Cobalt Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Near the end of 2009, time to explain my mysterious appearances and reflect. I recently got accepted into Distance Ed Victoria. That means I do my schoolwork at home, which is much comfortable than going to my shitty all-girls school that was and is going down the terlet. It also means since I got in a term late I have much work overdue that I am very busy on (even if it's spring break). Not here much cuz I've got other fandoms to do work on... mainly Balto crap, 'cuz I liek animation and wolves (even tho 98% of stuff for it is of n00b quality), and at the moment my pet project Swift Moon. Rivalry between two wolf packs, epic fight, etc, and contains characters that are more interesting and rewarding to write about than some silly chick and an oversexed version of Chris Martin. Yeah, I said it. I mean drawing this is frankly far more fun/interesting to me now than writing how a self-insertion character had sex with Chris last week, and generally better in original thought. Because let's face it, been there done that, BORING. I'd rather be working on my original characters and getting ahead for a potential career in 2D animation than stuff like that. I also have teh monies problems. Centrelink, the government agency that gives out all the payments to the families, stripped us of all our payments before I turned 16 because we thought some form had to be due in later than it really had to. We applied for new payments, but they're currently stalling like the lazy fucks they are. My mum has no money, we're now forced to use my $700 life savings to survive for a month. See if your government will help you in a situation like that. They will not. I suppose that's why I'm a bit bitter about money being given out to the award winners. They already have their own comfy little homes. Why not give some to Coldplaying Charity Club, to those who really need it? It just seems a bit self-indulgent to me otherwise. I guess you realise, when you're in need, how much worse off other people are too. You don't know until the bubble pops and you look around. You may leave your sympathies if you really wish, not looking for any, just a place to write this all down. I saw some bitching once AGAIN from some people whom I once thought all the fights were over with after some apologies about my absence, so I just had to start typing... I won't mention them because they know who they are. That's another reason I'm not here that much anymore... the fights are unbearable, I'm tired of them. Arguing with my own mother is taxing enough without having to deal with some petty arguments going on. I guess it's the dream I had last night of the world ending from a meteor shower that is making me do this, rethink everything big going on. Near the end of the dream, I was freaking out over how I couldn't contact my boyfriend to tell him how I really felt towards him, that I really loved him, and how I didn't care over some small hiccups we were having. I suppose that's better than a year ago when I was sulking around on the forums in depression and obession over some singer, and it's definitely more important than some stupid award on an online forum that has basically turned from voting whomever you really think deserves it into a popularity contest. I probably shouldn't be posting this, but hey, at least you know why I'm not here that much anymore, and how I really feel about you guys (plus Viva didn't turn out to be that great, Prospekt's is alright tho but don't get me started; Parachutes, bitches). I still don't hold grudges against anyone unless they've constantly continued to hold something against me, I don't seek to agree or disagree with the person, merely their point. Unfortunately, an attitude that many need to take on right now. Oh, and I'd like to apologise to cold_love23, Lauren I think it was? Loren? Anyway. My comment about you earlier this year was an accident, I misread what you said and took offense and reacted stupidly. Sorry man, start again? It was a lame attempt at being a troll, anyway. Feel free to leave "that's nice dear" so I learn not to ramble, too :P You can also leave reflections yourself if you want... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Julie Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 tl;dr Sorry. :sad: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cobalt Posted October 1, 2009 Author Share Posted October 1, 2009 tl;dr Sorry. :sad: Although I laughed quite a bit... Goddamnit, I knew that was going to happen. iFail. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i'maveryneatMonster.' Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 I did read it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matter-Eater Lad Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Can someone summarize this for me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i'maveryneatMonster.' Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Can someone summarize this for me? Bad times Nick. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matter-Eater Lad Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Sorry, I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm just lazy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i'maveryneatMonster.' Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Sorry, I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm just lazy. I know, but I'm lazy and sadly, studying, so I can't do it properly :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cobalt Posted October 1, 2009 Author Share Posted October 1, 2009 Is ok Nick, I am lazy too, I can't believe I wrote all of that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bear Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 ..that's nice, dear. sorry, im being an asshole. i agree with a lot of what you said, i disagree with a lot. i dont feel like quoting. i think its nice you chose to say sorry to lauren, and admitted you were a terrible troll. good luck with "swift moon." :nice: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gautama Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 ...still a fan. :blush: good luck and take care. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tauiwi Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Spoken from the heart. You didn't need to justify yourself to anyone, you know but I guess if typing it helps, then by all means go for it. May I ask what the all girls school was called? Then I can confirm your judgement. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WV Gal Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Nice drawings, Cobalt. :) I enjoyed your posts. Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Escapist Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 I guess it's the dream I had last night of the world ending from a meteor shower that is making me do this, rethink everything big going on. Near the end of the dream, I was freaking out over how I couldn't contact my boyfriend to tell him how I really felt towards him, that I really loved him, and how I didn't care over some small hiccups we were having. I suppose that's better than a year ago when I was sulking around on the forums in depression and obession over some singer, and it's definitely more important than some stupid award on an online forum that has basically turned from voting whomever you really think deserves it into a popularity contest. I've had that same dream. I really need to write a book. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cobalt Posted October 1, 2009 Author Share Posted October 1, 2009 Why do people think I'm leaving? D: I just wanted to say what was happening! Gargh! May I ask what the all girls school was called? Then I can confirm your judgement. St. Columba's College Essendon ..that's nice, dear. :awesome: i think its nice you chose to say sorry to lauren, and admitted you were a terrible troll. I've been meaning to for yonks... I iz failsome, tho. And Tai, I seem to feel the need to justify myself a lot. Drives the significant other a bit bonkers sometimes :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tauiwi Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 St. Columba's College Essendon Ah, I can't bag that. And Tai, I seem to feel the need to justify myself a lot. Drives the significant other a bit bonkers sometimes :lol: That's what he's there for! :) All the best, anyways. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RICK8 Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Who cares. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mc_squared Posted October 1, 2009 Share Posted October 1, 2009 Who cares. In the words of Meatloaf: "You took the words right out of my mouth!":lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cobalt Posted October 2, 2009 Author Share Posted October 2, 2009 Who cares. Thank you. I really need to learn my lesson. :wink: Ah, I can't bag that. Can too. While it may seem prestigious, most of the things they do there are stupid. That and the fact it's full of airheads. Except my crew, of course :P lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RICK8 Posted October 2, 2009 Share Posted October 2, 2009 :wtf: Demon,be gone! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mc_squared Posted October 2, 2009 Share Posted October 2, 2009 :wtf: Demon,be gone! Maybe it's time to call in Harry Potter or the boys from Supernatural.:stunned: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tauiwi Posted October 2, 2009 Share Posted October 2, 2009 Or the blue bus, because you're quoting yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mc_squared Posted October 2, 2009 Share Posted October 2, 2009 Or the blue bus, because you're quoting yourself. Rick isn't my alias.:dozey: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tauiwi Posted October 2, 2009 Share Posted October 2, 2009 wow, eyesight fail on my behalf. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mc_squared Posted October 2, 2009 Share Posted October 2, 2009 wow, eyesight fail on my behalf. You should have gone to Specsavers.:rolleyes: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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