Bea's poetry

[Rivers of Avalon]

well.....post post post....dont cease posting just keep...:)

 

give me material to discuss....it doesn't matter u like it or not(maybe u think so and the poem is really perfect in reality) dont be ambarrassed...

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

Da Moo Krazy

 

 

I'm gonna tell you a story (of no glory)

not too distant from a tale (it repeats, again, again)

there are not fairies and hope (just pain and soar)

just a fake fate (a wrong game, a bad day)

 

 

there they come, the boss and his friends (senior note and junior coins)

they like to pretend what they are not (hide what i've become)

wearing designer clothes for free (i'm not a fashion geek)

while their people are starvaiting, (never saw it, it don't happens)

 

 

there they meet again, business they say

just an excuse to eat and drink

how they like it, as farm animals at grass

chef's meal, caviar and champagne

 

 

sure that it seems so nice,

but just look out, and see

suffering people, working all day

their mind had been cleared up

 

 

they don't feel, they don't think

them are just like machines

i'm not kidding, just look at them

not an expression on their faces

 

 

who they work for?

Where they work in?

Where do they go to?

Don't know, don't mind

 

 

heard the screamings of pain, at street

is silent by the music on the office meet

no-one seems to care, no one rises to change all

see their working hands, their eyes exhausted

 

 

good people, even help you to stand up

although they are broken inside, they smile

bosses don't care the people, still partying

their kitchens full of meat, while their people starvate

 

 

don't cry dear, there's nothing we could do

what can we try to do? Not our task

it lasts for decades, famine, war and pain

no-one cares to help, no-one rise to shout

 

 

throw out the bosses, out the window

build it all again, made them be human beings

bring them hope back, make the tale ends

bring them a real smile, change their fate now

 

 

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(31/03/2008)

 

 

 

Is not the one i was talkin you about but...

 

 

 

 

 

Song of the fictional songwriter Sage Shire, of the fictional band Rail-River. Is the 5th track of their first EP 'Manic Hill'.

 

 

 

 

I think i haven't had finished it yet, as i want to revise some things, and add the vocals in the whole theme, as on the two first paragraphs.

[Nicko84]

:o this is a Poem-machine:D

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

Sweet Killing

 

 

There I was so dry

there I waited so sad

I just expected that

someone could made me be, unthirsty

 

 

and you came in, lively

knocking the gate, shily

hope i'm not late yet

I stared at you, deep in

 

 

we rested together, holded

I tasted your lips

i've bitten your soul

you killed my hungry, lovely

 

 

we lied down, very close

none us avoided it, defeated by desire

I died on you, staring at your eyes

let me bite you more, both want it to

 

 

there I was so dry

until you came in

and we rested together

let me bite you more

 

 

let me die on you, again

it makes me beautifully, dead

it make me be relieved, undry

kiss your skin, sailing in your body

 

 

it kills me slow, as I dig in now

so deep in me, looking at your eyes

growining in, my lips get wet

I smell of you, kill me sweet, blonde

 

 

there I waited so sad

I stared at you, blonde girl

I tasted your lips

I died on you, looking at your eyes

 

 

come in, that slow and soft

sweet lover, mantis of mine

I feel as pleased, as dreaming

I don't mind you bite me, amantis

 

 

rest your hands on my shoulders

caress my neck with your soft fingers

bite me, cut me in two, fearless

like amantis mantis, do kill me sweetly

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(01/04/2008)

 

I want to revise that one too... :thinking: there are some parts that i changed from the original, as when i begun to wrote it i had forgotten almost half of its content :confused:

 

 

 

suppousely a song writen by fictional songwriter-novel character Ramón Jameson, from fictional band Panacea Sonora.

Is meant to be the forth single, of the band 7th album: 'Thrilled, Pissed, almost killed', fictionally realised on August 1999.

 

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

:o this is a Poem-machine:D

Not really Nicko :D when i'm creative is like that. ;) and i love it :smug:

 

(i didn't wanted to post that one for the content)....

there's yet two other ones that i hadn't had posted as them are so simple.

