Violet

"Youth Novels"-Lykke Li

1. "Roses"-Kanye West 2. "The Wolves (Act I and II)"-Bon Iver 3. "Supersonic Sound"-Apparatjik 4. "In This Temple As In the Hearts of Man For Whom He Saved the Earth"-Sufjan Stevens 5. "Butterflies"-Port Blue 6. "Eclipse"-Isaac Shepard 7. "Paranoid (feat. Mr. Hudson)"-Kanye West 8. "Stranger Things"-Local Natives 9. "Living/Breathing"-Mesita 10. "This Place Is Killing Me"-Liam Finn

"Weird Fishes/Arpeggi"-Radiohead

"She Came Home for Christmas"-Mew

Diamond Rings

it seems that when someone posts a thread in here about general advice or something of a personal nature, you guys are receptive to it, and for whatever twisted reasoning I have, I feel like I can talk about this with you guys. I don't know what's going on in my head, but with all the stuff happening in the forum and in my "real" life, I've just gained this sudden feeling of loneliness, and when that happens, I tend to get that scared feeling of being alone for forever and not finding someone who can make me truly happy. I feel bad for feeling bad about this because frankly, I don't think I should. Other people deserve to be that happy, and as people tell me, I have time. I just feel like I deserve to be happy, too, and despite everyone's encouragement, I feel like I really don't have as much time as everyone says I do. Actually, that's not even my main concern. It's actually finding someone who can appreciate someone like me, which I don't think is a common thing at all, given what I know about myself as a person and what others tend to want in terms of that sort of thing. I get this feeling that no matter what, I'll never be good enough for anyone. I hate failing at these sorts of things so much. I wouldn't normally talk about this in public, but I'm seriously trying not to have a panic attack and become a hot mess over this. You'll probably think this was totally stupid, but I feel like I reeeeeally need to get this out of my system. I'm having trouble typing because my hands are starting to shake. I don't even think I really said everything I want to say, but like I said, I'm having problems, and you guys probably don't care about this sort of thing, anyway, so I'm just gonna leave that alone and close this by admitting that I have a helluva lot of issues that I need to resolve. :|

Stalker + Fan = Stan

I HATE THIS SO MUCH. I mean, I don't, because Chris is happy, BUT WHY? :bigcry: Wow. I'm such an unfortunate case. :disappointed:

Yes. FOREVER ALONE. :disappointed:

Inorite. :wreck: Oh, God. :lol:

What time is it in New Zealand? Just wondering.

Riiiiight. :tongue:

Could it really only be just us two? :wreck:

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG DO WANT :bomb: There's nothing wrong with ukeleles, and that's not my problem with that song. It's how the ukelele is being used and what's being played on it that bothers me.

Well, we've had thunderstorms over the weekend. In fact, the one Friday night caused the receiver to our TV satellite to blow out, and today is our 3rd day without TV. :|

True that, man. On that note, WHERE'S MY COLDPLAYING MAN? :disappointed:

:3 Was it casual rain or a thunderstorm?

"Tricks"-Mew

"Tigermilk"-Belle and Sebastian

No. Pendulum

But the ukelele in that song makes it sound so damn corny... :sick:

Doesn't it look just awful? :sick: Sing It for Japan? What did they do for it? (I mean, other than the blatantly obvious.)

Apparently, Tristan doesn't stay very informed.

Awww, it's OK. You have a solid setlist there. :smiley:

^ LOVE. That. Setlist. My God. :bomb: