lmfao lmfao man, that's weird!

 

 

 

It was just..man, beautiful. I so know what Didz went through. Apart from the fact that I ain't bumsexing a member of my band but otherwise :(

 

Anyway, bluesenough posted this at her ficjournal:

 

all right, so Coltish is winding down, by which I mean I predict about 3 or 4 more parts (which probably means that there will ten more parts, but there you go), so it's about that time that I start thinking up a new fic. I had one sort of in mind, but I gave the idea to someone else when she was in a panic over her Secret Santa Fic (and frankly, she wrote it much better than I think I could've), so...I'm open to suggestions? Seriously, anything you can think of (pairings, situations, universe, bands -- make sure it's a band I know well enough to write about) -- won't guarantee that I'll write it, of course (i.e., vampires just ain't going to happen), but whatever you like.

 

(oh, and x-posting this entry to my regular journal)

I know what Didz is kind of going through, too. But not really? I think that whole "let's see how good YOU are" is really poignant for me, at least at the moment.... :\ *sighs*

 

 

Ooooooh.... Now see, I'd recommend her something but OMG. I'm doing stuff! :laugh4: So I can't give anything away *hoardes everything for self*

 

By the way, I named the next installment :sneaky: How hysterical is that? I've got the next installment completely down, and the rest of 'Devil' all planned out, but I'm totally stuck on part 11. :laugh4: :rolleyes: Nah, it'll be up soon. Just trying to set shit up that's hard for me to do at the moment ;)

 

 

Keep me posted, I don't have her friended so you're the source! haha

Well, I hope it goes well for you and yay for naming. Don't tell us yet though! Or maybe... or... lmfao but yeah, just you know ;)

And will do! She hardly posts those kinda stuff on her ficjournal, mainly just the fics... but it's good to know when it's gonna end cause last time with Specters I was like: WHAT! IS THIS THE LAST PART? Oh no... *sobs* lmfao lmfao

 

Oh, how's it going with the guy?

 

 

 

And on a completely fucking unrelated subject: have you guys seen the designs on the TCTC shirts? Fucking hot and I totally just ordered one :shy: Seriously, it's been a long long time since I fell for a band like this. :uhoh:

haha, nope I won't say anything. I'll keep that for myself ;) My lips are sealed! Don't worry, it'll get written very very quickly once this part is done. I think I'm just in an odd limbo with it? Halfway pretty much...

 

oh my god lmfao, I love how bluesenough said that there are about 4-5 more left, but that really probably means ten. :laugh4: Yeaaaah I'm the same. :rolleyes: haha

 

 

 

...I dunno... It's kind of... odd. It's like both of us know it, pretty much, but neither want to say anything. He won't say anything because I'm the senior girl and I mean, if I were him I don't think I would... And I won't say anything because of the same reason, and I really don't feel too worthy... :\ But that's another whole story... But yeah... I've just been flirting the hell out of him, and the same seems to come back at me. Ack!!! So complicated! :laugh4: :bigcry:

 

ooooo, no! Are they on their site, or myspace or summat? *goes to look!*

Aww... well, fuck the whole senior thing! Age really doesn't matter at all. Or a bit but not when it's like what, 1 year and at this age ;) But flirting is good, fliriting is nice and you are worthy! :nice:

 

 

 

On the site: http://shop.sandbag.uk.com/TheCooperTempleClause/Store/DisplayItems.html I ordered this one, man I just love it, and it looks comfy! :heart:

That's what everyone says to me that knows... It's just kind of weirdly backwards, there are tons of Senior guys who date the junior girls and for some reason that's acceptable, but the other way around... you get weird looks, I've seen it before. Oh well.... I don't care, I like him. *shrug* It really DOESN'T matter at all, not to me that much... guess it just makes the initial talking and all that kind of complicated? Like I've been in love once before, a couple years ago with a senior guy... It's just something like... I don't go there. AND NOW IT'S BACKWARDS. LMFAO. It's really funny :laugh4: This is my second chance, I feel, I just don't wanna fuck it up. awww and thank you :nice: I mean... I guess it's just a self confidence thing I have, where it confuses me that someone would actually LIKE me back? I can't wrap my mind around it! :laugh4:

 

*breathes* ok. sorry. LMFAO.