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

No more bitter

 

 

Honey, bring back your smile

there's no reason to cry

the prays has been listened

the gift has been gaved

 

 

there's no reason to be sad tonight

there's nothing but you and I

i'm just asking you for one hour

listen to my voice, I have things to say

 

 

i've never felt this way before

all I want to do is good

all that is so new for me

dear, just come near and listen

 

 

I want to let you know, how I feel

what I do feel for you

you want to listen, just an hour

let me explain you how I feel

 

 

I didn't knew how it was at first

I don't know when it did begun

but it came in inside me, slow and deep

but you got here, firmly and decided

 

 

pains me loads when I can't see you

hurts me deeply when I can't talk to you

harms all me, when I can't hear you

all I do is for you, I don't mind about me

 

 

Dear, come close and listen

all the things I have to tell you

them are not tales, no lies

I assure you, as the red of my veins

 

 

come with me, there will be no pains

hold my hand, there will be no past

there is just you, me and you

no place, no time, just us

 

 

sweet angel, you came to save me

all I get to do is to thank you all

all I get to think is to make you happy

all I believe is in you and I, just us

 

 

yes, i'm right, don't look surprised

cause dear i'm here for you tonight

open up my heart, the one you had healed

telling you how I feel, i'm being clear.

 

 

Cause I don't mind the time

I don't mind the place

I just know that here we are

just you and I, just me and you, just us

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(02/04/2008)

 

 

 

 

 

Song played only once, on an almost solo acoustic version, devoted to a journalist that wants to know all, composed and played by Ramón Jameson, of fic band Panacea Sonora.

 

[Rivers of Avalon]

i didnt want to post after that great poem...but...just because to say that its great...:):):):):):):)

 

:weird speech:

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

Skizo boy

 

 

Green blood, red grass

i'm not daltonic at all

my speech is twisted

as is my mind,

 

 

here I jump, there you shout

here we enjoy it, don't fear

as the wind blows, is easy

reality is a fake, I guess

 

 

everybody says i'm wrong

does them had tried it at all?

My behaviour changes

don't know how I feel today

 

 

I think I had seen you

you came out from my dreams

a nightmare I should say

don't scare me at all

 

 

here I jump, don't fear

green blood, red grass

here you enjoy, there you shout

my speech is twisted

 

 

I got confused of your signals

I got amazed of your figure

I got wondered of you all

shaking on the floor, as you see

 

 

I can run and stop the same

I can jump and hide again

I don't mind the boy is here

I don't mind this evil bloke

 

 

get some mercy cure of it

I don't see a problem in me

there's no illness at all

I had heard a voice again

 

 

broke the rules, they've been made that for

broke the mirror, where I was looking in to

broke your heart, you are glad expecting it

there I am walking the line, myself

 

 

half i'm down, half i'm up

half is true, half is fake

the blinking light, throw me down

there I shake on the floor

 

 

as you dance at the disco

join again this schizo

there are pills that I take

not the ones I should

 

 

my speech is twisted

as is my mind

I like corners as you do

I like glasses as you see

 

 

ride my bike with me

drink that beer as I do

come and play as you know

play that game that we like

 

 

nonsense boy, skizo they called me

i'm just named Jimmy,

i've been grown in the suburbs

I just mind music and motors

 

 

Been grown in a normal family

it bored me to death, need a change

been living with different me inside

there's no trace of reality, believe

 

 

I dont know how I feel today

you came out of my dreams

I hear that voice again

been eating too much candies

 

 

Green blood, red grass

i'm not daltonic at all

my speech is twisted

as is my mind,

 

 

I can run and stop the same

I can jump and hide again

I don't mind the boy is here

I don't mind this evil bloke

 

 

broke the rules, they've been made that for

broke the mirror, where I was looking in to

broke your heart, you are glad expecting it

there I am walking the line, myself

 

 

half i'm down, half i'm up

half is true, half is fake

the blinking light, throw me down

there I shake on the floor

 

 

come and meet the skizo boy

meet and talk the skizo boy

talk and love the skizo boy

i'm just that, the skizo boy

 

 

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(03/04/2008)

 

 

 

NOTE:

 

Song written by Ramón Jameson, of the band Panacea Sonora (both fictional an from the story i'm working on now, that don't have a tittle now)

Meant to be a single realised by the band, and part of their album called: The Jimmy corner. (a Quadrophenia tribute) (fictionally realised on March, 2006) but the theme was composed by the character when he was on a band called Skizo Skimo, previously to his current one Panacea Sonora.

