That moment when your a girl... But I gladly accept the bro hug lol

 

Time to watch some friends.

 

Oh fuck. I swore I'd remember who the girls are but as always my bad memory for details argh!!!!

 

I apologize profusely my lady. *bows and hopes to be forgiven*

The "jay" totally threw me off there hehe

Listening to Soda Stereo and wishing I could travel back in time, so I could go to Buenos Aires in 1997 and watch them play their último concierto. That must have been something.

 

(Also thinking: candy canes.)

Can't wait to put my feet up. I walked miles :)

Can't wait to put my feet up. I walked miles :)

Are we referencing the song or did you really do that ahah

Are we referencing the song or did you really do that ahah

 

Oh wow what song? Lol no, I really did that :)

 

And random thought now. Retard left tv on all night. He gets this one freebie. If I hear a beep this evening I'm thundering in there ! Took me ages to figure out it was not a party of people talking but the stupid tv lol

 

*roars and tries to go back to sleep*

I just sit down here and wonder, why?

Oh wow what song? Lol no, I really did that :)

 

And random thought now. Retard left tv on all night. He gets this one freebie. If I hear a beep this evening I'm thundering in there ! Took me ages to figure out it was not a party of people talking but the stupid tv lol

 

*roars and tries to go back to sleep*

The thousand mile song by the proclaimers aha. Wait you did- that's kinda awesome and kinda scary wow.

 

And do you live in an apartment- I can't relate I'm afraid. But I can relate to my goddamn sister who only watches Disney channel on a regular basis and hogs the tv every goddam day.

 

AGHH

The thousand mile song by the proclaimers aha. Wait you did- that's kinda awesome and kinda scary wow.

 

And do you live in an apartment- I can't relate I'm afraid. But I can relate to my goddamn sister who only watches Disney channel on a regular basis and hogs the tv every goddam day.

 

AGHH

 

Is it scary I walked miles? Lol I didn't walk a thousand mile ! Now that would be scary hehe

 

I temporarily stay at a sort of residence yeah with apartments. But there is a manager. I'll talk to him today if this continues.

I feel like Saito in Inception, "an old man filled with regret, waiting to die". I'm waiting for my Cobb to wash up on the shore, or not.

 

Lol I may have wanted the song reference to happen too badly and read it wrong ahaha

I feel like the work will protract into the night...2 AM here I come. Oh well , lets make it as productive as possible :)

Maybe I should accept it as some kind of punishment, maybe I just need to learn to live with it...or maybe I just want not to have to think anymore. I swear when you´re not here, nothing makes sense and everything is a jumble

You two just need real friends, that is my word. Denmark and Canada are quite far. Finland and Denmark are closer in distance. :)

 

Of course you can have real friends via Internet as well.

You two just need real friends, that is my word. Denmark and Canada are quite far. Finland and Denmark are closer in distance. :)

 

Of course you can have real friends via Internet as well.

Ahaha best advice I've heard ahaha yeah if I could make good friends I would but it's not going so hot

You two just need real friends, that is my word. Denmark and Canada are quite far. Finland and Denmark are closer in distance. :)

 

Of course you can have real friends via Internet as well.

 

Was this comment directed to me? :) Wow thanks for the advice haha But the truth is that I need more cyber time LOL I´ve finally been able to post online again these past 1-2 weeks after, I dont know, forever! So its been really nice :) I honestly only have...well no I dont have any online friend now that I think of it! haha Most of my friends are in Denmark, some all over the world I met during my many travels, so yeah not much cyber going on here *LOL* My life has unfortunately been keeping me busy for too long and the rare free time I have I dedicate to seeing my friends in the city I live in.

 

So yeah these weeks have been the veritable exception to the rule for me haha But I am enjoying it :D I am also very far from home right now , in the States, so nice to connect to the online community now that I have a chance :)

Ahaha best advice I've heard ahaha yeah if I could make good friends I would but it's not going so hot

 

Id like to chip in here. For the longest time I really had a few friends but thats it. I felt I was not connecting and just was not working for me. Then a few years ago boom I started meeting people I could connect with like crazy! And now I can say I am blessed with knowing so many wonderful people in my life, some have stayed as permanent friends, some I only knew for a brief time but we shared meaningful time together and have enriched my life.

 

Back when my life changed so much, I remember a wonderful woman said something to me once that I think was one of the most enlightening thing I´d never heard. I had told her how I really knew no one I connected with and was bad at being social, at knowing when to approach people. And she told me: "well if people smile at you, then its the first sign that they are open to a contact" and I said "but no one ever smiles to me" and she replied "how many times do you smile at people?" And it just hit me like lightning...How could I expect from the world what I was withholding from the world myself? So I started smiling and just giving of myself to others, anyone really, and it has really changed my life :)

 

Not saying thats your case Jay, but I just wanted to share my experience that often : "what you give is what you get" :)

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Aw that's so sweet. But it seems for me that I am almost putting too much in, I constantly try to smile and tell jokes and get involved but I feel like I can never get close to anybody. I have so many okay friends but absolutely no good friends, and it sorta kinda pisses me off lol

I sucessfully made several origami animals and a mosaic today. How did that happen? (I'm usually not good when creating things with my hands.)

I feel like I am finally relaxing after the longest journey. Nice to lie down and listen to the rain fall :)

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Aw that's so sweet. But it seems for me that I am almost putting too much in, I constantly try to smile and tell jokes and get involved but I feel like I can never get close to anybody. I have so many okay friends but absolutely no good friends, and it sorta kinda pisses me off lol

 

Sorry to hear about your lack of good friends :/ But things can change pretty quickly so dont give up :) also I found often that ironically its when you dont think much about something or dont need it so badly that it tends to pop up in your life haha

dont give up

I see what you did there...

Been lacking of sleep for a couple of days uhm

Oh hey putting it out there that I probably won't be on the forums much for a while cuz I'm going on a Christmas trip to Italy lol

Waking up to a great Christmas movie: Family Man. Making arrangements to see Star Wars. :) Good morning folks!