pics are on their way :wacko:

 

just a seec..

Yesh!!! :dance:

Okay, so these are my old (why?! :lol: ) jeans :heart:

 

 

And my shooees :dance:

 

hahahahaha i thiought you were joking about taping your jeans to put them together:lol: oh my! hahahaha

 

But hey you should leave the holes open for " easy access " if you know what i mean haha

 

But hey, isnt it itchy to have the tape inside the jeans? Just wondering :wacky:

hahahahaha i thiought you were joking about taping your jeans to put them together:lol: oh my! hahahaha

 

But hey you should leave the holes open for " easy access " if you know what i mean haha

 

But hey, isnt it itchy to have the tape inside the jeans? Just wondering :wacky:

 

hell no! i'm never kidding :angel:

 

Ah yeah i thought about that, too..but then i realized that the access would've been a bit too easy for some people.. coughykwakamatrixcough

 

And yeah, it felt a bit weird at first but not really anymore..

i guess i've got used to having stuff in my jeans :shy:

awww like fake lightsabers? :wacky:

 

I hope your undies are brand new or you tape them too? mwhahahaha :lol:

yesh and legos and all :wacko:

 

 

Hahah just kiddin'!

 

 

 

Well, undies are so expensive too and i can't really afford to buy new ones so i have to fix the old ones :bigcry:

hahahahaha now you're kidding :wacko:

 

But if you're not i wanna see some prove :o

 

 

*imagines Rolly patching her undie holes with tape * :lol:

No i'm not.... :wacko:

 

Too bad the camera got suddenly broken! i have no idea why.. shit happens :(

:bigcry:

Aww don't worry! just give me your address and i'll send you one pair..

 

I really don't want to lose any of them but i guess i can do this for you *sniff*

Aww that's the sweetest thing ever :blush:

 

But you got it, remember the vinyl? :wacko:

 

Maybe you can send me another vinyl you dont need and add the little surprise this time instead of the nasty hair you sent me last time :disappointed:

Time to split! GG is on! Nighty night Rolly :kiss:

Aww that's the sweetest thing ever :blush:

 

But you got it, remember the vinyl? :wacko:

 

Maybe you can send me another vinyl you dont need and add the little surprise this time instead of the nasty hair you sent me last time :disappointed:

 

 

Oh yeah true! i already forgot :blush:

 

I must have your address here...somewhere :wacky:

But i'll find it and then send you some nice suprises! It could be some The Strokes vinyl this time :cool3:

I'm feeling crap :(

 

bah... i dunno..i just feel so lonely. And i know that's also because i'm so closed. I don't even think any of my friends truly know me.

 

Blooaaa argh :bigcry:

 

And it's darn hard because it seems like NO ONE is interested in me and i'm just some random girl to everyone :disappointed:

 

Bah, never mind. I'm just tired and had a bad evening..

awwww I so know this feeling Rolle-pie...I seriously know it...and it sucks so much...

 

I know I can't help you....and although many things have changed in my life during the past 6 months I still have evenings like that....they put you so down....definitely

 

all I can say is hat there can only be better times...and you should look forward to them....yes I never thought that they'd exist either....but now I know that they do...and I sooooo much hope for you, Rolle that you'll experience them as soon as it's possible....pretty pretty please....I know how you feel...

 

here's a :kiss:

 

always remember that you are a geiler Affe....no matter what others say...

 

there's something I've learned: you shouldn't care what others say (I did...)...if you are self-confident enough to say that you don't care and just do what you think is the right thing then you appear to be interesting....but if you just sit there and don't say anything then you can't even show the others what you're like.....and if they don't like you...well fuck them! There will always be people who think you are special and not just a random person...I'm sure about that....(haha well I said some things here that still are going wrong in my life sometimes and I don't even know if it is the same in your life...:wacky:)

haah so random now, but guess who just wrote me an sms (note: it's saturday evening I know this person is on a party he was looking forward to tonight...)....asking me stuff about uni...and wishing me a nice evening.....that's so funny and random...erm yes..:wacky:

Aw thanks Julia.

 

I'm not feeling that bad anymore..But last night was just blah..it must've been because i was so tired and watching some movie about luuuv.