 

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

Dear of everyone, lord of nothing

 

 

here come the one called Sir

although his name is french

but who cares, all is a fake

a great lie he lives in

 

 

there he is resting in

there he is enjoying all

just a different chick

each night, he does,

 

 

enjoys playing with their hearts

as they let themselves be played

as easy as a cards game, he wins all

always the four kings he have

 

 

no tricks, no lies he says

but all he does is for fun

plans his love conquest

the only field he battles in

 

 

never been a soldier, nor a captain

but has conquered many countries

has surrounded many enemies

there you see the scars he collects

 

 

it mades him be appealing

he always control the work

all is just a fun game, a deal

he don't mind them at all

 

 

there he unrides his horse

and walks decided next to you

looks like a knight, a captain

don't wears any sword

 

 

but he is called lord

don't had conquered any place

just dozen of womens

that had rested on his bed

 

 

all he does, he takes as a bet

all he wants is just some game

all he gets is just some fun

but he is getting trapped in

 

 

all the lies he has said

all the hearts he has broken

them will come against him

by his betraying lover muse

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(03/04/2008)

 

NOTE:

 

 

Lyrics written by the fictional character Ramón Jameson of the fictional band Panacea Sonora (from the current story i'm working on).

Meant to be a single of their fictional last album called: De Laclos (Les Liasons Dangereuses tribute) (fictionally realised on april 2008).

 

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

You've been the lighthouse

you've been the light that guided me

you've been the bow that I looked for

you've been the bright of my eyes

 

 

I walked on your garden

you let me get in your castle

i've been your prince, you told me

I only feel like a noble man

 

 

you let me be a free man, on a hill

i've meet a friend, a wisdom one I must say

that honoured me with his protection

he came from some place, Leicester, said

 

 

I never looked for victory

All was gray before you came in

let no man look down on your youth

you've been the healing herb I needed

 

 

I didn't wanted to be famous

It forced us to separate

I only keep of you

this ring, that has blessed me

 

 

Here I am, trying to take off

the aloe that is on my mouth

missing your protecting hands

will you remember me, Vera?

 

 

I look at the landscape

I breath the ozone, here

i'm at the top, but I feel down

look at the sun, hope it made me blind

 

 

I can't take off, I can't handle it

you were the lighthouse,

that help me not to crash against stones

those memories, sweet, pains my soul

 

 

everything still remind me of you

I think I heard your voice

whispering at me, on the wind

the sand, warm on my hands

 

 

the sand remind me of you, Vera

all the truth I know is you

I feel empty since you are not here

I feel alone since i'm without you

 

 

I close my eyes, hoping

hoping that it'll change

I must be glad for my success

but it makes me sick, I wish it ends

 

 

I must be proud, for all the good I spread

but I feel my soul is gone

I worked hard for that, I know

that's the gift, what I looked for

 

 

but walk alone is not easy

it makes me feel lonely

on the top of a hill I am

shouting down, and nobody answers

 

 

there aren't echoes on the valley

there aren't waves on the sea

there's nothing that I feel

there's nothing I can do

 

 

just wait for me and you

just remember all we did

just keeping the hope

waiting for a healing herb for me

 

 

all the memories, all my past

come up whenever I close my eyes

a rush flash, that runs fast and warm

but it makes me feel low and cold

 

 

I look at the sand, it used to be a stone

now is just a meaningless tiny piece

I fall off the rock I was sat on

looking everything from above

 

 

falling to the empty, to the void

is all because I miss your voice

there were a teacher that I had

I learnt his main lesson, after he left

 

 

I walked alone, scared of what was ahead

you made me feel sure, following your footsteps

following you wherever you go, hill, shore, road

you've been the wisdom guide I needed

 

 

but you are not here now, do you?

You let me be the king of your kingdom

I used to play at your garden,

he tought me all I know, made me be all I am

 

 

all I knew, all I was, thanks to you all.

 

 

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(09/04/2008)

 

 

 

Is untitled, i can't think of a title right now, which ones do you suggest me?

 

 

 

 

;)

 

 

 

 

Really last lyrics of Sage Shire (the main character of the story i've been telling you about those days, that currently is untitled, the title will be the same as this last poem).

Context: a friend (ex-girlfriend) gets this letter on an envelope 3 days after Sage's tragedy.

 

[Rivers of Avalon]

1. *** or just "untitled"

2. Lighthouse

3. Loneliness

 

the poem is very expressive :)

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

thanks... i'd like to call it lighthouse, but this title is suppoused to be of another character song.. :thinking: wait it could work witht his title.. :idea2: had you read the spoiler?

i said there that the title of this poem, will be the title of the whole story i'm working on.

[Rivers of Avalon]

i've read Sir!!!

 

do u have anything else to write down....(i mean poems :))

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

i've read Sir!!!

