

Friend: "Danielle, you used to be so smart."

Me: "...Oh.......... thanks......"

Friend: "No, well, I mean you still are. But it's just... You used to care a lot. Like, you used to try really hard. Now you... don't."

 

 

If I could only tell her why that is....

an cat ur mad

Huh?

Life Is For Living

So Live It

Wow I'm kind of confused.

 

 

Why am I mad? Mad like... crazy? Or mad like anger?

 

 

 

 

And I wish it was that easy. I swear, I wish it was that friggin' easy.

anger

 

cool pic

anyone who says its that easy should be poked with a very sharp stick.

 

preferably numerous times :mellow:

haha i second that :devil:

Oh, ok.

 

No, I'm not mad at anybody. Definately not anyone in here. I just was speaking from my heart about a few of my feelings. I'm not angry about anything, I went through all those emotions a long time ago.

 

 

And by picture, do you mean my avatar? If so, thanks! :)

Im going through it now

are u going to school 2 moro

sorry avatar