 

But yeah, those times SUCK! I just feel like i need someone special..someone to talk to, someone who'd listen and show that i mean something to him/her. Mwah, maybe that'll come later. I'm not too desperate at the moment though :nice:

 

I'm genuilly happy for you Juliet! I'm glad you've found someone like that. Take a good care of your friendship, okay? :kiss:

awwww it's good to hear that you feel better Rolle....I know these moments...you're alone, it's a saturday evening....you watch a movie about love or something like that or you listen to sad music and suddenly you start to feel like that and think too much about your life....and the next day you probably laugh about it...

 

awww thanks Rolle...that's so nice of you...I'll definitely take care of this friendship and many others I made during my short time in Bonn I've had so far...I'm so happy with these people...I'm so happy that I made this decision....and I hope for you that you will be able to make such a big change in your life as well as soon as possible..:kiss:

yeah exactly..doh, girls can be silly sometimes :P

Nah, i always realize how lucky i am when i watch some tv shows about people who have nothing. Or people who have been in an accident and lost their arms or something. Then i realize how fucking silly it is to think like i do sometimes doh.

 

yeah well, i probably will go study into some other uni than my city's soo.. i kind of have to find new friends. But i'm not sure..as i can study all that med-school stuff here and i think that'd be interesting! But on the other hand i want to study languages, too :wacko:

 

But we'll see..

Aww cheer up Rolly :kiss:

You're one of the coolest girl i know and to be honest i can really talk to you without thinking" omg, if i say this she might freak out so i better shup up" and that's the best cos i can be honest and talk to you as if you were a guy ( saying this in a very good way, dont get me wrong :kiss: ) and hey when you get a bf, the guy is totally gonna love that about you and if he doesnt i'm gonna kick his ass :mellow:

 

Just hope you won't be like one of those girls that after they finally have a bf they totally left out all of their friend and don't use the pc anymore :disappointed:

 

But in any case, if you happen to disappear cos of that, i'll be glad cos you'll be having fun ( fun as in hanging out cuddling etc, not what your'e thinking you perv haha and yeah i know that well haha) with a nice guy :wacko:

 

:kiss:

Aww cheer up Rolly :kiss:

You're one of the coolest girl i know and to be honest i can really talk to you without thinking" omg, if i say this she might freak out so i better shup up" and that's the best cos i can be honest and talk to you as if you were a guy ( saying this in a very good way, dont get me wrong :kiss: ) and hey when you get a bf, the guy is totally gonna love that about you and if he doesnt i'm gonna kick his ass :mellow:

 

Just hope you won't be like one of those girls that after they finally have a bf they totally left out all of their friend and don't use the pc anymore :disappointed:

 

But in any case, if you happen to disappear cos of that, i'll be glad cos you'll be having fun ( fun as in hanging out cuddling etc, not what your'e thinking you perv haha and yeah i know that well haha) with a nice guy :wacko:

 

:kiss:

 

 

Haha i was actually laughing out loud when i read this :wacky:

 

cheers semi pervy Renny! And yeah.. i know i don't get shocked too easily..too bad not everyone knows that haha. Well, my friends do but that's about it then.

 

Gah, i'm a pc freak. I'll never be able to life without a pc :o that's just too scary to even think about :bigcry:

So no worries, i'll stick with coldplaying till i'm 80 :wacko:

 

Oooh, i could just as well have some other kind of fun raawr :whip: Not that there's anything wrong with cuddling.. :blush: aww, cuddling!

other kind of fun? :wacko:

 

*read his siggy and imagines rolly throwing 1,000 euros on the table in order to have fun* :lol:

 

Mwhaha , i'll keep picking on you til you're 80 then :wacky:

Though, i dont think i'll live for that long :o

Haha yeeessh that kind of fun :wacky:

 

But hey! Why wouldnt you be alive then? Too much sex doesn't kill you know.. It'll only keep you healthy :cool3:

hahahaha i don't know i always had the feeling i'm gonna die young :uhoh:

And then i'm gonna party in hell cos there's no way i'm going to heaven :dance:

 

And i'm not that healthy, wanna help me out to get healthier? :wink3: