I'm once again afraid to go asleep.

I find it weird that my own self injury got a lot of notes on Tumblr..

some people are weird, I mean more weird than normal, like really WTF?!!?!

^OMG THAT WAS MY 1000th post, and I don't even know how to say that ordinal number in english!

I really need a smoke, but I can't. This sucks.

i like how i make light of my life, but i don't know if everyone understands i'm joking :uhoh:

can we not just accept that people enjoy certain things without it being an example of any kind of internalized prejudice

 

we've all been through different shit that's made us like this

 

i, for one, have been burned by girls. i am intimidated by girls, as girls were the culprits of the bullying. i still give everyone a fair chance, regardless of gender, but don't call me misogynistic because the majority of my friends end up being guys.

 

a specific group of girls taught me to hate myself, but i still learned and internalized to be careful around girls in general. that's not my fault. that's not their fault. it's just how things end up.

 

a lot of super-empowered hyper feminist girls seem to be practicing sexism despite their own efforts and perpetuating the woman-on-woman mindset they say they're fighting against...

 

and seriously...i don't understand the pro-choice argument that there are no consequences of sex for men, so there shouldn't be for women. there obviously are consequences, or there would be no problem. find a different argument. and i can't believe such an avid feminist would tell another woman to "fuck off" for being pro-life and defending that opinion. wow. i don't know where i stand as of now, but i should probably put more thought into this.

OK, you're arguing over how to cook potatoes...again!!! Surely there must be a better topic than this...??

 

Good God, what HAVE I signed on for??

 

GTF to bed before I start spanking people,lol.

why do you split yourselves into lighter and darker

why aren't we just people yet

 

why

 

why are you fighting against racism but dividing the races even more

why

well, that's deep

Why does everything have to be kept a secret..

Thanks society. Maybe I'm different, okay.

^THIS.

 

Also thinking that 2 hours sleep probably isn't enough to get through today.

^ You don't say!!!

^Lol. It wasn't by choice, that's for sure!*Yawns*

herp

I'm not going to be able to finish my homework in time am i?

Ahhh, a little more sleep goes a loooooong way. And pay day tomorrow!:D

Ugh. x.x can this week be over already..

Hmmm...thinking of changing my avi to a pic of Jonny. Big step,lol.

Dad, how many times do I have to tell you that I don't have time for piano practice right now? -_-

So thirsty. :blank: too lazy. :blank: So contradicting.

Almost there...

Ok, i'm going to find out the truth this afternoon :sneaky:

Okay so...I don't know why I'm so against people knowing about this at school..

 

TO SELF: JUST ACKNOWLEDGE HIM AT SCHOOL. WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE THINK.

you don't even fucking know me