oh yes it does.

 

ah christ.

 

well if there's one thing i've learned tonight, it's that if you're feeling down because your relationship of the past 22 months has effectively ended, lots of alchohol does not make you feel any better.

 

ok it seriously took me like 5 minutes to make sure that last sentence made sense. that, combined with the fact that i fell flat on my face after trying to stop to read a poster in the hall way on the way upstairs from the bathroom, suggests that i should go to bed. but i had a lot of coffee so i don't see that happening just yet. so you all here get to see me act really pathetic and stupid.

 

so what's up?>

haha what the fuck am i thinking? of course nobody's online now.

ahem :D

yeah i just saw you posted that other thing. WHOA it's tomorrow morning in england already. aren't you up a bit early?

I'm on breakfast duty. I offered to make it so its my own fault :dozey:

 

Long time no speak mr peed, how are you (not having read your opening post yet) :stunned:

hehe i think my opening post pretty much sums up how i am now. fucking stupidly drunk and horridly depressed.

 

so all in all, pretty good. :P

 

you?

I'm online too..but that's only cause it's 6:30 pm over here. :dozey:

:drunk:

 

oh dear, well I hope the hangover isnt too bad tomorrow, as for me well my hangover has kicked in nicely and not even 2 paracetamols will shift it. :rolleyes:

6:30 pm? holy jesus fucking shit that's weird. i'm completely enthralled by time zones right now. :rolleyes:

Hehe

It sucks though because i get soo lonely. I'm gonna move out of Australia.. :D

 

So..you're not feeling to good ey? Aww, hope you fell better soon!

lol as if being drunk doesn't fuck your state of mind up already, we've got three different time zones here :lol:

:drunk:

 

oh dear, well I hope the hangover isnt too bad tomorrow, as for me well my hangover has kicked in nicely and not even 2 paracetamols will shift it. :rolleyes:

 

yeah i have no idea what a paracewhatever is (some kind of painkiller i'm assuming) but i have a feeling i'm going to be popping a few tomorrow. especially because i have to get up in less than 6 hours. ah that's going to be fun.

lol as if being drunk doesn't fuck your state of mind up already' date=' we've got three different time zones here :lol:[/quote']

 

i know! i'm not even sure where to start with that. i feel like i'm way behind here in america because it's still yesterday but it's tomorrow everywhere else.

What day is it there?

Hehe

It sucks though because i get soo lonely. I'm gonna move out of Australia.. :D

 

So..you're not feeling to good ey? Aww, hope you fell better soon!

 

thank you. :D

What day is it there?

 

um... saturday night. i guess sunday morning, actually.

Ohh okay.

 

Why don't you go to sleep? Maybe you might feel a bit better once you get some rest.

because the drinks that contained all the alchohol also had coffee in them. :rolleyes: and you know, the caffeine and all...

 

anyway, yeah i'm sure i'll probably feel better in the morning. but i just broke up with a girl that i feel like i've spent half my life with, because she was my best friend since i was 16 or so, then my girlfriend for the last 22 months, so i'm probably going to be a very depressing person to talk to for awhile.

 

i apologize in advance.

Ohh.. :cry:

Don't apolgize! You have every right to be upset. So you don't think you could work it out with you're girl? I mean you've been friends for ages right? There's obviously a connection.

yeah, i'm sure that eventually we'll be friends again once this whole thing blows over but i just don't see her as the girl of my dreams anymore, and i think she feels the same way... i don't know, it's really complicated, and i can barely form a cohesive sentenceright now, so i'm not going to get too much into it now. r

the loopy people on here will cheer you up :cool:

:freak:

I can be so loopy if need be. :cool:

Meh, that sucks. Hope you'll be ok soon. :embarrased:

and bless your hearts for it. :)

Were always here for ya mate! :kiss: :)