*hugs camu*

 

I'm not here, this isnt happening :(

 

No matter what, i luff you camu :kiss:

 

awww.. I lurf you too mi amor!!! *hugs*

" cuz life is short but sweet for certain!"

Dave Matthews Band

 

sorry, this thread reminded me of those lyrics.

Maybe your life sucks TOO much..I have my ups and downs..and here is a thought that Eric put me down for....but here goes..

 

Some people believe that later on, the morally good people in life will enjoy a paradise where everything is peaceful and nice/pleasing...

and that they will live for an ETERNITY...

 

and i thought and thought...living forever and ever and ever with the only feelings in that new life being joy, and happiness all the time. No fear, no adreniline (you know, the type you get before jumping off some high building) :huh:

There will only be joy..

 

If it means that no one willl suffer than okay..i'll shake hands to that...but those being the only emotions to feel...

 

I dunno if i want that...i like a good amount of fear, but with that type of living..it won't exist!

 

I don't care anymore what people will say about that. take it as you will. i have found not too many see that as seemly, but it's just what I think..what i feel.

*hugs camu*

 

I'm not here, this isnt happening :(

 

No matter what, i luff you camu :kiss:

 

awww.. I lurf you too mi amor!!! *hugs*

 

awww :blush: i change my mind, one reason that keeps me motivated is when camu calls me mi amor :kiss:

i was thinking about a thread like this Reilly!!! well done... ;)

 

well, i found myself asking what the fuck am i doing here quite often... that i don't belong here, that wouldn't change a thing if i died...

 

but then i found a reason... my little bros and sisters!!! since we lost our mother, and father abandoned them... i'm the only person they count on... i live for them!!! :D

life sucks,true.you die,true.but you cannot be selfish and just think only about this.life is a gift,with a lot of opportunites,chances.it depends only on you that you take them or not.something always motivates you : family,beloved people,carrier,better future for the next generation or just have some fun with best friends...

Wow this is a pretty morbid topic, but interesting none the less :stunned: :idea2:

 

I guess my family and people I respect and want to gain the respect of keep me motivated :idea2:

All in all, life can have it's good and bad patches, I guess once you're in a bad patch you keep on trucking to see if it'll get better :idea2:

here's some:

 

few things that makes me feel like okey I wanna die;

my disease

my situation @ home

 

few things that makes me feel like 'yeaaaaay'

Kjeld

good grades at school

my family