 

do u have anything else to write down....(i mean poems :))

i'm a lady :uhoh:

 

no more new poems yet (to be posted), but them are comin' :)

 

who's the people of your avi? :huh: them look familiar to me :thinking:

[Rivers of Avalon]

what made u think that i dont know ur rank?

 

they are familiar to everyone who likes U-2

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

CAN AND DON'T

 

 

don't let the dust tire you

don't let the sun burns you

don't let the rain disolves you

don't let the wind moves you

 

stay in your place

stay strong on you

stay as you've been

stay there for me

 

don't let time make you old

don't let the space confuse you

don't let the flow let you down

don't let the words hurt you

 

be as you had always been

be as good as you had been

be as true as you believe

be as real as you live

 

you can be whatever you want to

you can be wherever you wish to

you can become whatever you want

you can behave as you wish to

 

don't be afraid of this

don't doubt to go on

don't stop on your way

don't get lost on the maze

 

walk on, go ahead, be strong

firmly, decided, as you are

walk on, go on, don't be afraid

stand up, don't look back

 

don't let the memories stops you

don't let the rumours get to your ears

don't let the fears get to your heart

you can go on, stuck to your hopes

 

come on, come on, walk, go

don't stop on your way

don't feel lost in the place

don't let the rain wets you

 

come here, come here

your place is near

walk on, come on

you're getting home

 

don't fear, keep hope

don't sink, just sail

don't wish just make

don't dream just believe

 

believe on you

trust your believes

be a wizard there

make all you ever wished

 

don't fear which is to come

just enjoy the trip, enjoy the truth

keep coming day after day

don't mind the time, just be

 

don't let the words hurt you

don't let their sight damn you

don't let the lies be on your mind

don't let their envy make you sad

 

cheer up my friend

i'm going there, see me

i'm the hope you need

i'm the chance you asked for

 

don't fear anything

just smile and breath

be all you want

just believe in yourself.

 

 

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(13/04/2008)

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

FOR FEARS

 

 

I was empty, i was dead

until i heard you come near

it was cold it was freezing

until you hold me on your arms

 

my eyes were red, my lips blue

until you give me your shoulders to cry on

i was lonely i was down

until you give me your hand

 

i felt confident, i became talkative

i stood up, looked at you

hypnotized, blushed, amazed

you made me beat again, you gave me faith

 

your lips healed my broken heart

your words guided me to go on

your eyes show me the truth i neeed

you bring me to life again

 

i walked on, i felt renewed

you were beside me, following my steps

you tought me to believe in me

i felt born again, i beat again

 

your voice, eased my pains

your fingers, get me live again

your hands, healed my heart

you helped me to believe

 

but it all broke, when

when i had fears

when i stopped and thought

when i saw you from distance

 

it all went, it all died

as i fear to go one

as i wanted to know

as i let my mind speak

 

all broke in tiny pieces

as a glass when you throw a brick

all was fine, till i thought

all me i felt renew, until i banned you

 

for fears, the ones i want to hide

the ones that always come out

the ones that i fear to have

the ones that makes me hurt

 

i can't change how i am

i can't be another one

i can't get you be back

i can't cry anymore

 

this is over now, late to ask

late to ask, for perdon

i had broken your heart too

i had broken mine, smashed

 

i'm someone, the one i always be

i'm someone hurt, lost, alone

i'm someone that suffers

i'm someone that fears my fears

 

i'm empty and cold again

i'm lost and alone tonight

i'm crying lying on the wall

i'm breathless for this pain

 

can't take you back, next to me

can't be someone i've never be

can't imagine how you feel

can't put me on your skin

 

all was good, until fears came

i met you thay day, was good

i banned you next day, wrong

can't change how i am

 

can't help you to feel fine

can't look at your eyes

can't hear your voice

wish to change myself

 

would you come to help me?

Would you help me to change?

Would you be patient to made me?

To made be who i always wished

 

i worked hard, but all is a waste

can't change how i am

made me doubt of who i am

can't see me on the mirror

 

my soul has gone, again

i can't cry, nor breath

i can't speak, can't be

for the fears i lost all

 

would you forgive me?

Could i start all since now?

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(14/04/2008)

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

COME OUT

 

 

where had you been?

Where did you hide in?

Where i can find you?

Where i can be with you?

