December 9, 200322 yr God, I am so sad. Ok, here's the whole thing... Ever since I've started going to High School (i'm a 9th grader), I have hated it, well... a few weeks ago, I developed a small problem of skipping, so far this year... I've missed like 13 days, so me and my dad had a meeting and all that with people at my school on how to get this ressolved, well...one person said that since I'm 15, he could have called the Courts already and have us go in, and then I'd go to Childrens Village.. Which is like a Bootcamp thing for 6 months long. Well, of course, after all that, my dumbass skipped again today...But, my dad never found out because I called my step dad and he called me in like I was sick... Well, the whole thing is...Now that I've done it again, I have terrible, terrible temptations and feelings like I'm going to do it again.. I'm staying up all night tonight no matter what in order to that thought in my head of NOT doing it, because if I had to ever be taken away from my Father to go to that place, I would die of depression most likely because my dad means the world to me and I love him more then anything (considering my parents are divorced and I live with him) and I don't ever want to this happen. :( My dad also wouldn't be in too good of shape either. :( Thank god this Christmas I'm turning 16, which by American law...they can't do that then because you don't technically have to be in school unless your 15 or under. I have another 2 weeks to survive until christmas break and it's going to be a struggle but I have to pull through it. And believe me, if you didn't think this whole thing didn't bring tears to my eyes, think again. :cry:
December 9, 200322 yr Aww Brian :cry: Hunni! If there's anything I can do, you know you can always talk to me about it. I wish I could just make everything better for you, I really do. I believe you can pull through as well ... :)
December 9, 200322 yr Author Awww, thanks Julia. :( Why do I feel the need to skip? Because High School is very hard for me and at time's I literally lose my mind there. For me, It's very overwhelming and hard.
December 9, 200322 yr dude I don't know how you are gonna make it in school tomorrow with no sleep...well I'll be pulling for you not to skip *crosses fingers* I gotta get soem sleep though...it's getting late here!
December 9, 200322 yr try to focus on the things you like about school and the things you do well in. Have fun at school tomorrow :cool: (Maybe it'll be better tomorrow, you never know...you can always hope...have faith!) :D Bye!
December 9, 200322 yr Author Thanks but I did sleep more today though.. Plus, with my shower in the morning, I'll be more awake. I have to be determined to go there. And I have to stay up all night so I can keep these thoughts in my head about if I skip and have to go to that place and won't be able to see my dad. To be honest, there is 0 things I like about school. I only actually do good in one class. It's like since Middle School, I fell apart kinda because I can't get over not being there and how I miss and actually enjoyed it.
December 9, 200322 yr Aw Brian :( I just know everything's gonna work out. Stick it out until Christmas break and maybe after a little while off during the break you won't mind going back so much. I know school is a pain but it's alot better than the alternative. Remember you can always talk to me about stuff :cool: I heart you! :D
December 9, 200322 yr man, im having the same problem right now....like i don't completely skip, like i stay in school, but im always in the music hall. I like spend my whole day there, and I always skip chemistry to go to the BIG morning class that I wish I was in. :/ plus there is this guy that i like in that class!heeheehee its surprisingly hard to quite skipping once u've started, so good luck with that all, and maybe I'll stop skipping chemistry to go to music (like that'll happen!)
December 9, 200322 yr When you had this temptations of skipping, try to think in your dad. I'm sure he also would be alone if you have to go. Anyways, be strong!! I'm sure you can... ;)
December 9, 200322 yr Author Thanks Jess, I'm glad I can always talk to ya. :D But I think quitting high school and getting a job would be so much easier for me... Heh, I FUCKING KILLED THAT SKIPPING TEMPTATION TODAY.
December 9, 200322 yr awwwww bri bri. luckily i got banged up so i didnt go to school today but it sucks for me SUCKS. i cant wait til highschool. i skip ALOT but not that serious. i have 5 school days left until x-m,as because im leaving early to go to cali. you can pull through hun :D
December 9, 200322 yr Author Awww, I'm sorry about that Amanda. Glad you're ok, sexy thing you. ;) Yes, yes I hope I can pull through. :D By the way, you're not in High School yet Amanda? :stunned: No offense or anything, I just thought you were... :confused: :stunned: By the way, believe me....you can wait until high school, IT SUCCCCKS FAT DONKEY BALLSSS.
December 9, 200322 yr Author I doubt that... I'd rather have a job at the Grocery Store or the Party Store anyday.
December 9, 200322 yr I never thought that I would, but I reeeeally miss high school. I dunno but it seems like working life is a whole lot more repetitive than school life. It's hard to see the perks of school while you're still in it but there are some. ;)
December 9, 200322 yr I'm actually having the same problems with skipping, i keep on skipping my third period class (I only have 4 periods) well..because it's right after lunch and sometimes after talking to my friends at lunch I get a little sad about things and like to write and think rather then go to class..I have no idea how you're going to stop skipping, cos I don't know how I'm going to stop either..we're just gunna have to kick ourselves in the ass until we find ourselves in the class room i guess :/ ..but seriously, best of luck to ya
December 10, 200322 yr I dunno but it seems like working life is a whole lot more repetitive than school life. It's hard to see the perks of school while you're still in it but there are some. ;) totally agree with you on that one! two weeks is not that bad! hang in there!
December 10, 200322 yr why do you skip in the first place what do you do its your fault you got yourself into this is it really that hard to not skip school?
December 10, 200322 yr Once ya get started with the skipping it becomes like a habit and it can kinda be hard to break I guess :/ I dunno, I only ever skipped class once in all of high school and that was at the end of grade 12, just to say that I did it. :lol: MAJOR GEEK.
December 10, 200322 yr ive never done it before if i skip a class i get far behind cuz classes are 90minutse long herre
December 10, 200322 yr They were at my school too. But I never really minded class all that much, I just kinda sat and talked with my friends the whole time. :lol:
December 10, 200322 yr dude im in the middle of class guy to my right is waiting to copy my answers but i dont want him to and he's singing about freaken cheeseburgers person behind me is kicking my desk infront of me he smells and talks too much im like too smart for this class go figure
December 10, 200322 yr Man there used to be this one kid that sat in front of me in Global History who smelled like pepperoni all the time. :/
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