It's just so strange. I don't know if there is anything serious about it or if it was just to have some fun:confused:

 

I actually don't want to be the reason for a fucked up relationship and I can't really imagine I could be, because she is so much prettier than me...:wacky:

 

on the other hand I think we would fit together way better....but hm I don't want to think that, because I know that it was just like that last night and everything will be like it was before....

:whip: don't say that!

beauty is the eye of the beholder! [/cheesy]

no, but seriously.. if he likes you better obviously you're more beautiful to him than her :smiley:

don't give up hope! maybe yes, it is for just fun.

but what if it's not? i get worried like that too.. but it doesn't help believe me.

if you let things fall into place on their own you'll see if it's ment to be.

 

:hug:

:hug:

 

yeah I think I should get a more positive view about myself....:disappointed:

but I never thought a guy like him could be interested in me in any way....so he probably regrets it today...

 

so I don't really have high hopes about because I know that I will disappointed after all anyways....so I will see what happens and don't have too high expectations so I won't get too disappointed after all...

 

well I am much cooler than his girlfriend I think....more easy going and stuff....but uhm well I don't know...

STOP BEING SO NEGATIVE! :bigcry: you're beautiful ♥

if eric was here he'd call me a hypocrite :shame:

i really should take my own advice.

 

don't put your hopes to high, yep.

guys are unpredictable :uneasy: then again some girls are too.

dating in general is complicated.. i had my fair share of failed boyfriends.

 

& yes, you probably are much cooler than her :nice:

I know I should stop it:bigcry:

 

omg I felt so cool yesterday to be out with him ahhaha...:wacky:

 

and I know that hypocrite thing....I tend to be the same.....it's easy for me to give other advice about their confidence, etc.....but me myself is so not self-confident...

 

I find it super complicated...that's why it never really worked...it just confuses me far too much....and I never really get when somebody is really itnerested in me or not...

i think i notice too fast.. :confused:

it's a curse, sometimes is better to be clueless about who likes you.

 

aw :blush: i hope he calls ♥

good luck :heart:

well I know that he will write me on icq....I am pretty sure about that...but I think he will just forget what was yesterday and that's it...

 

I can imagine that it is better sometimes...

don't be so negative.. :disappointed:

it brings bad karma :/

Awwww .... superduperhappy mood for me now. :heart:

Ah, I miss that girl so much, haha. We're gonna talk on the phone soon again.

Can't believe how great it was to hear her voice again ... oh and the memories, hehe. :heart:

I know I shouldn't be.....but I have always been unlucky....always....when it comes to these things

awwww that's really great to hear Imke:wacko:

 

when was the last time that you have really talked to her?

Well, we chatted a little from time to time ... but she hasn't been online for some time, because she doesn't have a laptop.

Aww *happy*

I remember how she brought me to the bus station when I left Spain ... she's the sweetest. We had "churros" as breakfast and hugged and hugged and hugged ... and I'm actually not a hugging person. :lol:

imkeeee :heart: i'm so happy for you ♥

awwwwwwwwwwww...:blush:

 

so you must have become really close I guess....

 

that reminds me of the australian guests we had at World Youth day 2005....it was so sad when they had to leave....that one girl was crying so much when she was sitting in the bus before they left....:sad:

I don't know, she's just such a positive and sweet person. She's the one who can make you feel better no matter how bad you feel.

And we lived together for five months ... oh the memories ... haha.

 

Aww, they cried?! :( Are you still in contact?

 

I didn't cry at all ... I only realised that I wouldn't see all those people for a long long time when I was at the airport.

awwww 5 months is quite a long time I think....I mean the guests we had only stayed for some days and they even cried when they left....:wacky:

 

we aren't in contact anymore....unfortunately...:\

 

yeah I think you often realise it that you won't see them for quite a long time when you are at home already....

She used to cook for us ... she's quite a good cook and she obviously cooked Italian. :wacky:

Oh and we "decorated" our flat together ... hehe. Oh ... sometimes I miss that time. :heart:

 

Aww, that's a pity. :(

 

Yup ... happened to me. It's so strange that I haven't seen her for 10 months and I still feel like she could come into my room any second screaming "Imkiiiiiiiiii" haha. :P

awwwwww that sounds great:blush:

 

some people just never really go even if they are far away and you haven't seen them in a long time...

I really need to get some prints of my photos ... I have like 2000 photos from that time ... my friends told me I should get a Japanese passport because I take as many pics as them anyway. :dozey: :P

 

Ah, I know ...

wahaah that's a great idea with the passport:wacky:

 

did you go there after your Abitur? Or while your Studium?(:wacky:)

During my Studium. :wacky: I was an ERASMUS student, although the people in Andalusia (where I was) say ERAMUUUUHHH. :wacky:

ahhh here in Bonn are many Erasmus students as well....must be fun

Yeah, we have a lot of Erasmus students too. Some are really good at speaking German and others (mostly Spanish people) seem to be completely uninterested in learning German. :uhoh:

 

Haha ... just had to think of what we did in our kitchen:

 

 

hahaha that's :wacky:

 

"Zeit sich zu benudeln":freak:

 

ahhhhh I think I should turn off my laptop,.....it's getting so hot again....I want a new one:bigcry:

Hehe, we ate a lot of pasta. :P The other one says "Zeit sich zu bekekseln" :wacky:

 

Aww, okay ... I should probably go soon too. Have to get up early and my head kinda hurts. Hehe, it was just such a boost to talk to my friend again.

Can't believe I've never posted in this thread. :stunned:

 

So here comes my first post. :wacky: