I've put up too much love, hope and trust, and now I'm regretting myself in embarrassment.

[busybeeburns]

have you spent your £££ yet? :cool4:

[Guest LiquidSky]

Haha! I'm doing fine, but a bit exhausted. :freak:

 

Actually I feel like being ignored. Ignored by a person who I really care as a very best friend. The most disappointing part is I don't think he cares about how much I care about him. I'm not asking for anything in return, but well, you know how it feels when someone you're depending on, choose to ignore you like a fool.

 

And now I feel embarrassed to myself for doing such a fail attempt to become a good buddy. :disappointed: :shame:

 

It was actually nothing, maybe I was too tired with studies and I've become a bit emotional. :lol: And wtf, I think my English writing skills are rusting! :stunned:

 

 

:hug: :kiss:

 

 

 

 

I know how you feel :/

 

[Electric.Candy]

hey, you're back.

[Cobalt]

Wooooooooodeh

[Carla]

This is my first thread in... like 6 months? :shame:

 

Okay, so just read the title.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

:sad:

 

Well at least you're back! :awesome:

 

Haha! I'm doing fine, but a bit exhausted. :freak:

 

Actually I feel like being ignored. Ignored by a person who I really care as a very best friend. The most disappointing part is I don't think he cares about how much I care about him. I'm not asking for anything in return, but well, you know how it feels when someone you're depending on, choose to ignore you like a fool.

 

And now I feel embarrassed to myself for doing such a fail attempt to become a good buddy. :disappointed: :shame:

 

It was actually nothing, maybe I was too tired with studies and I've become a bit emotional. :lol: And wtf, I think my English writing skills are rusting! :stunned:

 

I've been there and I know how you feel, I hope eveything gets sorted out soon... friends are fools sometimes :P

 

Btw being emotional is perfectly fine! :hug:

 

Rudy made a thread :cheesy:

 

About time he did!

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

Rudy, are you like..

REALLY BACK?

Or just this spontaneous thread, then disappear again?

[Carla]

I think he'll disappear as soon as he geys back to school/uni/college/wtvr :uneasy:

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

Like me :rolleyes:

[Carla]

Zactly... same thing

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

Yeah but, I'm hardly missed. Which is fine by me :P I like being neutral here.

So it's hardly noticeable.

But Rudz, Rudz is love around here.

 

He is truly missed, and I miss his tennis thread.

[rudy_o]

Rudeh. :heart:

Lowwwwww :lips:

 

Rudz! :hug:

Coolsige! :hug:

 

:( auch rudy.

:hug: i hope you feel better.

Thanks. :hug:

 

have you spent your £££ yet? :cool4:

:rolleyes:

 

 

 

 

That means "yes" :P

 

:hug: :kiss:

 

 

 

 

I know how you feel :/

:hug:

 

hey, you're back.

Yeah I am bakkkkkk

 

Wooooooooodeh

That doesn't sound like Rudy :bigcry:

 

Well at least you're back! :awesome:

 

 

 

I've been there and I know how you feel, I hope eveything gets sorted out soon... friends are fools sometimes :P

 

Btw being emotional is perfectly fine! :hug:

 

:D

 

 

 

Yeah but, I'm hardly missed. Which is fine by me :P I like being neutral here.

So it's hardly noticeable.

But Rudz, Rudz is love around here.

 

He is truly missed, and I miss his tennis thread.

Alexaaaaaaaa :bigcry:

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

Alexaaaaaaaa :bigcry:

 

Hello there :D

[rudy_o]

I still can feel the pain.

[busybeeburns]

:(

[rudy_o]

Why on earth I am so pessimistic these days!? I looked up at my usertitle, my siggy, and even myself, they're all NEGATIVE! :freak:

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

Oh Rudz, I bet it's temporary :(

[rudy_o]

:hug:

 

:lips:

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

:lips:

 

Are you watching Roland Garros this year? :cheesy:

[rudy_o]

No, I bet I'll be busy throughout the year. FML. :shame:

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

But... but.. like..

You're busy, more than I am, like.. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK? :wreck:

[rudy_o]

Strange much, huh?

 

I'm busier than you, so you can imagine how busy med students are, here in Malaysia. :shrug:

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

I'd die if I studied medicine there.

[rudy_o]

Maybe it's hectic because it's a preparatory programme before I fly abroad?

[i'maveryneatMonster.']

Could be :mean:

Anyway, just keep up the hard work :heart:

[rudy_o]

Thanks. :kiss: