aww :hug:

 

Hello Marisa :nice:

hey

whats up? :nice:

i'm extremely disappointed and i'm so fucking tired of having to wait for shit

 

what's going on with you?

:hug: What are you waiting for?

 

I'm confused over all the choices I have to make today in the next hour :\

to know when my fucking surgery will be

 

:thinking: what choices do you have to make?

Why do you need surgery?

 

Like between my school and my friends, and other things.

Hey Marisa I hope everything will sort out soon! :nice:

Same here, Marisa :hug:

Why do you need surgery?

 

Like between my school and my friends, and other things.

my legs are fucked up. i'm getting a fasciotomy

 

good luck with your choices! we're here if you need to talk :hug:

 

 

thank you both!:hug:

shit marisa... am i behind...? :cry::uhoh:

:hug: everything's gonna turn out fine & it'll only be a better feeling of relief when this is all over :smug2: i love you twinplet! :hug:

 

shit marisa... am i behind...? :cry::uhoh:

:hug: everything's gonna turn out fine & it'll only be a better feeling of relief when this is all over :smug2: i love you twinplet! :hug:

 

i love you alex! for some reason that just made me laugh and cheered me up

 

i know its gonna be so much better after its over. that's why i've been looking forward to it. and that's why i gotta fucking know when its gonna be!!!! i can't keep waiting. there's been so much waiting. go here. see this guy. get this test. you're compartment test is getting pushed back twice. wait here. wear this cast. take it off. no keep it on. wait some more. ok we know. we still have to wait. wait some more. and what do i know?! nothing!! its so fucking pointless

 

Do you know what if feels like to be told for months that you're probably gonna need surgery, and then eventually find out you do need it, then have to wait and be told twice you'll schedule your surgery at this doctor's appointment, and then after both times you still don't know when you're gonna fix the problem and feel better?

 

i really hope this never happens to anyone else, especially you guys! because its really one of the worst feelings in the world. its up there with coldplay withdraw. its so fucking horrible. surgery is my light at the end of the tunnel. but i don't know when i'll get there. i need to know. its so fucking unfair. i just can't take this shit anymore

i love you alex! for some reason that just made me laugh and cheered me up

 

i know its gonna be so much better after its over. that's why i've been looking forward to it. and that's why i gotta fucking know when its gonna be!!!! i can't keep waiting. there's been so much waiting. go here. see this guy. get this test. you're compartment test is getting pushed back twice. wait here. wear this cast. take it off. no keep it on. wait some more. ok we know. we still have to wait. wait some more. and what do i know?! nothing!! its so fucking pointless

 

Do you know what if feels like to be told for months that you're probably gonna need surgery, and then eventually find out you do need it, then have to wait and be told twice you'll schedule your surgery at this doctor's appointment, and then after both times you still don't know when you're gonna fix the problem and feel better?

 

i really hope this never happens to anyone else, especially you guys! because its really one of the worst feelings in the world. its up there with coldplay withdraw. its so fucking horrible. surgery is my light at the end of the tunnel. but i don't know when i'll get there. i need to know. its so fucking unfair. i just can't take this shit anymore

 

:stunned::confused:

:bigcry: ugh! you sound like you're in so much pain! not just physically :sick:

there's no way to blame you for being so anxious. you've definitely been patient enough.

and no, i don't know what it's like to keep having to hear that. i can tell that it must be terrible.:\

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: uuughh! this is exactly why i hate doctors! all doctors! my mom never really takes me to the doctor unless it's to get shots to travel somewhere. otherwise i don't really get check-ups or anything like that. my whole family is kinda scared of doctors and this kinda stuff so my mom tries to treat us the best she can... which doesn't sound great the way i'm saying it but it's worked i guess. i'm not saying not to go to the doctor, i just think all the shit they can put people through fucking sucks and they probably can't really see your pain enough to have any sympathy :\

i don't know. that might sound bad. maybe i've just been lucky not to have to go :\ but i wish it wasn't you that was going through all this :cry:

:hug:

:censored:

:stunned::confused:

:bigcry: ugh! you sound like you're in so much pain! not just physically :sick:

there's no way to blame you for being so anxious. you've definitely been patient enough.

and no, i don't know what it's like to keep having to hear that. i can tell that it must be terrible.:\

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: uuughh! this is exactly why i hate doctors! all doctors! my mom never really takes me to the doctor unless it's to get shots to travel somewhere. otherwise i don't really get check-ups or anything like that. my whole family is kinda scared of doctors and this kinda stuff so my mom tries to treat us the best she can... which doesn't sound great the way i'm saying it but it's worked i guess. i'm not saying not to go to the doctor, i just think all the shit they can put people through fucking sucks and they probably can't really see your pain enough to have any sympathy :\

i don't know. that might sound bad. maybe i've just been lucky not to have to go :\ but i wish it wasn't you that was going through all this :cry:

:hug:

i am in a lot of pain! both pains :bomb::cry:

thanks alex, what you said helped! :hug::heart::hug::heart:!!

i love you twinplet!

I'm seeing Paul McCartney again... in the 20th row! :surprised:

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:huh:

I'm seeing Paul McCartney again... in the 20th row! :surprised:

awesome! :D

although something about that ticket-buying experience seemed really weird :confused: it was an AmEx cardmember presale, and yet somehow I got tickets...? :thinking:

 

but it was definitely a legit presale, it was linked from paulmccartney.com...

double post

I'm seeing Paul McCartney again... in the 20th row! :surprised:

 

WOW :stunned:

WOW :stunned:

 

well, looking at the map now, it's not really 20th, but more the back of the first section:

 

 

I'm in A6 :)

 

but I'm starting to feel a bit unsure about that, because I honestly don't understand how I got those tickets, and now the presale is sold out or something... this is weird :confused:

GOD (*%*(%(*#%*(%*(#%*(#% DAMNIT, I want my damn report card! :freak:

GOD (*%*(%(*#%*(%*(#%*(#% DAMNIT, I want my damn report card! :freak:

join the club :dozey:

well actually, i already know my grades. but my summer reading assignment is getting mailed to us this year, and i wanna know what it is.

I have my summer reading, NOT MY REPORT CARD AUYWGBFIWVNOJLSNDJOIUWYGFBVSKNAOISUDH

 

I just called my school TWICE asking them to email it... I would have it if I weren't STRANDED at my summer house :censored:

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