toy,

I'm so sleepy. I hope I get a good night's sleep.

wh o did make me drunk again? :drunk:

Ahh I feel so old. I can't believe this is the last year of high school

:laugh3: Oh but I was so much older then, I'm younger than that now...

I was just thinking that somethings are so "out there" that even if I did say what I was thinking, most everyone would so not go there:laugh3:

I shouldn't be here.

Why does it always rain when I have to go to school -.-

amazing, how thoroughly my perception of pretty much everything has changed over the last two years.

i can see so much more light and breathing has become so much more easy. ha yeah...

yay finally after the whole summer vising i'm done with the dentist in a long long while i hope.

waaaaaaaaaaaaat

I wanna stay in my bed during my whole life.

Ah I'm glad I figured it out! I was totally right!

if is clearly past midnight and i'm awake, what's the point in the random fellow insomniacs to ask me what i'm doing awaken? don't is obvious we are of the same club?

 

Lol, this happens to me on Facebook all the time. Why ask if they already know? :lol:

 

I'm thinking I'm sick of the secrets.

Shit. Now I have to go look again... :shifty:

Ahh I feel so old. I can't believe this is the last year of high school

 

Same here! And then there are exams... And after those... The unknown university.

 

Should I follow my heart or my mind to choose one? :confused:

48 weeks

So much drama. You'd think the world was ending the way some people act.

of course the first english assignment i get is something i don't and will never understand and also have no idea how to do, autism is a jerkface yo

i hate english so much

Why am I terribly awkward around people? :bigcry:

Um...it's the same thing...Do I write it again?

skdfjbsdg I don't know if I should go to the party tomorrow..

Fuck my lip and ears hurt!

i don't ask you to single out a group and attack them mercilessly. i ask you to do everything in love. i don't ask you to give me money. i ask you to do everything in love. perfection is impossible, but just do everything in love.

 

yeah, i believe in the divinity of jesus christ, but the real reason that i struggle to do everything in love every day is not because i want to make it to heaven. i really just want to be a better person and change the world i'm in right now. heaven can wait and it will. yes, i do have to do it for the lord; that's part of doctrine. but my religious preferences do not make me a good person or a bad person.

 

so many christians nowadays want to subscribe to "not of this world" and pretend like they're better than everyone else. the verse doesn't say anything about being a jerk. it doesn't say to ignore the problems of the world and only affiliate with others like you. it says to be godly and fight corruption of yourself as a result of being on this earth. christians have to do work in this world, and i'm not talking about evangelism strictly. the best way to open people's minds to christianity? wear christ on your face. don't slam bibles down people's throats. live as a loving, compassionate person. live like a christian; don't yell about being one. don't make threats of fire and brimstone. just...don't be crazy...

 

i am human. i make mistakes and sometimes i doubt the only thing that makes any real sense to me. and maybe it really does only make sense because i'm human. but does that matter? my own doubts and fears and beliefs have nothing to do with the existence of god! the reasons why people believe or don't believe in god are not indicative of whether or not he exists.

:dozey:

^If I had known more Christians like you as a child, I might haves tayed with it. I miss my faith...I wish I could have it back,and I don't know if it's possible, but with people like you, and attitudes like yours, Christianity looks better and better!

 

Whatever I was thinking got blown away by Emily's post.