Oh Im just sitting down relaxing, thinking about my friends :) trying to figure out some songs, trying to figure it all out. :)

Yeah, i've actually been thinking real hard about that question you asked a while ago...still thinking...i want the answer to be sincere and truthful so i am still working on it.

 

But now, what do YOU truly love about life? :stunned:

I.....don't know......

 

I try very hard, but I don't know, I seem to keep living like Im always striving for something even though I don't know what it is, I can never accept myself I always have to be better, Im still looking, I'll know someday. I always try to do the right thing, put myself right out there to help good people, I really love some kids that I take care off, and there are some old timers around town that I'll give a listening ear to, because most people wouldn't. I do these things because I honestly want to be better want to feel better, want to understand what it means to live in this excistance, the only way I can do that though is by searching for the good people, then when I find them, give them everything I can give.

Are you still here Crystal? :)

I am now... will you marry me? ^^^

Oh if everything was possible then I would reply but I would hate to say what I would say and then later break your heart, you see I already have this horrible pain to be helplessly lost in my heart because it seems I can't have what I want, because everything isn't possible, I wouldn't want you to be as hurt as me because you mean that much to me.......I hope you know what I feel.....I know what you feel.......nobody said it was easy. :)

ahhhh

you just make it more dificult to stay away! ...with all those understanding comments

you will make some gril lucky one day ;)

I already know that Im so lucky to know one very special girl...you ClearAsCrystal, always know that, and that through all the distance know that my feelings are clear as crystal for you. :)

awwwwe I'm a lucky gal then

Oh no, Im still the lucky one, your one very special gal, and your worth a far better man than I could ever be, but you dared to care and I feel so very honered that you would even give me a second look. Your the girl that songs like yellow and greeneyes are written for. :) Im also positive you would make Chris Martin week in the knees. ;)

OMG. i'm about to faint from all this flattery..veery sweet aaron! :blush:

:)

 

Your worth so much that my words can't say, Im glad you are so happy, that is what I want for you. :)

thank you for making me happy!

There's others who do a not soo good job like eric

Hey no reason to beat up anyone :) Im very sure he's a very great guy, he stuck around and that shows charachter, Im sure that he even would prove a better man than me, Im not here to cause any rivalries, were all Coldplay fans we should keep the peace. :)

good idea ;)

Can I ask you your name, Im dying to know. :)

hah..that ones easy... Crystal!

Well it is such a pleasure to hear that alluring name. :)

 

It will though not be as beautiful to say it as the woman who holds it. :)

oh my! You're such a charmer!

 

I hate to have to go...but i must and will look forward to talking to you later, seriously :stunned: YOU ARE AWESOME.

So goodnight and sweet dreams... :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

I hope you have a lovely sleep and that you will wake happy and refeshed ready for the joys a new day will bring. :)

 

I'll see you soon. :)

Alright Im heading to bed, if your popping in loretitus, Im saying hello and hope you have a splendid day and that your studying goes well and that your able to enjoy your Coldplay. :)

any of my nice friend online? :kiss:

im here :) how're you gail and others, if any??

Hello Emre! I'm well. How about you?

i'm fine too thanks.are you still on vacation??