we will try to get that room as soon as we can and then we want to meet at least once a week...:dance:

 

I sooo missed playing....actually that's one of the things that also make me desperate and unhappy and makes me feel useless...

 

and talking of crowds....I am going to see Placebo in some weeks....and I am used to Coldplay crowds...:blank:

 

:dance: I'm really happy for you.

But you're never useless. :wink:

 

I want to see Placebo too. :wacky:

 

aw, thanks :heart:

 

 

 

i really need to eat something,

i'll see you people later :nice::hug::kiss:

 

Bye, sweetie. :kiss:

Bye Iz:hug:

 

@Imke: Thank you:kiss:

 

well, I don't know....I've been feeling useless, because I am lonely and I couldn't even do those things I love doing most like making music....

the last months I've rather been feeling like "not living just killing time":disappointed:

 

so there is a light now:cheesy:

Hi Julia. :nice:

Bye Izzy. :hug:

Hi Kels:kiss:

:curtain:

Bye Iz:hug:

 

@Imke: Thank you:kiss:

 

well, I don't know....I've been feeling useless, because I am lonely and I couldn't even do those things I love doing most like making music....

the last months I've rather been feeling like "not living just killing time":disappointed:

 

so there is a light now:cheesy:

 

I understand that. :hug: Just don't let it get you down, okay?

And enjoy your band and get as much new energy from it as possible. :wink:

 

 

Hi Perrine. :kiss:

Hey Perrine. :nice:

Ren I've got a band....so I think we will have many opportunities for backstage action in the future....:wacko:

 

:wacky:

Really? :cheesy:

I can't wait! :whip:

 

Please don't punch me too. :worried:

I was a little scared at first to be honest, because I was used to Coldplay crowds. :lol:

 

I would never :kiss:

 

Hahaha to be honets, coldplay crowds are too hmmm quiet? Almost no jumping or anything. Muse crowds on the other hand are fucking animals! And i love it! xD

I would never :kiss:

 

Hahaha to be honets, coldplay crowds are too hmmm quiet? Almost no jumping or anything. Muse crowds on the other hand are fucking animals! And i love it! xD

 

Good boy. :kid:

 

Haha ... Coldplay crowds are nice ... absolutely no jumping, that's true. I wanted to jump so much during Politik, but nobody else did. :P

I just had to fight to keep my bag and my stupid coat during the Muse concert.

I understand that. :hug: Just don't let it get you down, okay?

And enjoy your band and get as much new energy from it as possible. :wink:

 

 

Hi Perrine. :kiss:

 

oh thanks that's really sweet of you:kiss:

 

I think I just should enjoy my life more in general...much more than I've done during the last months....it just pulls me down so much....:dozey:

 

Really? :cheesy:

I can't wait! :whip:

 

 

 

I would never :kiss:

 

Hahaha to be honets, coldplay crowds are too hmmm quiet? Almost no jumping or anything. Muse crowds on the other hand are fucking animals! And i love it! xD

 

 

mwha yewah......you should come up with some new things every now and then....I don't want to get bored you know?:whip:

Hi Imke Kels Julia and Ren ! :kiss:

 

Coldplay crowds are more quiet than Muse ones for sure, but in the first rows we did jump a lot !

oh thanks that's really sweet of you:kiss:

 

I think I just should enjoy my life more in general...much more than I've done during the last months....it just pulls me down so much....:dozey:

 

We should make a pact that we will both enjoy our lives more, okay? :kiss:

 

Hi Imke Kels Julia and Ren ! :kiss:

 

Coldplay crowds are more quiet than Muse ones for sure, but in the first rows we did jump a lot !

 

I just screamed and danced like mad. :shy:

Hey Perrine:kiss:

 

 

Imke, that's probably a really good pact....I think according to this we are quite similar, aren't we?:wacko:

 

omg....my flat mate who is such an ass hole most of the time and who is not the hot guy has a girlfriend now who is super pretty.....I don't understand this world...:bigcry:

Maybe he's rich ? :P

 

Oh you "just" Imke xD

Hey Perrine:kiss:

 

 

Imke, that's probably a really good pact....I think according to this we are quite similar, aren't we?:wacko:

 

omg....my flat mate who is such an ass hole most of the time and who is not the hot guy has a girlfriend now who is super pretty.....I don't understand this world...:bigcry:

 

Yup, we are. :sick: I feel useless most of the time, but I really have to change my attitude, because I know I'm not.

 

 

Welcome to the club ... nobody understands this world. :bigcry:

Maybe he's rich ? :P

 

Oh you "just" Imke xD

 

Haha ... I guess I was pretty crazy and embarassed my friend. :shy:

Just let us start it all over again :bigcry:

^What ?

 

@Imke: that's why I only go to CP gigs with Coldplayers :D

Yup, we are. :sick: I feel useless most of the time, but I really have to change my attitude, because I know I'm not.

 

 

Welcome to the club ... nobody understands this world. :bigcry:

 

hehe so you know that feeling perfectly....it is so strange....sometimes I feel so confident about myself and I go out with a positive attitude....and the next day it can be the complete opposite....I don't understand myself most of the time....:confused:

 

and I should seriously stop thinking that somebody I could like never would want me (haha bad grammar...:wacky:):disappointed:

 

ahhh I am so hungry right now....but I am lying in my bed and it is so late....and I do not even know what to eat....but it makes me feel sick...:sick:

Redemption :wacko:

Just let us start it all over again :bigcry:

 

Yes! :bigcry: And get it riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight!

 

^What ?

 

@Imke: that's why I only go to CP gigs with Coldplayers :D

 

She's a fan too, she paid 100€ for that ticket, she just isn't as crazy about them as I am. :P

 

hehe so you know that feeling perfectly....it is so strange....sometimes I feel so confident about myself and I go out with a positive attitude....and the next day it can be the complete opposite....I don't understand myself most of the time....:confused:

 

and I should seriously stop thinking that somebody I could like never would want me (haha bad grammar...:wacky:):disappointed:

 

ahhh I am so hungry right now....but I am lying in my bed and it is so late....and I do not even know what to eat....but it makes me feel sick...:sick:

 

Yeah ... understanding yourself is never easy. But I'm trying to stay positive ... even if I don't feel like it.

 

I think that too. :disappointed: But that's a really bad attitude ...

 

:sick:

We should go to a gig together Imke :wacky:

Lucky you! I'm actually jealous cos i always go to gigs alone, most of the time that is :disappointed:

 

Stupid local friends who don't like the same music i do or who can't travel abroad :disappointed:

I try to stay positive too....but I fail quite easily...:disappointed:

 

omg I should really eat something damn it....

and I should go to sleep actually...:disappointed: