April 9, 200620 yr uncooked cheese! u crazy biatch! :stunned: Reilly smells :nice: how awkward :uhoh:
April 9, 200620 yr man, this guy from work who i went out with for like 2 weeks a few months ago, asked me out again tonight. i said no lol. but we are still friends nonetheless. im having weird fantasies about ravaging him in the crew room, then leaving him. lol. silly boy. he stops the relationship stupidly, then he tries it again, what does he think will happen. pfft. he just needs a chick all the time. i like this other guy and want him so bad. arghhhhhhh... i also want to do Matt Helders from Arctic Monkeys. mmmmmm Males :nice:
April 9, 200620 yr Uh.......this whole situation sounds really awkward.... and I think it is a good example how a kiss can change a friendship! But about the "this shouldn't have happened" thing.....I think that it wasn't that wrong....I mean....how should you know how she felt about it? So there was a 50/50 chance left....either saying it was right...or saying it was wrong....ok...or not even talking about it...which would have been awkward aswell...... I only can say that I wouldn't have known how to be behave in such a situation.....and that it really must be AWKWARD!
April 9, 200620 yr ^^ obviously theres a 50/50 chance, but if u put herself in the girls place, imagine, u go, and kiss a guy (and she did it willingly, otherwise he would hae known) and then you have to hear from him that it shouldnt have happened? My theory is that a girl usually kisses a guy coz she wants to, no matter who initiates the kiss, if she doesnt want to be kissed she'll either say it or she'll demonstrate it after (or during) the kiss, and i dont think either of it happened, so if she wanted (and he also wanted, as he was the one who kissed her), why shouldnt it have happened ?! but maybe thats just me...
April 9, 200620 yr Author Woah woah woah my brain! Believe me guys I'm thinking about this way too much, its really beginning to get to me. It just couldnt have happened at a worse time, the way we left eachother and wont see eachother for three weeks, and I've lost my mobile phone so no contact there either, if it all had have happened last week it would be resolved by now and I wouldnt even be thinking about it. Mariana you make a good point but even if she wanted to at the time, maybe she just wasnt thinking? I know I was thinking purely in an erotic light, I just wanted to kiss a pretty girl, and I did, it should not have been one of my best friends. I thought this was how she felt too, it was just a nice idea at the time but obviously has made things awkward, and was un-necessary and therefore shouldnt have happened If she thinks it should have happened, then that takes us down a new road of beyond friendship, and I dont think she wants that, maybe I'm wrong. But I know when I said it shouldnt have happened, she seemed really unhappy about it, and I dont know why. OK so right now I like her in a dating kindof way, but like I explained, its just because of how she left, and Im pretty alone in my building and have had way too much time to think about things (See- "The Worst Part of Being Alone" thread). I'll have to wait until I see her again in 3 weeks and things are back to normal until I know how I feel, I'm worried about how she feels...
April 9, 200620 yr you had already told me how she loked when u told her that it whouldnt have happened, and by her reaction, maybe she does want something beyond friendship... i think the 3 weeks away from each other ight be good coz it will give both of u time to think about it. so maybe when u meet again ull either realize u want to be with each other (but right now i dont think thats the case) or ull just put everything behind and go back into normality (is this a word? :thinking: )
April 9, 200620 yr Author That last post of yours just made me realise that I want normality, I dont want to be her boyfriend. Then again I've come to this conclusion many times this weekend, as well as the conclusion that I might really like her, like you said I'll just have to wait and see... I'm almost sure that when we see eachother again, and things go back to normal with everyone, things will go back to normal with us, and it'll be comfortable again.
April 9, 200620 yr Well, it is just a matter of time... try not to think about it so much... (i know its hard being alone and all, but i think its better then keep thinking about it all the time)
April 9, 200620 yr Author Yeah, I just need something to do with my time. I'm going home in two days, so I have two days to occupy myself (Yet I cant spend any money). I just came from watching a football match with a few guys, now I'm going to drink a whole crate of beer with them, I hope it doesnt bring out even deeper thoughts...
April 9, 200620 yr :laugh4: i dont think i can have deep thoughts when im drunk... im not one of those philosopher drunks, who once in a while in the middle of the drinking comes out with those wise thoughts... im a happy drunk... i talk, and talk, and talk... just like when im sober... :laugh4:
April 9, 200620 yr Author Hahaha I think we all feel that way most of the time, but when I'm beginning to sober up, late at night, I start thinking pretty seriously. Its not good, at least it wont be.
April 9, 200620 yr u know the solution to that dont u? DONT GET SOBER!! :laugh4: (Mariana, and her simple advices to avoid deep thought by all means... specially the means that involves alcohol!!) :laugh4:
April 9, 200620 yr Author This just in!>>> I just saw her, in my building, in the hall, shes been here since yesterday morning! I was wondering why she didnt come to say goodbye, she never left, and I dont know why the hell she didnt tell me, but I just saw her, and talked to her, about nothing, and I have questions, watdoidowatdoidowatdoidowatdoido. She wants to drink too, oh boy. I just realised how wrong this could go. Nevertheless, cant turn back now. Later!
April 9, 200620 yr OMG!!!! What a twist in the events!!! i guess tonight might come out better than expected... :wink3: kiddin... tell us how it went later... maybe ull realize tonight what exactely u want with her!!
April 9, 200620 yr Author We're in the middle of drinking right now! Its a laugh. I told them I was just going to check my emails (Im thinking of you mariana :P) We're both getting quite drunk, hmm. I hope we dont continue down a wrong road. We've been looking at eachother quite a lot too, I dunno. Its not awkward though, maybe it will be tomorow...
April 9, 200620 yr Author Hahaha this is so weird I cant wait to read it tomorow. OK so I dont know whats going on, Ive had a LOT to drink, far more then anyone else, therefore I am much more pissed. The girl in question is drinking, I think shes still very sober though. I've had about 12 cans of carling in the space of a few wee hours, that just doesnt make sense. I dunno, but me and her are comfortable (But maybe its because we're around other people) I dunno. Seeya again in a few hours!
April 9, 200620 yr Author I cant believe I'm writing so legibly. Woah, I almost sound like acompletely sane person. Except for messing up the word com[pletetly
April 10, 200620 yr Author WOLLY! Where have you been?! OK, so tonight me and her have kissed again. She is in my bed, behind me right now. I dont know wheteher this is the typical way we go to sleep together, or soemthgine more then that. I dont want to go to bed hahahaa
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