I am going tobe in a diet soon... I really have to lose some weight :disappointed:

 

I wanna meet fellow coldplayers.... it'd be a crazy party!!!:wacko:

Freakin double posts :mean:

i do crunches when i eat things like cookies. :lol:

 

:dance: san diego. ♥

imma stay 5 days with lina! im so psyched :D:D:D

i bet her house prweetty. :wacky:

 

aaw, i see :laugh3: can i buy you some? :surprised:

 

 

 

 

 

CARLACARLACARLACARLACARLACARLACARLACARLACARLACARLA.

guess whaaat.

what??:surprised:

Izzzzzzz so ur coming to SD!.....Kool i hope u have fun here!

carla: chicken butt. muahuaha :wacky:

 

vivi: yes, & you better say hi to me after the concert!

carla: chicken butt. muahuaha :wacky:

 

:dozey:

 

 

:rolleyes:

 

 

:lol:

 

 

:hug:

 

 

:kiss:

:lol:

 

:kiss::hug:

izzy you're going to a concert??? :dance:

 

vivi: yes, & you better say hi to me after the concert!

 

Were gonna be sitting pretty close together IZZZZZZZZZ!......its gonna be fun! and if u guys get their early as i think ur we can talk before the concert! well that is if u want too.:D

oh i'm not sitting next to lina.. :sad:

 

 

min, yess!! ♥

oh i'm not sitting next to lina.. :sad:

♥

 

 

Oh where u sitting then?

YAY Iz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

That's awesome!!! :dance:

 

 

My next concert is coming up in 5 days :P

GAAAAH.

 

I hate it when my mother starts talking about my weight... and my eating habits.

 

That I'm growing fat... I binge eat...

 

I don't need her to remind me, dammit!!! I'm already struggling so much with it, she's not helping by bringing me down.

 

Fuck it.

Ahahahaha, as if your fat :lol:.

Thats a good one Min! :laugh4:.

:lol: Thanks Chris :P

 

 

I have gained a lot of weight in the last year though...

 

It's really stupid though... I had an eating disorder last time (I'm not proud of it, but it's not something I should hide either) and all she wanted me to do was eat. And now I'm back to my original weight, give or take a couple of kilos, and now she calls me fat.

It's no wonder that the occurrence of anorexia and bullumia is ballooning :thinking:

My mom keeps questioning me about being anorexic or purposely starving myself, just because I haven't been too hungry and have been eating pretty healthily lately. She seems convinced that something's wrong with me; she doesn't seem to understand that I just want to stay healthy. So I kind of know how you feel. :disappointed:

strawberryfields. um, if you're eating healthy there is no reason for your mom to question you.

but what do YOU mean by healthy exactly?

Oh where u sitting then?

:bigcry: i wouldn't know, cuz i think my dad bought my ticket but he won't tell me. :shifty:

 

but i bet you is way back, probably even on the lawn. :sad:

Hello guys! :nice: What topic were you discussing just now? Min's fat??? :wreck:

hello Rudyooooo!!!:wacko:

 

 

@ Min: u aint FAT at ALL 4 God's sake!!!

Hi Carla :hug:

 

Have you ever seen Min before? :dozey: But, you're right, she ain't fat! :D

I've seen her in pics... she aint fat!!

 

Neither am I but I need to lose some wright tho!:\

Awww Rudz :hug:

 

Carla :hug:

 

That's one thing about my parents that really gets on my nerves. Talking about how much weight I've put on is not going to help me in any way.

ha! I know wit doesn't but if you are happy with the way you look I guess that in the end that's all that really matters!

 

Plus you are such a nice person, and that's by far more important than just looking good!:nice: