Yeah loads of people have said that to me, Kirsten why are being so nice to him ect i dunno maybe i am just too nice but i do still kinda care im not like him i can't just push my feelings to the back of my head.

 

He asked me why everyone hates him and i said i dont know, and he said why are you getting all the sympathy, but im not really because my mum isnt giving me any. Hes got people down there who like him so i don't know why hes so concerned about people up here.

Well he seems quite insecure so maybe that's why

He seems very insecure, he says that he doen't care about anything really but hes always going on about people hating him. He said they don't know his situation when they do know, hes got a baby and he dumped me for someone else thats all it is and they don't like him for it because of the way i have been treated...but like Richard is hes always thinking of himself and says what about me, i said what about you, you say your happy so whats up with you and he didnt say anything

 

hes just one confused mofo

He seems it and it seems you're better off out of it all. Did your mum change your number?

Yeah i feel better for being out of it but it doent stop me from thinking how hes feeling...i know i shouldnt but its just hard to get it out of my head

 

We have to wait until the next phone bill comes through and shes getting my sim card changed today i think so if you want my new number i'll pm it to you :)

I always care about everybody else feelings and not my own :/ I just wish it hadnt come to all this. Im a peace keeper and i hate all this bitchyness and hate

 

Sorry mimi i have to go now but if your one later i'll talk to you then :) :kiss:

Okey dokey, think I'm gunna try and sleep off this bastard hangover.

 

Cya later :kiss:

I just have to see things like this' date=' i have a life ahead of me..a very good life with no baby to worry about and i won't be tied down like Richard is.[/quote']

 

Yesshh! Me so happy. :)

Hehe how come hun

That you realised that! :P

 

Now to act on it ;) Its so great you're feeling better nowadays though.

Hehe aww bless your wollen sheep socks :P

 

Yeah im feeling good today, iv been with my mates all day today and its done me good and college has been better than i thought it would be.

 

Whoooo im feling fine :P

I knew college would actually make you feel better! Shocking, isnt it?

 

Its cool you can go again :cool:

Yeah i think its just been taking my mind off it all so college is good for one thing lol but being round my mates has been a huuuuuuge help and they have been so nice and supportive about things

 

Woooop friday tomorrow no college and mum is taking me to the pub with her mates :D

Whooooop nothing better than a bank holiday piss up :drunk:

 

Although not for me :sick: :P

:lol: How you feeling now?

 

Its kewl because my mums best mate Hannah is kinda my best mate now lol because shes only 26 shes 10 years younger than my mum so we kinda get on better. She buys me all my drinks lol

Ahahha thats so cool. Your mom seemed wicked cool :D

Haha, alright now thanks, had a nice long sleeeeeep :D

 

Wow that's so cool that you can share mates with your mum.

:lol: My mum is a loon as you have seen :o :P

Iv got to go now, college is nearly finished so i'll be back on in a bit guys! :kiss:

 

 

Haha, alright now thanks, had a nice long sleeeeeep

 

Wow that's so cool that you can share mates with your mum.

 

Aww gud gud hehe that'll teach yooooou :smug:

Yeah my mum is what the call 'sound' lol

Yes Miss, won't do it again.

 

Speak to you soon :D

:lol: Eloo didnt take me long to get home, i sorta ran because a tutor was chasing me lol

Chasing you? :stunned:

You were chased by a tutor :stunned:

:lol: Yeah they wanted to see me about coursework so i sorted turned my ears onto mute and ran lol

 

Why am i so tempted to phone Richard :/

Haha

 

Well phoneing ex's does happen in relationships, I guess its just to do with the fact that you miss him :/