GirlFromTheAbstractStorm

Hey Chris, you can do what you need to do. Freya from Metastorm

They released a different track but apparently they have a trademark on car kids so who can say! ;)

Apart from Aliens there is a Drizzy style owl under "Once Upon a time" and what looks like a "shadow Factory".... :) If you can get the light dim and flickery enough the artwork even seems to glow!

Could use some help with this guys. I've got quite far with it by using a multi LED light and waving it a lot like in "Lets Talk". I know people think colour temperature makes a difference but I think it's more the difference between light and darkness. A flickering candle etc. (watch you don't burn the house down!). You need to do it in the dark of course! ;) Rotating the artwork helps too. Lots of fun aliens too if you can find them! :) "Every car is a way" apparently and there are 3 cars! This is what the Car Kids thing is I think. What have you found it the artwork? love Freya

This music videos remind me of coldplay for some reason:

Still "Pimping the Butterfly" even though she is bleeding now!!!!?

I just wanted to talk. That's what I've been trying to do. A lot of stuff happened. I don't understand a lot of it. Your reasons why? There will have been reasons I'm sure but I don't know. Theres stuff I know and stuff I don't know. I expect you don't know things too. That's what I really wanted to do. To talk. I've been trying to find a way to do that. I'm not in a good situation for that. Sometimes I don't have the power. ;) Sometimes I don't have internet access. I know everyones talking about the other stuff... ...and I understand why... ...but I wanted to talk about how everything came to be... ...and everything that happened. I always try to stay positive if I can and to keep a smile on that face. Yeah I cry a lot too.... Sorry... I've been through a lot and I'm still going through a lot. I've reached out a lot and not with hostility. I hope you can see that amongst all the stuff that's going on. It's often a struggle to get a message out. It's like that more and more now. It would be good if everyone could get together and find a good way to just talk about things. Face to Face can be a good thing. I'm not sure all the internet ways of doing things are good when it's something serious or complicated. Or when people don't really know whats going on. I would say there has to be a better way than the way people are doing things. Maybe you can find a way to reach out and talk too. love Freya

I think that sometimes people mishear lyrics and then the songwriters like the misheard version even more. I'm going to upset people but I'm convinced that the lyrics in the original version of Sparks say "Oh Someone you know....." and not "sing one we know". Now that's going back some! ;) love Freya

The Chainsmokers just dropped a new track! Really good song, although I'm not mad keen on Janus the deformed tiger. Not that I can talk as I have a history of drawing slightly deformed tigers (spent so many days drawing tigers for someone at one point!) but that's something to do with my drawing style. Janus didn't connect with me for some reason. I wish he did. Anyway really uptempo song that I can see a lot of people dancing and shaking it to. love Freya

I'm not sure about Chris as Jiminy cricket either, I'd have to work out who would play the Blue Fairy before I went casting for Jiminy Cricket. :) Would this be a Disney live action thing? I bet they will do one sooner or later. love Freya

I'm still trying to reach my friend and I'm not doing so well at the moment and I'm poorly... so I'm going to leave my contact address here so you can send me a postcard or something. Freya, 64-68 Commercial Street, London. E1 6LT U.K. I hope that helps. love Freya

There is! Always! I'm going to have a poster made of that. It's perfect. Neatly sums up my life over the last few years. Thanks so much for that Captain you made me laugh at the start of a new day. love Freya

I've lost a friend and I've been trying to contact him. I know he is into Coldplay and so I'm just going to post here because I've failed the other ways I've tried. I wanted to say If you are really struggling with things then I will try and be there for you so you can sort your head out a bit. Drop me a line! Lets Talk! I still have a sense of humour, even after everything that's happened. It helps me out when things are hard... ...but maybe I should be more careful. Careless talk costs lives... I know all about that. and maybe I should be careful about recycled jokes too! ;0 So I wanted to say that there are a lot of things that have been said... ...and I know that there are different sides and different opinions and stuff.... but I don't want to just hear things third hand... because I've been at the rough end of that a lot too. If you want to talk to me, or need to talk to me for that matter. I've given you a way to do that over and over. So send me a postcard or something! I'm now sitting here listening to a song called "bird in the cage" or thats the main lyric. I don't like when birds are in cages. They should be free to fly. (Like butterflies!) It makes me think of "I know why the caged bird sings" and of course all those coldplay songs with birds in the lyrics! I want to say thanks to the people who have sent me nice messages on the forum... and stuff. I'm going through a lot at the mo... dealing with things and.. I've seen so many people doing amazing things lately. I want to say I really appreciate those incredible things that people have done. I've been shocked to the core at how much people can do. I mean peoples ability to understand not the other stuff! ;) You all made me laugh and cry many times.... ...and the times are difficult. I want to say thankyou to you all somehow but I don't have a great way to do that right now. I have to do some things because I'm running out of time so I will probably be around less but I hope to be around and I'm really not that hard to find if someone really wants to. It's a hot day in london so I'm off to have a cold drink of fizzy pop... or some fruit juice or something. To EVERYONE.... Take Care and Stay Safe. love Freya

