I love a boy :nice:

 

good luck old pie! :wacko:

 

 

hahahah i JUST now noticed that ...and it hit me as funny!

 

 

old pie!!!!? aaaahahahah

 

:)

:nice:

:kiss:

 

okay...it has STILL been boring. 8:22pm NO PLANS!

Emptyness

^i've enver knew this word exists

it doesn't ... it's "emptiness"

 

isn't it?!

 

wow that is sad...I am doubting myself...it's the right way people

 

 

Reilly, for when you get here...what's the deal now with the girl? :wideeyed:

Regardless of how its spelt, I felt empty.

 

The thing with that girl is off, I dont really wanna talk about it (But I think I did a page or two back if you want to read that).

 

So I felt shit and empty earlier today, and then I went out and had a superb day! I scored 5 goals in football making me leap to the top of the goalscoring leaderboard, then I watched Ireland defeat England! FUCK YEAH! And then I got a date with a girl who Ive always thought is really sexy but I never really got to speak to her. Shes pretty nice to talk to as well.

 

Good day. Good day.

Good deal! :cheesy:

 

 

I drew you a picture, Reilly. Enjoy ;)

 

It's my two favorite things on earth. Squid and onion...but now, fantastically- together :)

 

^WHOA :stunned:

 

i saw him last night at the party and he came up to say hello, then we said a couple of other things... and umm... then we didnt... (it sucks, wheneva im around him, i seem to forget what we talk about or do...) he wasnt there for long. he and his friends were talking to some of my friends but i was too scared to go over :( then i couldnt find him anymore...

 

i think he may like me, i mean, he approached me again to say hello... i feel like an idiot lol.

gar and apparantly some other guy likes me even though ive only seen him once and havent even talked to him (must be my amazing good looks :rolleyes: ) so i dont know what to do there... arghhhhhhh

 

life is like totally such a drag :rolleyes: :D

I guess It MUST be the looks bonabon :wink:

(you know it is..and if he knows you...that too)

 

 

Reilly..cheer Up :smiley:

Crystal.. wha?

 

^WHOA :stunned:

 

i saw him last night at the party and he came up to say hello, then we said a couple of other things... and umm... then we didnt... (it sucks, wheneva im around him, i seem to forget what we talk about or do...) he wasnt there for long. he and his friends were talking to some of my friends but i was too scared to go over :( then i couldnt find him anymore...

 

i think he may like me, i mean, he approached me again to say hello... i feel like an idiot lol.

gar and apparantly some other guy likes me even though ive only seen him once and havent even talked to him (must be my amazing good looks :rolleyes: ) so i dont know what to do there... arghhhhhhh

 

life is like totally such a drag :rolleyes: :D

 

Argh! Thats annoying. I was hoping for the best dear, but oh well, maybe another time.

Since my last painful semi-breakup last summer (Which resulted in me fleeing my country haha) I think I've found someone I really like, really, maybe, a lot. Who knows.

 

When do you know if its the start of something special?

 

I certainly didnt sense it with the last girl I fell in love with, I just thought she was hot, not a superb human being (Gahd I need a life).

 

But I've known some nice girls since then and genuinely enjoyed being around them, or maybe it was the cocaine, but now I think I've found a girl I am digging. The problem is, I only know her at work, Im going to have to transfer that to knowing her outside of it, and that requires asking her out. I dont have much of a problem asking but it dawned on me, that if she said no, it would crush me. I'm such a confident guy and the reason I have no problem asking a girl out is because I do it when I'm sure she'll say yes, and if she doesnt, ach.

 

Oh well, wish me luck on my love boat voyage.

 

GO GET YER GIRL, SON!

Haha, mander, a lot has happened since then.

 

As the girl in question works as a steward with me at Newcastle United football matches, I see her on matchdays as well as training modules. Today some huge drunk guy yelled at her, and made her cry, and she called me (On the phone) so I went up to her stand and he started yelling at me too so I got him kicked out.

 

I gave her a hug, she stopped crying, we looked at eachother for a long amount of time, and it made me realise how fucking stupid it is to sleep with someone you might actually like, and then forget about it.

 

It wasnt meant to work out like this, but it has.

^sounds like a film somehow......hehe.....

 

I also have a little story......

 

There is still is this boy....I have a crush on since such a long time.....in former times we were like brother and sister......because our mum's are best friends.....

So....yesterday evening I went to church....he was also there......he was sitting behind me......and i always thought:

Damn he is sitting behind you....damn........

 

All in all I became sad in church because I had time to think about some things and stuff........

and then suddenly there was this song with the text:

I want somebody to go with me,who cares abotu me etc.......

it was a sad song somehow....from the tune.....and it exactly showed me feelings....I almost cried......somehow....and thought....:

damn this someone is sitting behind me.....

 

argh....shit i don't know what to do....

Where abouts in the ground do you work?

Julia, it sounds kind of awkward, but if you start talking to him again in a kind of flirtier way (VERY VERY subtle, I'm not talking about trashy stuff here) but open his eyes to a new possibility. It would take a long time to do it, and probably a lot of work, but thats life sometimes.

 

Jack, on your little avatar there, I was working on the top right hand stand (Not the top of the stadium though, I was halfway up).

 

But I'm always moving around.

your avatar = :lol:

 

oh reilly, you do crack me up :cool:

Hahaha-... uh, whut?

 

Its ok, I have pleased him :nice:

Well..........I don't see him that often.....last time I talked to him was at my dad# birthday....which was pretty cool somehow.....

although I said some really shit things....but then my mum said "Julia bring your little sister home"...........I said:"uh.......noooo.".......and he said then:"Oh please........why don#t you just stay?".........so i said I'll be back.....but the conversation was finished when i came back....somehow....damn...

 

hahah......the other Guy who was sitting on the opposite side of us said:"hey you two should dance together".......but i said:"No I can't dance...."....and he stummbled and said:"ah no i can't dance neither!"

hehhee....

Julia, it sounds kind of awkward, but if you start talking to him again in a kind of flirtier way (VERY VERY subtle, I'm not talking about trashy stuff here) but open his eyes to a new possibility. It would take a long time to do it, and probably a lot of work, but thats life sometimes.

 

Not really of my business but does that really work? How long would it take for the guy to realise I'm practically throwing myself at him??

I'm glad you've made friends with our minimalist ;)

I'm glad you've made friends with our minimalist ;)

 

Hahaha, ahhh I see. :blank:

 

Maiu I dont know! Yipe. If you are really going for it, then maybe its just his dumb fault.

 

Julia, yeah for some reason when you mentioned him I imagined you not having the opportunity to talk to him often. Which... sucks! Sorry.

yeah...it really sucks....although he lives in my village,although our mum's are best friends...etc......

I used to drive with him to school about a year ago.......but somehow i got the feeling as if we talked because we had to because we were sitting alone in a car....

 

he was one of the reasons I went to church yesterday!:shocked2:

because i wanted to see him again.........

Maybe if it always feels that uncomfortable with him, then you just arent right for eachother.

No.........I didn't really feel uncomfortable....I mean......when we were in the car.....don't know....I somehow have the impression he is the same like me...maybe this is a problem...he wants to talk to me.....but is shy...and then we talk about some stuff......superficial stuff.....maybe that's the problem....