June 19, 201016 yr Author Me too. <3 Although they never say that. They just tell me how mean I am to them.
June 19, 201016 yr Me too. <3 Although they never say that. They just tell me how mean I am to them. I actually feel like crap because of that... I tend to be nicer to people who aren't related to me.. I should rot and die.
June 19, 201016 yr Author Yes and then they inform me that I don't appreciate everything they do for me. Yep. Classic. I actually feel like crap because of that... I tend to be nicer to people who aren't related to me.. It's easier that way.
June 19, 201016 yr Author Why? It's because you're not so familiar with them, so you generally feel the need to be polite.
June 19, 201016 yr What about close friends? They'd be put into the family category I say, you treat them the same type of way I think. I think you treat all people you really care about like that :thinking:
June 19, 201016 yr Author What about close friends? Well I'm not really "friends" with my parents, so I'm inclined to be a jerk to them. I'm going to be nice with my friends, and I tend to never get into arguments with close friends, but it depends on which friend because I feel like some of my close friends I could be a jerk to, and some I couldn't.
June 19, 201016 yr Well I'm always nice to my friends but they never really piss me off like my parents do. If my friend does piss me off I'd probably act like I would with my parents. I think that's what I was trying to say earlier :thinking:
June 19, 201016 yr I can have arguments with my friends, but never be rude to them just because I'm mean.
June 19, 201016 yr Author I'm never rude to any of my friends on purpose. I'm actually only ever rude to one of them, one of my two best friends. We know each other so well that sometimes we sort of argue. It's never very bad at all though. Mostly I'm impulsively rude to her if she annoys me, cause she can kind of annoy me easily at times, but I always regret being rude to her later. I'm fine with all my other friends though.
June 19, 201016 yr I'm always the one who shuts up, you know? Friends can yell at me, insult me, and I won't make a move to make them feel like they make me feel.
June 19, 201016 yr I feel kinda like Zoe right now. Except I'm freaking out because I realised there's no way this summer will be exactly like my last summer. :bomb: Even though I hated most of last summer, I just can't take it not being the same. :bomb:
June 19, 201016 yr :hug: I may get over it eventually, like by next year when I'll most likely want everything about my summer to be exactly like this one. :bomb: Maybe not though.
June 19, 201016 yr I can tell that I'm going to end up putting a lot of work into trying to make this the same, listening to the same music, going the same places, doing the same things, all kinds of that stuff. It's gonna be exhausting and I really shouldn't but I know I will. It's going to be a pretty pathetic attempt though, it won't work and I won't do it right and it will probably upset me even more. Ohhh, I have issues. :disappointed: I kinda really want to talk to Zoe about this right now, I'm sure she must understand. So anyways Marisa, how are you? :P
June 19, 201016 yr Mine won't be the same either Crests.:( :hug: I mean, it will be very nice because I can relax, but I know that there's nothing really special going on. And also because I don't really know what is going to happen and that scares me:uhoh:
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