 

 

omg. http://shop.sandbag.uk.com/TheCooperTempleClause/Store/DisplayIndividualItem-253-2-0-black,polo,shirt.html I looooooooooooove that!!!! *wears polos all the time... so... yeah haha*

 

I think I'm so gonna order that.

Im so jelous I wish i lived in london ive now decided that im gunna move there when i finish college.

http://www.network54.com/Forum/188020/thread/1168545932/last-1168545932/dublin+castle+tonight

new background on the babyshambles space:

 

That's what everyone says to me that knows... It's just kind of weirdly backwards, there are tons of Senior guys who date the junior girls and for some reason that's acceptable, but the other way around... you get weird looks, I've seen it before. Oh well.... I don't care, I like him. *shrug* It really DOESN'T matter at all, not to me that much... guess it just makes the initial talking and all that kind of complicated? Like I've been in love once before, a couple years ago with a senior guy... It's just something like... I don't go there. AND NOW IT'S BACKWARDS. LMFAO. It's really funny :laugh4: This is my second chance, I feel, I just don't wanna fuck it up. awww and thank you :nice: I mean... I guess it's just a self confidence thing I have, where it confuses me that someone would actually LIKE me back? I can't wrap my mind around it! :laugh4:

 

*breathes* ok. sorry. LMFAO.

 

I've read what you said about that guy you like, you seem quite worried about the age difference, but 1 year isn't a big difference, I think. You shouldn't have any problem 'cos of that, even if you're the senior. What stops you to give the first step? (or do you prefer him to give it?)

awww they're lovely :nice:

I've read what you said about that guy you like' date=' you seem quite worried about the age difference, but 1 year isn't a big difference, I think. You shouldn't have any problem 'cos of that, even if you're the senior. What stops you to give the first step? (or do you prefer him to give it?)[/quote']

 

 

Yeah, no, it isn't that much of a difference at all... and he's quite mature and all that, so it feels like even less. I guess it's just that I've never wanted a relationship that would draw much attention or cause a problem, damn, I just want something easy. Never is though, eh? :laugh4:

 

I think I'd prefer him to make the first step, because I'm still really insecure and nervous that maybe he doesn't like me like that. I doubt it but.... oy! It's all so annoying! :laugh4: Something's gonna have to give soon, so, we'll see ;)

It defenitly is that... and it sucks cause fuck it, we're all worth having the one we want but we never let ourselves belive it cause there is always that girl and she's soooo pretty and sooo nice and much more fun etc. And besides you're probably holding hands with some skinny, pretty, girl that likes to talk about bands so true :\

 

Ohgod, I hate those kinda 'rules' things... there are few things that piss me of as much as when people judge other people's relationships or boyfriends/girlfriends. Noone but the people in the relationship fucking knows what it's like so just shut up. Not you, other people... and fuck 'em! Do a Demi Moore! lmfao

 

 

 

Oh, I looked at that one as well. I want them all :bigcry: I just hate it when it's like pictures and stuff on bandshirts or gigdates and stuff. Found such a cute Belle and Sebastian the other day, really nice design but then there were two dates in Glasgow printed on the front and it totally ruined it for me :sick: But those are fucking perfect :nice:

new background on the babyshambles space:

 

 

omg omg omg omg i love that picture! omg

 

and omg omg omg! STEPH GOTTA GO :stunned: :bigcry:

Yeah, no, it isn't that much of a difference at all... and he's quite mature and all that, so it feels like even less. I guess it's just that I've never wanted a relationship that would draw much attention or cause a problem, damn, I just want something easy. Never is though, eh? :laugh4:

 

I think I'd prefer him to make the first step, because I'm still really insecure and nervous that maybe he doesn't like me like that. I doubt it but.... oy! It's all so annoying! :laugh4: Something's gonna have to give soon, so, we'll see ;)

 

well, the fact that he is quite mature always helps and a lot. Anyway, what do you mean with something easy? when you're in a relationship it's so hard not to suffer (sometimes), neither getting involved in that. :uhoh:

 

probably he is in the same situation than you, he may feel insecure or doesn't dare to make the first step, as well. I really think when you realise than someone else has a certain interest in you, you're usually right. I mean, you can't imagine everything...

Very true ;) Cheers for that.... Well, I'm going to the school in about an hour to hang out around the science fair booths (I'm not in science, so I don't do anything ;) ) but he'll be there and.... I dunno, we'll see what happens.

 

 

Tea, awwww that brought tears to my eyes... it means a lot to know taht people understand... :nice:

^ hopefully something will happen, you know, it's in your hands to make it real. :nice:

 

 

Ohgod' date=' I hate those kinda 'rules' things... there are few things that piss me of as much as when people judge other people's relationships or boyfriends/girlfriends. Noone but the people in the relationship fucking knows what it's like so just shut up. Not you, other people... and fuck 'em! Do a Demi Moore! lmfao[/quote']

 

exactly, they shouln't judge your relationship or gossip about it. Anyway, I think they always can give you advices, though.

 

 

edit and let us know what happens!!!

I really don't think anyone would, but..... yanno, just something you worry about, you can't help it ;) :laugh4: I mean I did tell my good friend about him and she didn't laugh or anything... just said it made a lot of things make sense :laugh4:

 

 

ah well... enough talking about myself, I feel bad now :uhoh:

*keeps finger crossed* trust me, I get it.. all to well.

 

Yeah, I agree Iris. I don't mind getting advice or giving to people but in the end there are always some people that take it a bit to far and basically tell you what to do. Like when me and my ex first became a couple my friends all told me I should break up with him just because he had a rep about being a bit of a player which I guess he was but people change and when I'm single I'm not really.. er... haha let's not go there. Anyway, advice are good yes.

^ well, only some people go too far, but if this happens, then don't tell them anything more about your relationship. (that's what I'd do).

 

*fingers crossed for you* :kiss:

 

naah, don't worry for talking about that topic, you need to spread it somehow, somewhere... that happens a lot when you're in love with someone or you're worried about something.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed too, and playing the cards close to the vest definately. Don't worry, you'll know if anything happens. This guy is hoooot, too. Shit. Seriously, he has eyes exactly like Carl... No joke. It makes me just melt a little tiny bit, everytime. Damn, I hope it works out! :laugh4: :laugh4:

then you should put a picture of him on the sexy fit - men thread :tongue: haha, just kidding.

haha she should! Carl's eyes are.... something :dead:

 

Yeah, I did that. I don't really like talking about those stuff anymore, even with close friends. It's just to personal for me I guess :\

Aww the new part was awsome :nice:

didz is just adorable :heart:

Well Dani im not sure what to say , we prolly feels the same way you do , and i understand ur frustation , why dont you talk with him ?

i know its kind of mad haha but its a good idea i mean might be a good last resrse

hiya Juli!! :nice:

 

^^ oh, really? I used to be quite reserved regarding that even with my closest friends, they used to tell me that I gave them so many surprises... but I have changed. Lately, what I do is: I only tell them a little part of what's going on in my relationship and not always the most important things, and I do it with different people. The ones I trust the most I can tell them more details, the other ones I tell them superficial stuff. I usually prefer to explain this kind of things to people from the internet, I think it's more "safe", somehow. :wink:

 

i'll be back later!!

See the thing is, I talk to him all the time. Like... aaaall the time. It's really taking over my life, I wait for the moments where we hang out around his locker just talking about random shit then walk to class together.

 

My friend was like "Dude. Why don't you just fucking date? You practically are." but lmfao neither of us will say anything! Ack! :laugh4:

 

haha, I've only got a shit picture that I took and posted a couple weeks back before xmas... :laugh4: Can't tell much of anythin', just profile.... I'd post it again if you really want....? He looks so stupid in it cuz he was watching the movie in band like 0.0 LMFAO LMFAO. I have to work on getting a better, more discreet, picture...! jeeez. I can take a picture of anyone but the guy I wanna!!