I posted that before I saw the two posts above it, by the way.

Nathan, you should find another way to approach ladies !

Nathan, you should find another way to approach ladies !

 

Hahaha. I knew I was doing something wrong *hangs head in shame*

Jeez, we're gonna need help on this! Who volunteers to teach him the good ways?

I'm afraid your legs are too naked in your avatar, so I am not listening to what you are saying/

First--> they're not naked, they're just kinda long, my skirt is not that short :snobby:

Second--> What would it change to the fact that I'm trying to give you advices? :uhoh:

 

Hiiii people btw !

^Hey you drunky le pew :lips:

I'm not drunk! :snobby:

my best friend is probably probably probably going to leave me with her boyfriend in summer....whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..and I was so hurt when she said the only thing that keeps her here is her boyfriend so she is going to take him with her......:bigcry:

 

I will probably die of loneliness:freak:

Awww, I'm sorry. :(

But you've got other friends to turn to, don't you? :(

 

My best friend is going to graduate in March and then she'll move away and I probably won't see her for a long long time ...

And she doesn't have much time for me at the moment either ... :disappointed:

well, all these people here I know from uni are going to do their bachelor this summer...I don't know how many stay here....and even if many of them stay here....my best friend is the only one I am constantly contacting---I am rather depended on her...because she sees those people at uni everyday...and I never see anyone, because I am at work every day....it's not sure yet if she will really leave....but she is planning to do so...so, I know that we will actually only have half a year left and that's it....she wants to move to Bremen and I will move away next year, too when I have finished my apprenticeship....:confused:

 

awwwwww it sucks, doesn't it?:hug:

 

I have the impression that she doesn't really care that much about me anymore...esp. since she is with that boyfriend with whom she is really happy:snobby:

it's not that she doesn't go out with me anymore...but in case of friendship...uhm I don't know...

Aww, I understand.

I'm way too dependent on a few people too.

It's going to be a huge test for your friendship ... I think you'll know how "close" you really are once she's not close anymore.

Same goes for me and I think we'll stop having contact, because I often don't hear a thing from her during the semester breaks ... and I always accept her apologies instead of telling her that it pisses me off that she can't even reply to my mails.

yeah.....and I am quite sure it won't work,.,.because I think it's really really hard to be close to someone if you only see the person maybe once a year....

 

ahh I see....that really sucks...it must feel as if she doesn't really care about you.....are you really close friends?

 

currently I am jsut pissed off that she keeps complaining if I don't reply to her mails immediately and she never does...

Yup ... that's true. You can always try ... but the distance often kills friendships ... happened before ...

 

At the moment I really feel like she doesn't care about me, which often keeps me awake at night ... she does call pretty often these days and I'm mainly listening to her problems ... for hours. Normally I wouldn't mind, because I'm a good listener, but I've got my problems too and I just wish she'd listen to me for a little longer than 2min for once ...

I should probably kick her ass and tell her to friggin reply to my mails and call me back when she sees that I called (which she does when she's here, but doesn't do when she's at her parents house in the semester breaks ...).

 

Great ... if she doesn't reply herself, she shouldn't complain about you not replying ...

yes it has happened to me before too....

 

and what you are telling about your friend...I sooooo can relate to it...you must be feeling really used by her....I felt like this with friends I had before quite a lot...and it really sucks...:hug:

that might be the reason why I do not really talk about my problems with my friends, because I never really had chances to open myself towards other people.--hmm..:thinking:

At the moment I don't feel that used yet, because she's still trying to find time for me although she's completely stressed with uni and doesn't do anything but studying and writing on her bachelor thesis ... I'm just so afraid of what will happen when she's done with all that ... when she's moving away. :(

:hug: Haha ... I think I talk way too much about myself here ... it would make a lot of things easier, if I could talk this openly about myself with my friends.

 

 

Btw ... I still hear this "swooshing" in my ears ... I think I ruined them at the gig last night.

 

:wacky:

 

hmmmmm I see....so we will both be left alone....:disappointed:

 

hehe well it's the same with me...I talk so much about myself on here...but it's so erm selbstverständlich (haha) that I can come on here and get rid of my problems....I wouldn't even know what to do if you guys weren't here....:wacky:

 

oooh who are these guys?:surprised:

We're lonely girls. :disappointed:

 

Haha ... it just scares me a little sometimes ... but this thread is quite therapeutic for me. :uhoh:

 

Stereophonics. :wacky:

I was in front row ... (I hope the photographers didn't take photos of the audience though :uhoh: )

yes....we are:disappointed:

 

although I am still hoping it will change soon...:wacky:

 

I have improved again about the image about myself I think...ut this can change everyday anyways....

 

oooh I must admit I don't know anything by them...:uhoh:

did you take that pic?

Ah, we're working on it.

We need to stay optimistic, because after all we're nice girls and we deserve better than this.

One of my New Year's resolution is not to drag myself down anymore. :wacky:

 

Yes, I took that pic with the crappy cam of my phone ... most pics I took suck. :disappointed:

I love love love love love Dakota:

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCZxS277oD4]YouTube- Stereophonics - Dakota (Live)[/ame]

It was the last song and I screamed and jumped like crazy, haha ... that was quite therapeutic as well. :wacky:

yes...it was one of my new years resolutions, too....well at the beginning I of January I really failed....but I am really improving...:smug:

 

who knows what we are saying next year...:wacky:

 

oooh I wish I could listen to this song, but my internet connection is SO slow that I need ages to load youtube videos....:shifty:

 

and freaking out to music is one of the best therapies...

I failed too ... I was so close to burst into tears in the train at one point, but I managed to pull myself out of that whole again ...

And I think once the winter's over I'll feel a lot better again. :wacky:

 

Hahaha ... I don't want to think about next year yet. :P

 

Bah ... that sucks. :disappointed:

I love that song so much and I don't even know why. :wacky:

 

I'm so going to freak out in Wembley ... and Ren threatened to put a vid of that on Youtube if he manages to come. :freak:

 

Help

 

I am thikning so much about next year these days.....I really want this year to be over and be in 2011, because I will finish my apprenticeship....and I am feelling good when I think about the fact it is not THAT long anymore....because I am feeling that this is not the thing I want to do my whole life....so I am really trying to make up my mind about my future after I have finished and I am coming to a solution: I think I should become a teacher finally. Doing this apprenticeship has shown me so far that it is important what you choose as a job...I am having the impression that it is too hard for you(at least it was too hard for me) to decide what you want to do all your life right after you've finished school...I think you need some experiences first...I am feeling much more confident about all these things now....which makes me feel good actually...wow I am talking a lot haha...sorry:wacky:

 

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....I SO want to see that....esp because you guys will go to wembley and I won't...:disappointed:

A music teacher? :cheesy:

And don't worry ... just talk as much as you want, it's awesome that you're seeing your future a little clearer now. I wish you all the best, I mean it.

 

Naaaaaaaaaahh, I'm going to kill him if he should really take a vid of me. :snobby:

yes.....a music teacher...I wanted to be a music teacher since 10th grade, but I just thought that it would be too hard to enter uni so I didn't even try it....I just thought I could do something else and that's it...but I can try it at least... mean I will have this apprenticeship....so if it really doesn't work it won't be THAT bad....;)

 

it's just that I worry I will be so "old" when I can finally start working...:uhoh:

 

oh thanks:hug:

 

you too of course...:wink:

 

nooooooooooooooooooooooo....but I want to see it:bigcry:

hahaa....:freak:

 

oooh I should turn off the light and sleep....I am so tired and exhausted....goodnight Imke....it was really nice talking to you again:hug: