I've put up too much love, hope and trust, and now I'm regretting myself in embarrassment.

[rudy_o]

This is my first thread in... like 6 months? :shame:

 

Okay, so just read the title.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

:sad:

[Dfit00]

Nice seeing you again, Rudy.

 

Tell the details.

[rudy_o]

Hey Rishi :)

 

It's really tricky to describe what I feel at this point. I find that it's just so tough. :(

[NumbersGirl]

I've missed your avi :cry:

[coldplay_is_louve.]

We've missed you, Rudy! :nice: Tell us what's wrong. :heart:

[rudy_o]

OMG I miss you guys a lot :bigcry:

[EmmaLouiseSmyth]

Hey Rudy,

haven't seen you on here in ages :wacko:

 

I was going to ask you how you have been

but the title isn't very promising tbh. :uhoh:

[Dfit00]

Hey Rishi :)

 

It's really tricky to describe what I feel at this point. I find that it's just so tough. :(

That's why we are here to listen. ;)

[rudy_o]

Haha! I'm doing fine, but a bit exhausted. :freak:

 

Actually I feel like being ignored. Ignored by a person who I really care as a very best friend. The most disappointing part is I don't think he cares about how much I care about him. I'm not asking for anything in return, but well, you know how it feels when someone you're depending on, choose to ignore you like a fool.

 

And now I feel embarrassed to myself for doing such a fail attempt to become a good buddy. :disappointed: :shame:

 

It was actually nothing, maybe I was too tired with studies and I've become a bit emotional. :lol: And wtf, I think my English writing skills are rusting! :stunned:

[Destrokk]

I'm sure everything will turn out great :hug:

[rudy_o]

:hug:

 

*listens to Kids*

 

:uhoh:

[William]

Ruddddy

[Destrokk]

CONTROL YUURSELF, TAKE ONLEH WUT YA NEED FROM ET :dance:

 

Decision to decisions are made, And not bought, But I thought this wouldn’t hurt a lot.

I guess not :wacko:

[rudy_o]

Ruddddy

 

Fake plastic William :surprised:

 

How are you? :bigcry:

 

CONTROL YUURSELF, TAKE ONLEH WUT YA NEED FROM ET :dance:

 

Decision to decisions are made, And not bought, But I thought this wouldn’t hurt a lot.

I guess not :wacko:

It wouldn't hurt at all. :dozey: But it's such an annoying feeling, don't you think?

[EmmaLouiseSmyth]

CONTROL YUURSELF, TAKE ONLEH WUT YA NEED FROM ET :dance:

 

Decision to decisions are made, And not bought, But I thought this wouldn’t hurt a lot.

I guess not :wacko:

*sings*

do do do do do dooooo do do do doooo do ......

[rudy_o]

*sings*

do do do do do dooooo do do do doooo do ......

:wtf:

[Destrokk]

I read that and that did came out like Kids :cheesy:

 

I remember I told my friends, "I like Kids" I sounded like such a pedo :lol:

[William]

Fake plastic William :surprised:

 

How are you? :bigcry:

 

Why the cry? haha

I'm pretty good, I'm gonna eat dinner right now!

 

Anyway, how are you? :wacko:

[EmmaLouiseSmyth]

:wtf:

:laugh4:

the synthy part.

[djibou]

Rudy made a thread :cheesy:

[EmmaLouiseSmyth]

I read that and that did came out like Kids :cheesy:

 

I remember I told my friends, "I like Kids" I sounded like such a pedo :lol:

Yay, someone read it as kids.

:laugh4: Haha, well you gotta love kids.

[rudy_o]

Why the cry? haha

I'm pretty good, I'm gonna eat dinner right now!

 

Anyway, how are you? :wacko:

I'm tired. :sick:

 

:laugh4:

the synthy part.

Ooooooooooh! Got it! :lol:

 

Rudy made a thread :cheesy:

:smug:

[pickle]

Rudeh. :heart:

[an angel]

Rudz! :hug:

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

:( auch rudy.

:hug: i hope you feel better.