 

Come out, out your cave

don't you see i'm here

in the middle of the cold night

i'm outside looking for you

 

i need you tell me

all the tales from past

all the stories you know

all the melodies you have

 

i looked for you days and days

i asked for you for nights and nights

i begged for you for weeks and weeks

i waited for you for months and months

 

here you come, here you are

now we are togtether again

breath together, walk ahead

tought me all you know

 

tell me all i need

whisper to me your dreams

let my mind fly, let me feel fine

make me smile again, make me bright

 

warm me in this freezing night

see the leafs moved by the wind

in this cold night, the moon shines

iluminates our place, we sat on the grass

 

give me your hand, give me your love

let me know you more, let me be you

hold my hand, never go

caress my skin as you used to

 

please come out, out your place

don't hide to my eyes anymore

don't make doubt of our love

let me know you more, let me breath for you

 

the last day, also the first night

for us, will repeat and echoe

it will be going on and on

it will makes us be one and two

 

warm me in this dark night

bring me the light i need

make me keep the faith on you

touch me with your magic

 

talk me with your wisdom

let me learn from you

let me make you live

give me your air to breath

 

guide me in this proof

guide me on this night

teach me not to fall

let me be you, just tonigh

 

bring the glow to my eyes

bring the beat to my heart

bring your words to my mind

let me make you be alive

 

come out, come on

don't hide up the tree

there's nothing to fear

there's many to share

 

teach me all i need

all i need is your words

your words are the heal i need

the heal you give me, make us live

 

lie beside me, feel next to me

breath with me, give me your hand

look at me, let me know you more

make me dream as you only know

 

bring me the stories that you know

bring me the tales that i like

bring me the words that heal

bring me knowledge you have

 

make me wisdom as you are

make sure as you are

make brave as you are

make believe that you are here

 

lie next to me and talk me

look at my eyes and caress me

 

feel my heart beating for you

see my eyes shining for you

ear my lips saying your words

see me making you be alive

 

 

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(13/04/2008)

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

Sad Confusion

 

 

I knew it was going to break

I know it was going to be bad

I knew it'll had a bad end

I knew it since the very begin

 

 

there's nothing to do now

no words will change

there's nothing to wait for

no time to complain

 

 

I feared it to happen

it worried me in my dreams

I tried not to mind

but I do, and it hurts

 

 

don't know how to fix it

don't know how to feel

I don't feel myself now

'cause i'm down, down, low

 

 

there's nothing will make me smile

there's nothing will make me proud

there's nothing good I can think about

there's just this mistake on my mind

 

 

the mistake of had known you

the mistake of had talked to you

the mistake of had been there now

the mistake of being on the wrong place

 

 

there's nothing I want to do now

I even can't cry, no words come out

I can't look happy, I don't feel

I can't, cand't do anything

 

 

because everything remind me of you now

and it pains so deep in my soul

because I tried my best, but I failed

and I felt down, down, low, low

 

 

I'd like to start it again

i'd like to avoid my mistakes

i'd like to change what I did wrong

but it don't let me do a thing

 

 

I can't cry, I can't pray

I can't talk, I can't walk

nothing can cheer me up now

'cause I broke all

 

 

this youth that is yet on me

makes me do stupid things

I regret how I behaved

but I thought it was the best

 

 

nobody can understand me now

nobody can put on my shoes

'cause them got broken on my fall

nobody can be bedise me now

 

 

I can't smile, I can't look

both sight and lips are broken

for this punch I got on my face

it left me black-eyed

 

 

what I did wrong?

How did I failed?

Anything was true?

Everything was a dream?

 

 

Kick myself, i'm not sleeping

all was just for being wrong

the bad time, the bad place

there's no way to change it now

 

 

and I still can't, can't breathles

for the shock the light had brought

for the new the line has said

for the blame it put on me

 

 

i'm wrong, I do know now

but I tried my best, I sure you

can somebody explain me?

Can somebody just be next to me?

 

 

I'm alone, all alone, nobody around

face it, you were wrong since the begin

you let it grow on you, the craziness

I saw in your eyes, I saw this end.

