ViVA Child

I thougth my markers being "washable" meant i could put them in the washing machine :blank: .... other than that..... nothing.

I WANT MOAR!

Misfits <3

Are they coming out with a new album yet im bored.

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Trouble. on the way to my grandfathers house, on the radio in the car. I could hardly believe my ears. The DJ said "this one is perfect for cloudy days like this.. its Coldplay with Trouble. That was a good day <3.

I'm really sorry to here that Nick. I've lost enough friends and loved ones to know how much it really ......really fucking sucks. I'm sure condolences from strangers on the internet doesn't do much but if it means anything to you I wish you well. I also found that.. cheesey to suggest yes, but music helped me so much when every person in my life felt uncomfortable around me because they didnt know what to say or do. Many of them also said hurtful things at the time but I forgive them because I know they didnt know better. The problem with suicide is that unless someone intervenes (medicine for a chemical imbalance/counseling for whatever past trauma) ....once a person's mind is made up and especially if they're the type to hide their depression.... theres really nothing you can do except try and see that ...for what ever reason.. something bothered them enough to make them want to make that final choice and see that despite how you miss them.... they are now free'd from whatever pain it was that made them want to take their life. It's also why I would never bully anyone and usually try to give even people who really anger and/or hurt me the benefit of the doubt... you never know whats really going on underneath it all a lot of times. If you cant tell yes... I am definately..... no stranger to suicide or losing loved ones. Unfortunately.... it has always without fail been those closest to me as well. To the point where now I am at war with myself when it comes to getting attached to anyone because the more you know/get attached to them, the more it hurts but at the same time going around defeated and not having the trust/faith to love anyone again is no way to live life. I dont know how well you knew this friend... I hope not very well because like i said, the closer you are to the person ..the more it hurts and I know there is someone in particular whos almost always at the back of my mind and who's death (wasnt suicide) I will never get over and am fighting to make peace with to this day. I keep faith that after we die.... we either see everyone we love again or there is absolutely nothing at all, no coherence or ability to think and remember and therefore miss anyone or thing. Again, I'm really sorry.

I wonder what HBK-79 would get on this test....

:blush: and yeah I agree about the song for every emotion thing. Its like... no matter how specific of a situation... almost all their songs are somehow relevant to my life in some aspect. .....Their music is the soundtrack to my life. ...wait except Viva la Vida. I have tried and tried and can in no way relate to the message of that song.

This displeases me greatly.

I made these Lolplay pictures and submitted them on Y!A and someone suggested i join this forum and post them there. I didnt even know exactly what a forum was at the time or how it worked but I joined anyways made a thread (probably in the wrong section) and posted the pictures there. Then Josh42 Yo dogged me ...except i didnt know what that was either so i just played along. Didnt come on again for 5 months then when i did i just generally made an absolute fangirling noob fool of myself before quickly discovering how thinks work in a forum and particularly ...this one -_- . I stay because this place is a great source of information on the band and all sorts of other oddities.....even if it requires putting up with some .... some people :shifty: :dozey: and ive made some really nice friends while here whom i share a love for one of the best things in my life.

Never seen the entire thing but when we were studying the holocaust in english in 8th grade.... some kid brought it in the dvd and played the scene where they free the Death Camp Prisoners. ....I teared up.

I have tried to explain this so many times... something always gets left out there really is no way of explaining it so it completely encompasses everything unless I explained practically my whole life story. But if I had to try...... i'd say its synchonisity. Actually.... yeah, .....Thats exactly what it is the tenuous connections and butterfly effect of everything that has happened since i discovered them (and under some very unique and specific circumstances) that makes me who I am. And considering all those precise defining moments in my life where their music was somehow in someway, in the picture and influencing it.... its safe to say... I do not think I would be alive right now if they did not exist. FIN.

I start every morning with either Aeroplane over the sea or The Cave by Mumford and Sons its the only way to wake up <3

DO WANT!

We Interupt your normal broadcasting to say.... BAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I fucking love it so much I had to stop lurking.

haha wut. Guy a guido XD. He gets his GTL on and then he goes to clubs and fist Pumps to techno remixes of Marvin Gaye OH YEAH!

No great movie could ever be a Paltrow movie. NEVER GONNA HAPPEN NEVER GONNA

if this is true then.... OH MY FUCKING GOD YES!

I do that a lot. I would be sort of sad if a pet died. But like I said, to me ....the song is really special and powerful and it annoys me when someone dedicates it to something less than what its worth like some tween girl dedicating it to a boy she liked for 3 days and will forget and move on to another one in another 2 or one of those twilight fan vids e___e . As for the pet thing.... maybe its just because i dont love pets whole heartedly, its already too much when people in my life die so if i put everything into loving an animal as well ..... i dk i just dont see it like that but i guess everyones different. Thats just how i feel. Also, There is no shame in being a crazy cat lady.

I hate all that nonsense about how its "Gwyneth's song" what utter crap sure losing her dad may have inspired it but Chris has said and I quote "its also for my friends.. my family, theres a little something for everyone in there" to me .... i think its for everyone and anyone who's ever lost someone. and for fuck sake youtubers, that does not include your cat dieing or lyke ur bf brekin ur hart.

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||| 58% Schizoid |||| 18% Schizotypal |||||||||| 34% Antisocial |||||||||||| 42% Borderline |||||||||||||| 58% Histrionic || 10% Narcissistic |||||| 30% Avoidant || 10% Dependent |||||||||| 34% Obsessive-Compulsive || 10% Disorder Info Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar. Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening. Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings. Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior. Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness. Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others. Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness. Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered. Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships. Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful. Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior. Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.

I love Relient K :heart: Saw them at bamboozle Festival in New Jersey a bit back. Great live, and I really like Mmhmm

Not trying to steal your job dont get all defensive. Fine we'll kill you.

^ha. Obviously I did indeed not notice that. ...oy.