Yes I'm doing a bit better today. I've been really upset since 4th July when I had one of those days where everyone said no to me. That's all I heard all day... we got your application... the answer is "no!". So I have a lot to deal with right now. I'd love to have more time for some pastimes... you know Suduko or something. Actually come to think of it that's not my thing at all but I have zero time right now... love Freya

Well shoot an apple off my head! There are two Christophers?!!! Whoda thought. I'm guessing only one of them plays the piano though? I'd like to find a Christopher that plays the piano but I guess there are a lot of them! ;) It's not an uncommon name. Not sure where to start. It's been a long time too, so maybe he has taken up the tambourine by now? Or cooking. Maybe he is cooking something up! Christophers Culinary Delights cook book! ;) love Freya

Did anyone on the forum get to go to this event? I was wondering what it was like? love Freya

I'm not in the market for the other Yacht but I reckon this one looks like a fixer upper! I could offer 50quid I reckon...?? love Freya

Yeah that was garbled because I had been through so much that night and was trying to do stuff with no sleep at all. It's just some gangsters with a software exploit. You would be surprised how much they can do with that however, because people need to do things. People don't realise how much they are reliant on computers for day to day living. I sometimes like to go out on the Pier and look out over the Thames and imagine its somewhere else. It's kind of beautiful and often something surprising or good happens and you don't need a computer for that. I don't give up that easily... as someone once said in the last couple of years "Shes as strong as lions!" or something like that. ;)

Not really as there are a few of us in this situation and there used to be more but a lot of people have managed to extract themselves from it. I also don't feel like everything in the world is out to get me. I have had to deal with a lot of idiots but I know I've got a lot of support out there too and the support has been quite vocal. One of the things that has made things more difficult was that someone let us down badly so things were much better for a short time but they got worse again... which has happened to other people a lot apparently... but I keep finding ways to do things on my own anyway. For instance I've managed to dump openssh from my own system and to create a new build which has helped a lot and I can do stuff like this for extended periods now. I can't stop them from damaging the current session and processes yet however... Maybe in time but it's a big job to create new builds. Still hanging on here.

Actually I loved it the way you did it! Perfect! :laughing: Someone did offer to help a fair bit but it was a while ago now but maybe he will drop by at some point! ;) ...I find help comes from the strangest places quite often. ...and the people you think will help you are the people who let you down the most badly. At the moment I'm doing really well at doing things my own way which is working great, and I've been making progress, it's just a really, really bad situation. In any case I made it a bit longer so I'm hanging on in here still but it got more grim for a while there than I thought was possible!

Baby, I'mma need another hit! Come on Coldplay bring us another single! :)

I think the chapter is everything... all of it. Colonel Martin has been doing this stuff for a really long time now and probably wants to finally move on from what happened... but then he has said that before and then been like "one last time"....So I don't know... maybe he has finallly given up the ghost. We can only wait and see.... love Freya

I wanted to leave this here because I think I might be going under... Things just keep getting worse and you wouldnt believe how bad things are now. The universe keeps telling me that I will be okay somehow and I do keep finding ways to keep going but the last 2 days were so bad it was unbelievable. I keep hanging on in case I get lucky somehow though but I want to leave something here in case I have to go away suddenly... so you will know I was here and I DID manage to do it. Even if I can't do everything. I'm really tired now. I've been up all night "trying to get lucky". I'm sort of okay at the moment but I dont know what else will happen and stuff can happen suddenly. You tube just spat this out while I was writing this [not sure what to make of the video! ;) ] I got attacked back in 2016 and I'm still fighting against it all. People think I can do things I can't do. It's not that "I've got no brain" (she might not have meant that I'm not sure) but just my current situation is grim and so many people have let me down you would not believe. I'm currently patching my system software so that I'm able to do a few basic things so I don't have time to do much else in that vein... I don't believe it! They are fucking up my netbook as I try to write this believe it or not. They do this kind of thing to people. Not just me but others so we can't do anything we need to do and are just fucked. People can't do something they need to do... and then they can't do something they need to do and then they can't do something they need to do etc. They usually do it to people they see as vulnerable easy targets... so in a way they made a mistake picking an ex-software developer.... but I can only do so much against the relentless onslaught against me. I don't have much time before they do something else stupid but I guess I mostly want to say Goodbye in case I don't get the chance. Maybe I will find a way to cope with things or maybe I won't and we will meet again in another place one day. I have to wrap it up now before something else happens. Wish me luck! :) Time to get lucky again.... ;)

I want to believe.... love Freya

That really made me laugh! When he goes "I will ask you once again!" :sob: Really funny. "At the risk of repeating myself..." ;) love Freya