 

 

 

I didn't meant to hurt you

i just wanted to help you

and now is me who is damaged

is me who cries, alone, silent

 

 

 

i saw it end that way

i know i was mistaken again

but a force told me to go on

something i couldn't avoid

 

 

 

i regret what i did wrong

there aren't words to say it

there's no way to cheer me up

i knew you'll make me cry

 

 

 

you voice, your voice, your sound

come to my ears, it comes in

and it hurts, it hurts so much

i tried my best for you

 

 

 

and i failed, i felt down, low

i crashed under my own castle

the one i built up in secret

and now i'm lying on, our garden

 

 

 

flowers hurts me, they don't care me

nor you are here to do so

nothing can cheer me, nobody can help me

cause i'm nobody now, i'm nothing

 

 

 

you see, not even a dust in the wind

not a drop in the sea

not a leaf on the forest

not whisper in your lips

 

 

 

not an echoe on the valley

nothing, nobody, none

i just tried my best, i knew this end

i knew it sinde the begin, i failed again

 

 

 

Ariadna Squire Damique

(14/04/2008)

[Chavi]

as I already told you, I love what you do :) and these last three poems are great !!!

 

My fave is Come out and here are some quotes that I enjoyed the most !

 

"i looked for you days and days

i asked for you for nights and nights

i begged for you for weeks and weeks

i waited for you for months and months"

 

"tell me all i need

whisper to me your dreams

let my mind fly, let me feel fine

make me smile again, make me bright"

 

"give me your air to breath" <<< I just love that one :nice:

 

EDit : I posted that before reading the last one "sad confusion".. I'm going to read it now :confused:

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

as I already told you, I love what you do :) and these last three poems are great !!!

 

My fave is Come out and here are some quotes that I enjoyed the most !

 

"i looked for you days and days

i asked for you for nights and nights

i begged for you for weeks and weeks

i waited for you for months and months"

 

"tell me all i need

whisper to me your dreams

let my mind fly, let me feel fine

make me smile again, make me bright"

 

"give me your air to breath" <<< I just love that one :nice:

thank you so much Chavi :) (those 3 ones are simple but nice, i know, i wanted them to be like that (well i wanted them to be a bit more complicated), but the problem is that the last one is a sad one (sad confusion), and i really feel sad now :(

 

i really feel bad now. :(

 

well don't mind...

[Chavi]

OoooH ! Sad confusion is so sad Ari..... :cry:

 

I dont know what's wrong and it's ok that you surely dont want to talk about it. But it pains to know that you're not doing very well. We've been talking for a few days now and I started to know you a bit and to enjoy our conversations. You always seemed cheerful. It's sad that you dont feel that way anymore..

I truely hope everything will be alright for you real soon.

And hopefully this poem isnt so personal as I think it is...

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

OoooH ! Sad confusion is so sad Ari..... :cry:

 

I dont know what's wrong and it's ok that you surely dont want to talk about it. But it pains to know that you're not doing very well. We've been talking for a few days now and I started to know you a bit and to enjoy our conversations. You always seemed cheerful. It's sad that you dont feel that way anymore..

I truely hope everything will be alright for you real soon.

And hopefully this poem isnt so personal as I think it is...

is a bit personal... and really now i'm feeling more confused than sad... after that one, another 2 had come out, is bittersweet... is bitter for the content but sweet because i love it to come out.. may be just i needed to feel something deeply that will make it come out, i needed it come out really.

 

and yes i try to be cheerful always, but well like is like that once is nice others not... so.. i just try not to mind too much, i mean well at first i feel bad but ... it goes.

 

i fear to post the others one because are sad too..

 

thanks a lot for your words chavi, i really appreciate it, and the same goes to you, i really enjoy our conversation :nice:

[Chavi]

I thought you were gone so I sent you a pm.. it's kind of useless now.. :confused:

 

It's ok. It's your thread, you can post anything you like, even if it's a bit sad. Sad words make great poetry.. unfortunately. Moreover, if you feel better when you share them, you shouldnt hesitate!

and of course, everybody has ups and downs from time to time, it's perfectly fine. so feel free to express how you feel if necessary, and no one will annoy you if you dont want to talk.

 

:)

[Darlene_Ihnfsa]

I thought you were gone so I sent you a pm.. it's kind of useless now.. :confused:

 

It's ok. It's your thread, you can post anything you like, even if it's a bit sad. Sad words make great poetry.. unfortunately. Moreover, if you feel better when you share them, you shouldnt hesitate!

and of course, everybody has ups and downs from time to time, it's perfectly fine. so feel free to express how you feel if necessary, and no one will annoy you if you dont want to talk.

 

:)

hopefully you hadn't gone, i was afraid i had made you go :confused:

 

is ok now, i'm feeling a bit better.. i just don't know what happened on my mind some minutes ago.. :confused:

i want to talk too. i'm talkative. (i used to be much more talkative.. :uhoh:)

 

thank you chavi :nice: